I thought this was really beautifully written.. Take some time to read and you will know how true it is... Just something to share..
A Wonderful Message by George Carlin:
The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but
shorter tempers, wider Freeways, but narrower viewpoints. We spend
more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses
and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more
degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts,
yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness.
We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too
little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired,
read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom.
We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk
too much, love too seldom, and hate too often.
We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years
to life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and
back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We
conquered outer space but not inner space. We've done larger things, but
not better things.
We've cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul. We've conquered the
atom, but not our prejudice. We write more, but learn less. We plan
more, but accomplish less. We've learned to rush, but not to wait. We
build more computers to hold more information, to produce more copies
than ever, but we communicate less and less.
These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion, big men and small
character, steep profits and shallow relationships. These are the days
of two incomes but more divorce, fancier houses, but broken homes.
These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway morality, one
night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from
cheer, to quiet, to kill. It is a time when there is much in the showroom
window and nothing in the stockroom. A time when technology can bring
this letter to you, and a time when you can choose either to share this
insight, or to just hit delete...
Remember: Spend some time with your loved ones, because they are not
going to be around forever.
Remember: Say a kind word to someone who looks up to you in awe,
because that little person soon will grow up and leave your side.
Remember: To give a warm hug to the one next to you, because that is
the only treasure you can give with your heart and it doesn't cost a
cent.
Remember: To say, "I love you" to your partner and your loved ones,
but most of all mean it. A kiss and an embrace will mend hurt when it
comes from deep inside of you.
Remember to hold hands and cherish the moment for someday that person
will not be there again.
Give time to love, give time to speak!
Give time to share the precious thoughts in your mind.
AND ALWAYS REMEMBER:
Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the
moments that take our breath away.
George Carlin
thinkin' of you at ... 10:16 AM
07/09/07
Today, my dear dear flew back from Abu Dhabi after 2 days stay… Dear dear says the weather in Abu Dhabi is terrible because it is a scorching 44deg C if you walked out of the hotel.. Immediately when you leave the air con place, it feels like you are in a heat wave.. terrible weather… My dear dear also didn’t eat well because he is probably not used to the food there.. He vomitted after taking a packet of nasi bryani, probably due to indigestion. He was supposed to fly at 10pm and that is Singapore time 2 am. Prior to that, he was unable to sleep.. and he took the sector to fly back so that is a total of 20 odd hours without sleep!!
Anyway, I met dear dear downstairs at his house and we went back home together.. me on half day leave today.. and we unpacked his luggage and had lunch. I drank my meal supplement with mango juice and dear dear ate chicken feet noodle… I never used to like chicken feet but after dear dear taught me how to eat, I started enjoying this delicacy!! Must be braised then it taste nice. Haha
We watched TV for awhile and dear dear went to take a short nap. We were supposed to go back my house to drink soup and then meet Gek kia and Ian. However, I see dear dear so tired and I couldn’t wake him up so we decided to give my mum’s soup a miss. We went to Funan DigiMall to fix dear dear’s lap top. He bought a new laptop at the COMEX show at Suntec City. However, the shop was not opened and we took a cab to Clarke Quay where we are supposed to meet the guys. We saw Gek kia at Liang Court and walked with him to Clarke Quay and Ian was waiting at King Satay. We ordered a lot of food. Sambal KangKong, Sambal Stingray, 36 Assorted Satays, Fried Rice and Fried Chicken. The chickens are really crispy and nice. I had 3 pieces in all!! I also had a lime juice to help me digest all the oily stuff.. haha we chatted for a long while and Ting fang (Gek’s gf) called us to check out if we gonna have coffee. So we called for the bill before moving on for coffee. The waiter passed us a bill and we were shocked by the price. For all the things we ordered, it was only $67.00. How could it be? Later we checked the bill and found that the bill was $120.00. We were indeed very honest to ask them to give us another bill. Haha.. Because Gek says what comes around goes around.. You gain something and you lose something.. haha
We walked around at Clarke Quay and decided to settle at The Coffee Connoisseur. We have a big table with red sofa seats indoor. While waiting, Tingfang and her 2 other friends, Elaine and Xue Na appeared so we had coffee together. Xue Na is getting married on 26th November 2007. Chris is somewhere there too, 24th November 2007. Ian and I went out for a smoke.. so he asked me a question, “why did you choose him?” the first answer that came to my mind was because he is the only guy who is true and sincere about mi.. he really cares for mi and I know he is true to me only.. 2ndly, becoz I love him and I want to be with him… I mean I look at the number of pilot friends… most of them are quite badly reputated for.. with so much temptations, my dear dear has uphold good track records since then… he is someone trustworthy and I should trust him… Ian replied and said, those girls are not worth it.. materialistic and stupid… his ex gf was a stewardess.. my cousin has a stewardess gf before too.. she left him because she found someone richer.. haiz.. not too sure if they are really so materialistic… We chatted happily and soon it was time to go home. I think Clarke Quay is a nice place to hang out so I will come with my friends the next time!!!
08/09/07
Today is the cleaning day!! I spent the morning washing up the laundry and later helped dear dear cleaned his room and packed his stuff.. Luckily, he is smart enough to come in to offer some help! We cleared the junk mails, packed up the wires and did some minor packing for our new house, vacuum the floor and yes, it was all done up by 2pm in the afternoon.
We then spend the day at home, watching TV and we cooked noodles for lunch cum tea break. Haha it was nice… I always loved my dear dear’s cooking. Yummy.. so we decided to go Tampines Mall to shop for mooncakes coz dear dear says he wanna buy some for my mummy before we go for dinner at my place. Sweet little boy.. We shopped around until we saw Bengawan Solo.. They have got quite a variety of mooncakes.. So we bought one Double Yolk Baked skin, Iced skin (Durian), Baked Skin (Durian Filling) and Iced Skin (mango).. Sounds yummy right.. My mum was happy with the mooncakes though she thought it was a bit early for it.. Nevertheless, it is the thoughts that count..
We had dinner and I also start to pack for my junk mails… Too many of them lying in my bedroom on the study table!! Cant stand it.. I took like 45mins to finish packing.. dear dear was so tired after waiting. Then we went back home to rest and relax.. What a Saturday!
09/09/07
Today is Sunday.. My sister ,Karen was saying last night that she might want to go Batam at 8am.. Ridiculous..she doesn’t wake up that early even if her class starts at 8am.. so we thought she is talking rubbish again this time. True enough, our handphones did not ring at 8am.. we slept till 10 plus and woke up. I kept and folded the clothes and keep them in the wardrobe. Dear dear says we can go Vivo City to walk walk. Before that, we went to Golden Landmark to do dear dear’s uniform but the shop was closed. So we decided to go to Bugis to eat Wan Tun Noodle for lunch. We ordered 2 small noodles and a bowl of fried wan tun. The food was delicious but the man had a terrible service attitude and he kept asking dear dear about the Euro Cup score. Disgusting man! After lunch, then we went to Funan Digimall again and it was CLOSED again!! Stupid shop. It is called Memory World.. I wonder how it can survive by closing most of the time. It will end up in Memory lane soon if they don’t buck up! So dear dear carried the heavy laptop and we took 145 to Harbor Front. Vivocity was there!! On the bus, I asked dear dear if he remembers what he says to me when he proposed. So he say, 1) I love you… 2) will you marry me.. and he cant remember the last one.. haha anyway he said I am always no. 1.. when he took out the ring, he says this one is abit small but he promised to get me a bigger one when he got more money… I asked him if he remembers and he say he does.. he will get mi one either before the photoshoot or before the wedding day.. hee.. I am so happy… sometimes, you just cant help but think that the proposal ring is actually very important to a girl because it represents how much sincerity the guy has.. I talked about this with dear dear before but he disagrees.. what is the point of a man giving you a big ring but is fooling around… then I say I am luckier becoz I got a man who dotes on me and yet don’t fool around… hee.. anyway, he promised that he will get mi a bigger one… hee
We walked around the 1st Floor and then went on to the next floor. Vivocity is really big.. There are so many foreign brands. Dear dear says this one looks like the mall they have overseas in big towns. Then we went up to the 3rd floor for a smoke. You can oversee Sentosa from that place. It is nice.. I wanna take a cable car ride to Mount Faber then eat dinner there but dear dear says no… so in the end, he asked if I want to eat Hogsbreath.. I thought it was a great idea.. anyway, I just wanted something nice and ‘ expensive’ to eat… like in a way to pamper myself.. not as though we everyday eat expensive stuff mar… ok … then we started arguing.. dear dear says I am getting materialistic because I want many things.. why do I need to eat expensive stuff and he doesn’t.. even when he goes abroad, he doesn’t eat expensive stuff either… but I am thinking.. since we are together , so why not go for places with nice ambience and nice food.. expensive but we don’t do it everyday mar… anyway, we decided to just close the topic.. if not, it will become tsunami level kind of issue…
We went to Candy Empire to buy some sweets and chocolates.. Dear dear very nice… he just let me buy whatever I want to buy… so sweet of him.. after that we decided to go back to East for dinner coz we have finished shopping but itz still too early for dinner there.. so we turned back to East… Dear dear asked if I wanna eat at 85 market… hmm.. there got many nice food.. so I said ok… then we were on our way there… hee dear dear ordered 3 BBQ chicken wings, Ngo Hiang (Prawn Fritters), 2 bowls of minced meat noodles and 2 cups of sugar cane.. haha… so nice.. so I suddenly thought that itz not the cost of the food…not the ambience of the place.. actually, it matters to me most who is eating with you…everything taste so nice when I am with dear dear.. sometimes he make me so fed up with him.. but most of the times, he make mi so in love with his character….yah.. so I think I should not grumble too much having a bf like him… hee
He dotes on mi a lot… he cares for mi a lot.. Ginny says I have almost everything… a caring husband, an ok career.. basically life is beautiful… is it dangerous when life gets too beautiful? To me, yes it is… somehow when things are too beautiful.. I am worried that they don’t last…….Am i thinking too much??
thinkin' of you at ... 10:14 AM
18th August 2007
I was excited about this day because I am gonna meet my friends from Computer Engineering Faculty when I was in NUS.. My girl gang consists of Ting Ting, Ruyi and Shi Hui.. .As usual, I am always the early one to reach.. Subsequently, I met Ting Ting at Bugis. We choose a nice place for our dinner, Sketches Pasta and Wine Bar.. The unique part about this restaurant is that you get to design your own pasta. Just Pasta alone, you can mix a maximum of 3 different types. As for Sauce, obviously you choose one so that you won’t make a mess out of your own design! For condiments, you get to choose 5 different ones maximum and any additional ones, you got to pay for it.. Not very expensive though. So the three of them has pasta and I had a salad.. need to go on diet urgently.. haha
Ting ting is married to Yingfei (one of our faculty mates) on the 6th June 2007. How sweet! Anyway, she is really beautiful with all the make up, even though she looks real good without any. Time passes very fast.. 2 years ago, we are struggling to get our degree and worrying if we will get ourselves a good job and land ourselves in the right career path. Now, the girls are ready to get married and take on new roles in life.. Looking back at my life, I wonder what I have achieved so far.. I was talking to Ginny one of these days about our achievements since we left school. It seems like we did not do much but yet 2 and half years are gone in a blink… For me, I enjoy working life.. You get income and most of the time, doing more constructive stuff than what I think you do in school. You get to enjoy the best of life at the prime stage and being young is of course the greatest feeling ever in the entire lifetime. What I hate about working life is the loss of my freedom. I almost sold myself and my youth to the company. I do not enjoy the idea of being stucked in an office from 8am to 530pm. I wish to have more time to do more things. Basically, it means no commitments if you want to put it that way.
I often dreamed of working overseas (anywhere) and back packed as I worked. I do not need to see the ugly side of corporate world. I earned what I need just to keep me alive. However, I can enrich my life by immersing myself into the different cultures and societies and discover the beauty of human civilization, about how similar and yet different we are. People say that this is a waste of life. What about people who spent the whole lifetime chasing after fame, status, money and position when in the first place, you have come to this world with nothing? Even at the point of death, you bring along nothing with you to the afterlife.. This is however, difficult to achieve because all of us has got burdens and responsibilities which we cannot let go.. The responsibility to support our parents, the commitments to our partners and in time to come, your own children which we cant and are unable to let go.
Anyway, I am drifting too far away from the main topic. Ting Ting has to join her family for a short dinner so the rest of us decided to go to this nice place for drinks. I suggested Villa Bali and we went to the place. On our way there, I was not too familiar with the roads but I know it is near old SAJC. So Shi Hui realized that we just passed the gate and Ruyi decided to make a U-turn at a road junction. Upon the U-turn, we saw an oncoming car from far ahead. Nevertheless, we decide to make the turn. We turned very slowly, keeping ourselves to the most inner lane. However, this stupid male driver just decided to step on his accelerator and speeding while he was on his second lane. When he realized that we were turning, he purposely drove very very near to us just to provoke and show us that he is angry with us making a turn at that point of time. I swear that he has the time to react accordingly.
Either he could have gone a bit slower or he could have shift to the 3rd lane! That asshole simply drove so near to us that if we wind down the windows, I can put my hands out to slap both sides of his cheeks! We kept staring at him and he decided to do a ridiculous stunt. He quickly sped up and cut in front of us. Straight after he did that, he stepped on his brake hard and luckily, Ruyi is attentive enough to brake hard too. If not, we would have banged right into his car. This is the first time I have ever seen such a rude, ungentlemanly, petty and loser driver. Somemore, his car is only a VIOS. First time, I ever see a guy driving a VIOS and still so aggressive. Hello man, you are not driving a super car. He drives as if he can’t wait to queue for his next life. I am sure what we did, did not put him in danger or hazardous to any drivers. I still remember the car though. It is a black VIOS with car plate S** 7044 T. Cannot stand it.. It is just one of the ugly sight of Singapore drivers being so impatient and rude.
Anyway, forgetting about him, we had a nice time cursing and swearing behind his back. It is still nice to meet up once in awhile. As usual, I am the super complain queen and my friends are always the sweet audience listening to me. Sometimes, I realized that I am complaining most of the time because there isn’t really much to talk about unless you talked about philosophy, stars and constellation, world news and conservation? I guess not many people will talk about such topics. So when we make complains, we make some conversations and it is a way to see how people treats and reacts to your complaints!
thinkin' of you at ... 4:49 PM
28/04/07 The Wedding Proposal
Day 2: We woke up as early as 630 am because Dear’s mum really wake up damn early.. she keep calling us and we just got to wake up.. we bathed and had breakfast at the hotel.. their breakfast was unusual as it consists of plain porridge, vegetables, ham and eggs, some canned like food like braised peanuts and glutton… but it was quite nice.. we are ready to set off for our next destination.. As we have the parents around, it was uncomfortable to bring them to amusement parks so the trip became very much of sightseeing and shopping and eating.. we asked the hotel counter and she provided us with some destinations to go.. I had planned to go North today.. So we will go to Yang Ming Shan then followed by Dan Shui and we will ride home.. The lady told us to take a bus 260 to Yang Ming Shan… Our first time taking the local bus.. Their buses have fewer seats, unlike Singapore.. You need to know when to pay for the bus fare.. The simple rule: the bus driver has a red sign board above them. The sign board will read: Boarding pay, Exiting pay.. So when you board the bus and you see that the sign is alerted, please tap the easy card or pay in exact cash. When you board the bus and the sign is not alerted, you do not pay at all.. When exiting and the sign is alerted, then please tap your card. Otherwise you do not need to tap..
We walked around Yang Ming Shan…The park is really big… but it was a bad weather to make our way there as it was getting cloudy and a storm is brewing.. While waiting for a bus to finish up the Yang Ming Shan tour, it started to rain cats and dogs.. we went to hide in a shelter which was right beside a small museum to show the development of Yang ming shan.. The highest peak is the 7 Star mountain which is almost impossible for normal people to climb up as it is rather slippery and wet at the top.. we had a meat dumpling.. I shared one with my dear dear.. it was nice! After that, we quickly waited for the bus to bring us down to the foot of the mountain…it was very packed but the skilled driver make it a short and fast one.. Well done! At the foot of the mountain, we were heading towards our next destination and that is Dan Shui Lao Jie.. it is at the end of the Northern Metro line.. quite far but we planned the journey such that we will cover all directions in 4 days! Upon reaching Dan Shui, we once again saw the all familiar food streets..selling about the same thing and all of us had too much junk food in the stomach.. I am so excited about going to Dan Shui especially the Lovers’ Bridge… Chris told me that the bridge is beautiful and romantic!! Hahaha
We walked around the streets .. had bubble tea, cuttlefish, cuttlefish balls and played some games before we decided to head towards the jetty for our boat ride to Dan Shui.. It was quite near to the Fisherman’s Wharf.. I wanted to try the famous Ah Gei..but cant seem to find it and I got to give it a miss! We came to Lover’s Bridge.. itz a very simple structure.. not really fantastic but itz a different bridge afterall.. we had a walk along the bridge and decided to settle at a seafood restaurant for our dinner before we call it a day.. the food was delicious.. I can still vividly remember that the waitress asked dear’s mum if I am the youngest daughter and she commented that I am a pretty girl..haha dear’s mum responded saying I am the girlfriend and the waitress couldn’t believe that I am more than 18 years old.. *flattered* haha
We took more pictures at the Bridge and had started to walk back to the jetty for our return.. Dear stopped me and said, “huh, what a waste to just walk along the bridge and go back.. why not we just stay awhile more on the bridge?” so I said ok and I was wondering when did my Baby become more romantic.. haha anyway, after saying that, he asked his parents to take a seat at the end of the bridge if they were tired.. so they did.. while we were staying on the bridge enjoying the breeze, dear dear asked mi if I remember the day he forgot to bring my passport.. and I said yes I did.. so he asked mi if I know the reason why he has forgotten.. and he started explaining the fact that he was hurrying to buy mi that.. he held up his hands and exhibit a diamond ring on his fingers.. I was so surprised and yes, I am elated.. However, in my heart, I still cant help but think that he treats his parents more impt than I do.. he popped the question.. “ Will you marry me?” and I said, “ before saying anything, what’s my position in your heart?” obviously, he said number 1.. I told him that u said it and u must do it.. make sure I am always number 1.. that’s his first promise to me..I nodded my head to his proposal.. and we kissed.. hmm…slightly out of my expectations with no flowers and kneeling.. but anyway, his sincerity is enough to overcome that.. he wanted to propose to mi on our anniversary , 29th April.. exactly one year since we have been together… but he cant missed the beautiful Lovers’ Bridge.. and so it was 364 days since we are together.. we have been through not a lot..a year is short..but sometimes, the length of time is not everything.. I guess both of us are comfortable with one another and we want to live together to share our lives..most importantly, we found the most important person who meant the world to each of us..
His parents obviously knew the plot and they were smiling when they saw mi… dear dear says I am not supposed to take down this ring no matter what.. he joked and asked mi , what happen if someone blows up this bridge.. I say I will protect this bridge because it is our bridge… haha although my ring is smaller than what most girls will have for their proposal ring, I am at times satisfied that it is the man I am marrying that matters to me the most.. dear dear says this one is only for now and he will buy mi a bigger one when he has got more money next time.. hee
We took a ferry back and head back to hotel as we are all tired from these few days of walking.. haha..
thinkin' of you at ... 5:00 PM
27/04/07
Day 1: All of us were excited about this trip.. Dear dear and his parents will be leaving for Taipei first.. taking SQ flight departing at 810.. all of us wake up early for the day and I wanted to see them leaving the house before I get back to more rest.. his father was shocked to realize that I wasn’t taking the same flight as them.. but I assured him that I will be fine there and not taking the same flight because I need to clear off some work in the morning.. so I went back to sleep until 9 plus..
I woke up to send some emails to my boss so that everything is handed over properly. I went for breakfast and started counting down for my turn to fly.. I took a cab to the airport and waited for my turn to board the plane.. I am alone.. I preferred to be on the plane alone.. although you may feel lonely at times but I still feel at ease when I am boarding the plane alone.. I took EVA airline and the aircraft was a Airbus 340. The stewardess were very nice.. On the aircraft, they make announcements in 3 different languages mainly Hokkien, English and Mandarin.. First time I heard announcement in Hokkien. The food was nice and the trip was only 4 hours plus.. Not too bad.. At Taoyuan International Airport, I forgot to fill in the disembarkment form.. Fortunately, a nice auntie helped me to queue up while I went to take a card and filled it up.. I sms dear dear to say I have reached and he gave me directions to take the connecting bus to go to Taipei… It was kinda fun to be in Taipei..On the way to Taipei, I saw a lot of betel nuts babes.. Some wore very skimpily.. in fact, most of them does.. I wonder if the young generation in Taipei still chew on betel nuts.. I was afraid to miss the stop and in the end, I did pressed the bell at the wrong stop.. I thought I could have just missed it but the driver was shouting and refused to drive off.. So I walked down the upper deck and told him that I pressed the wrong bell.. He was not very friendly to me at all.. He asked me to check properly next time before I pressed.. It was so embarrassing.. The bus ride took me about 45mins and I finally got off the right stop.. Looking around and not knowing what to do, suddenly someone hugged me from behind.. It is my darling.. haha he offered to take my luggage to the hotel first while we will go to Shi Lin night market as our first stop! They had a lot to eat since the afternoon they were here.. Mark brought them to Long Shan Temple.. Travelling was convenient in Taipei with their advanced metro technology.. The train stations are very similar to Singapore so I am sure most of us can make our way around the place with the metro…
We first arrived at Zhong Shan Jie Yun Zhan which is near our hotel and bought our Easy card..it has a value of 200 (NT) and 40 NT deposit fees.. you can use it for bus and metro and get some discounted traveling.. So much like Singapore Ezlink card.. We were so excited about our new destination and his parents told me that they have been eating junk food since arrival.
We went to Shi Lin nightmarket.. The first thing we had was a drink.. I had Bubble milk tea and dear dear ordered a Jelly beancurd with grass jelly.. it did not taste as good as they show it on TV.. then we move on to look at some snacks.. there are so many little food stalls in the whole night market.. but the food they sell were about the same. So we decided to settle at one stall to try their oyster omelets.. It is different from Singapore because it is less crispy more oily and had a peanut-chilli sauce upon serving.. They also include vegetables into the omelette as well.. Then we had also a Sheng Chao Hua Zhi which actually means Squid soup.. the soup was very thick and a lot of cabbages in it.. the squid were actually big and tough.. hence, not easy to chew on it.. we then went around and saw a biscuit shop selling peanut snacks… we bought quite a few back so that we can give to our family and relatives.. almost reaching the end, we bought a Hong You Chao Shou (Meat dumplings in red chilli oil).. Itz superb.. very nice.. along the way, we also smell a lot of rubbish chute –like smell.. itz actually the famous Chou Dou Fu (smelly beancurd).. but the smell really puts u off… dunno why so many Taiwanese love it.. Dear tried one and said it feels like eating warm rubbish.. haha so I dun dare to try after he said tat.. we walked along the streets , bought fruits to chew and a lot of things to see… there are more food stalls along the way.. I guess Taiwanese are really fortunate coz they have got big markets like these to walk around…really crowded.. haha after that, we called it a day and decided to go back to hotel for a rest..
We stayed in a 3-star hotel called Rosemary Hotel.. Itz in a red-light district and some ktv pubs around the area but at the main road, it is where the major shopping centres are.. the Taiwanese girls dressed up themselves and really a pleasure to just look at them.. They are very friendly people and love to help people a lot.. Mi and dear dear stayed in one room and his parents stayed in the other.. hee 2 person’s world.. should have brought my mum along so that she will be able to have fun with us too…
thinkin' of you at ... 4:59 PM
the day before we fly to taipei...i was very disappointed with him..nearly want to break up with him liaoz..coz i told him to pick up my passport while i was at work...i waited for him 2.5 hours while he was happily playing LAN games with his friends at Katong straight after work on thurs.. i am flying on friday mar.. Finally he was done and he say go home...wa kaoz..i haven eat dinner lehz..so i ask him if he eaten and he say yes he did.....the flames started burning...so when we were on cab, i ask if he go to my house to pick up my passport and he say he forgotten abt it... wa liaoz...i scold him and say whatever he ask mi do in office, i do it as my first priority but how can he do this to mi when i ask him to do things..the night before this i also argued with him coz i feel that i am planning taipei and wedding alone...like i am getting married alone...taking a single flight to and fro from taipei was already too much for mi to bear... and now he even wants to make mi feel that i am going there to travel alone..i was crying and he dun even bother...partly becoz i gave him bad attitude...and i demanded him to do his research...he says ok ok he will do everything from now..but i was not calculating abt how much i am doing...itz the involvement.. so I am already very upset... while we were on the cab, i continued asking him what did he do for the whole afternoon then? he say he did nothing...ask him if he went to singaporebrides.com website to do research...he say he tot i already settled everything.. i ask him if he washed the clothes, he say he nv wash coz i didnt ask him to.. i shoot him and say does it matter if i tell u wat to do and wat not to do since u wun do it anyway? i was really upset with his attitude... i went home to pick my passport with him and secretly told my mum while we were in the room and started crying...my mum again tried to dissuade mi from getting married... wa kaoz... my mum is the only mum in the world tat will nv ask her daughter to get married... so how u feel if u were me...he ask mi why i look like i was crying at home... i ask u him, do u noe why i am angry that u forget abt my passport? he say yes he know coz it shows that he wasnt concerned abt mi... wa i was tinking..u win liaoz...u noe abt it and u still do it.. he say he love mi on the bus...all i noe is i am disappointed and i shoot him saying.. u only say say..u dun mean it.. he was really upset then...
thinkin' of you at ... 4:57 PM
7th Dec 2006
Today is Ah xi’s birthday…my third sister…so I meet my dear dear first before I went to meet her at Tampines Interchange..Wanna buy her a watch as a birthday gift…time flies fast…she is 21 years old this year…hee…my beloved little sister…though she can be quite bad-tempered at times but she is the nicest and the most cool gal I ever will see and praise…she is pretty , tall , slim and smart..what more can she ask for?? Haha…I noe she is having a hard time to cope with her studies and getting pocket money…hmm..i am trying to earn as much as I can but unless I do sales, if not, my salary will be capped… haiz… time and money..which one should I choose?? Anyway, dear dear was very nice..he went with mi and ah xi to choose her bdae gift..it was then we saw a really nice watch for men… It is Seiko Criteria… Dear has got good taste ..he likes the limited edition with a black metal strap … this watch is really useful becoz it can tell world time..relevant and helpful to his work..but it was kind of ex… I knew he really like the watch so I have made up my mind to buy for it…that is the only thing I can afford with my pay now.. haha then we went to shop for a chocolate cake for ah xi..she went to eat dinner with her friends and will be back for the cake cutting with us at home.. so dear dear paid for her cake as a bdae present for her… hee… my dear is so sweet and thoughtful.. so we had dinner at home and Mum cooked tonic soup coz I told her my dear having backache so mum wanna cook some tonic for both of us…eh.. sounds like we are married right?? And we are going home to visit my mum?? Haha … then while watching tv, dear dear’s sister called to get keys from him coz she forgot to bring her one..in the end, dear dear didn’t get to cut the cake with my 3rd sis…I brought home some cake for him to try.. haha..
8th Dec 2006
Today I finally went to Hog’s breath for dinner with Choon Kit, Chris , Sze Keat, Phyllis, Wai Kit, Kaifong and Weixing!! Haha our ME gang gathering…always enjoyed their company..i ordered a salmon coz I did not want to eat beef… though it is well known for beef and steak… haiz… dear dear says their steak is the best… but I guess when I come with dear, then I will eat steak.. haha so while I was having dinner halfway, dear dear called and ask if I am coming home.. I thought I was going to be home soon so I said yes.. anyway, he wants mi to buy food for his mum… haiz.. I feel like a daughter –in-law now… then on the way while weixing sends mi home, dear keep calling to ask if I am coming home..saying that his mum wants her food…I was rather pissed coz I was very tired from work and after dinner with my frens..and yet still got to run errand..since I am already running an errand, I thought it wouldn’t be nice to rush mi like tat… later I realized that it was Sharmaine rushing mi… haiz…this little girl..i dunno what to do abt her… she is rude, naughty and not tat cute afterall… haiz.. I hope my daughter next time will not be like her..if not, I will go to grave 10 years earlier… anyway, her presence made mi think twice abt having a kid of my own in the future…haiz.. mi still not quite willing to share my dear dear with my kids… haha
14th Dec 2006
Today I meet up with June for dinner… initially I asked dear dear to come.. last minute, dear dear called mi and said he didn’t want to come.. I was quite disappointed but I didn’t wan to force him to come if he doesn’t want to… so I waited at cityhall mrt station for june.. Suddenly I saw this very familiar face in the crowd…haha I realized that it was dear dear.. he is so cute to give mi a surprise… I love him so much…feel a lot of warmth when I hold his hands…feel security when I am in his arms… so sweet.. hee…I love him so much…Dear dear had a burger and a fish and chips while I had a Alfredo spagetthi… it was so creamy and nice I tot.. haha June as usual, just had a sandwich..my dear friend is lacto-intolerance so she cant eat cheese..somehow the waitress did not hear her instructions and we got to change the order again… anyway, it was a nice meet up with June..after that, we went home and tatz the end of the day..kind of boring isn’t? u wake up early in the morning to work.. u started working when the day just break and u stop until the sun sets…and whatever time u left for ur family is so precious and little… wish I had more money and I can spend every single day with dear dear but tat would be boring too coz if u see each other too often, u wun get tat “absence makes the heart grow fonder kind of feeling..” haha..
15th Dec 2006
Dear dear has got 3 movie tickets and we decided to bring his nephew to go and watch a movie with us..he is 10 years old and haven been to a cinema so we decided to bring him out… we went to suntec city to watch the movie at Eng Wah… On the way to suntec city, I tried to talk to dear dear and get him interested in what I am saying…but he seems to be listening and not participating in the conversation…I always think that a couple should communicate more often as it is through communication , then we learn to understand one another…so I got fed up and kept quiet… he knew something is wrong once I clammed up… so he tried to talk to mi ..haiz.. so I tell him what I feel … he told mi that he doesn’t talk when he has nothing to say …and it is ok for silence in between us…but I dun like tat feeling when we got nothing to say to each other… dear dear doesn’t talk much sometimes.. anyway, I was ok after we stepped out of the mrt station…
Since we have got a kid with us, we wanna watch something cartoon..hahaha so we watched “Happy Feet”..heard many good reviews about tis movie..yup it is indeed a nice and heart-warming movie.. we had dinner at Suntec food court before proceeding to watch the movie…
16th Dec 2006
Itz been a very long time since I last met up with my 4E1 (sec sch) classmates… and I am glad that they organize a BBQ for a gathering…a lot of us have changed.. I didn’t see a classmate of mine…her name is Xiao hui..i used to think that she is quite a tomboy and wouldn’t get married so fast.. and now she is already a mother of 2…second one on the way…haiz… so looks can be deceiving when we are young and ignorant…another classmate of mine, Si yun has got married to another classmate of mine, Chung Khang.. expected..haha coz they have been together for a long time… feel happy for them!! So we had BBQ and I thought the BBQ costs quite a bit coz we need to pay 18 dollars for it..there was chalet also.. but I didn’t stay overnight.. I talked to Yuyun, Huiqing and some other classmates of mine..had a great time and glad to know everybody is doing well…
21st Dec 2006
Dear dear gonna meet mi at Central for dinner today…so I msg and asked him where he was before I reached the interchange and he told mi he was already there.. I called him and he said he was at TAKA Jewellery.. hmm… I told him I wan a bracelet so I think that was his purpose there..haha.. I told him I dun like citygems.. but the design I am looking for sells too ex in other shops like SK, SooKee and goldheart… so I guess TAKA fits the bill… anyway, I love the bracelet .. itz really nice…most importantly, he is the first one to give me such an expensive gift…normally, I am the one buying a lot of expensive gifts for my bfs…but I am glad that now I really find one who is caring and really loves mi with all his heart..
I remember when I was hospitalized in year 2003..i had a relationship with a guy … it wasn’t really clear between us if we were in a relationship..until when I was hospitalized and he decided that he wants to be with another girl..it was Christmas that year… and all I get from him was a walking stick candy from his office xmas tree to wish mi well…I will never forget how hurtful it was… to think that I actually meant nothing after doing so much for him… anyway, this guy is as good as dead in my mind…I only care about a person now and tatz my dear…
Anyway, we had dinner after buying the bracelet and a company called mi... I applied sometime earlier to be Conference Producer..not too sure what I need to do but I guess itz different from my jobscope now… a bit tired of my job… so I immediately went to dear dear’s place to show and discuss with him abt the job prospects… dear dear asked mi if I sent my resume and I say I did… he was angry..he say my resume was like shit and how could I just send that thing so hastely… oh my god… Buddha also will get angry if u say his scriptures are like shit loh.. so I got angry then dun wan to tok to him..he asked mi if I am angry… I say no.. then he kip nudging mi but I ignored him..he walked out of the room with his eyes and nose a bit red… I looked at him and I felt so guilty for making him angry and sad…. I apologized and told him abt it… so he knew he was at fault for not being tactful…. Anyway, we were fine liaoz..haha
thinkin' of you at ... 4:13 PM
This lady-man was spotted in one of Singapore's hottest nightspot M*S and she was last suspected to be a hand phone thief!!
It all happened on a Saturday when my friend May* went clubbing with her group of friends at this nightspot. She was in the Ladies and sat at a bench when one of her girlfriend went to the toilet. May sat at the bench with her bag at a small distance away from her but within reachable distance. The lady-man (A) in the picture attached stared at her hand bag. Not suspecting anything, my friend continued to sit at the bench while waiting.
After her girl friend came out of the toilet, she saw (A) with another lady man ( A's friend, i guess). As if she (May's girlfriend) had never seen one before, she wanted to take pictures with them! Ok.. So (A) stood on the left hand side of May where her bag was and the other lady man stood on the other side. After taking a few shots, they hurriedly said goodbye to May and scurried off.
May saw her hand bag opened with some of her stuff outside the bag and thought something was not right. Her bag was closed initially and after the lady-men left, the bag was opened! True enough, her Nokia N70 hand phone was missing!! The hand phone is not likely to be retrievable but we hope that this person would be 'famous' in Singapore for committing such a heinous crime! It is painful to all of us when we lose our hand phone and what's more, stolen by a bloody Bi**h! The hand phone was a gift from a very close friend of May and it has sentimental value to her. She was very upset after the phone was stolen.
The purpose of sending this email is to remind all of us once again, please be careful of your belongings when you are in nightspots. Make use of the locker facilities if the club has it. Next, please beware of this lady-man in the picture as you could jolly well be the next victim!!
Please forward this email to all your friends so that they will be aware and not fall trap to this thief.
God bless all.
*The name has been changed to protect the interest of the victim.
thinkin' of you at ... 3:48 PM
14th February 2007
Today marks the first Vdae for mi and dear dear...alot of first time celebrations ya... haha... anyway, i was expecting something from him but it wasnt the case...find out more as u read on...
I took half day from work and met him at Parkway for lunch... we had our lunch at the Central Restaurant in Parkway Parade... it was quite nice and i was browsing the papers for news and saw alot of love advertisements put up by many people just for their loved ones... it was very sweet so i decided to just look if TS has put one for Ginny...i mean i expected TS to be romantic to that kind of standard... haha so dear dear suddenly voiced out and said that he oso had put one on the papers... i was so excited and i started searching for his...and then he say," haha..bluff u one." *Disappointment #1* alright...i was like ok..no love msgs on the papers is fine coz i didnt expect him to do that for mi anyway...
I wanted to make him a chocolate cheesecake for this vdae...and he wants to bake the cake together...we went to cold storage and we bought all the necessary ingredients... happily going home on the bus and to bake our cake...on the bus, i cant bear it anymore and decided to ask him if he bought flowers for mi and he said he din coz it was too ex... i was so disappointed... *Disappointment #2* haiz...why sometimes he juz cant be a bit more romantic towards mi?????!!!!
We reached home and i wasnt too happy coz i know i dun have flowers liaoz... then we had some argument while making the cheesecake... haiz...i never used a blender since i was 14 years old...the last time i touched it was for home economics...the last thing i touched this morning was a spanner... oh my god... so i couldnt gauge the strength of the blender and some of the cheese and sour cream spurt out as i switched on the blender... so he was like " y u so clumsy?" anyway, yah the cake was eventually baked with mi doing all the final washing and clean up of the kitchen... so it was time for dinner... are u thinking that we gonna have a romantic dinner by the sea with candle lights? street lights and by the road... we had dinner with his parents at a hawker centre with the 2 year old niece...noisy enuff to kill u..... *Disappointment #3* i was utterly disappointed and i asked dear dear y he nv buy flowers...since courtship till now, he has nv given mi flowers....last year i go to Brisbane... i didnt receive a bouquet of flowers nor a cake for my first bdae with him...now 1st Bdae oso dun have...i asked him when he want to buy mi a bouquet...he says itz really impractical to buy roses on Vdae... to think that days before the occassion, i brought him to shopping and showed him my fav flowers...i made an attempt to hint him the flowers i like EACH time we passed a florist...he took no notice of it obviously... i asked him when he wants to give mi flowers...he say he dun like to buy flowers... is he too practical or am i too impractical? he can juz buy mi one bouquet this year and i will be very happy... he din buy mi anything for this Vdae..i made him a special video of all our pictures and wrote him a special poem written by myself...
True love comes and it will come
Treasure it when I have it in my hands
The feeling of true love, no one can forget
I will never forget the way you love me
I yearn for true love many a time
Crushes came and go like hurricanes
Destroying me each time they go
I seek for true love till I gave up
The next thing I knew, I found you
Mark, the gem of my love
I saw the sweetest smile I ever seen
You brought me to Paradise where I never been.
I felt the warmest hands I ever held
And it melts my heart
My heart feels your love
Have yours felt mine?
Quarrels, yes we have
Erase them off like we never had.
Happy moments with you around,
Nothing more I ask for now.
Just to have you by my side,
Is the greatest wish I would like.
I saw the twinkling stars,
But they never sparkle like your eyes.
I heard the ocean waves,
But they are never soothing like your voice.
I touched the softest cotton,
But they are never soft like your touch.
No one loves me like you do
No one kisses me like you do
Till the end of time,
We shall be bind
To the wings of our love
And soar high to the skies.
Let my love for you be witnessed by Angels,
To bring you across the deep blue oceans
To overcome the tall green mountains...
I love you always...
the next day, i was crying when i told my 2 closest female colleagues and Ginny about it... it was quite a horrible feeling...not to be able to receive flowers from the one i loved the most... anyway, he will never understand.... i was full of envy for Kailing when she told mi that her bf went to office to gave her flowers and bears... at least he made an effort to be romantic... not like mine, not even trying at all..... anyway, this is a 'memorable" valentine day for mi....
thinkin' of you at ... 11:56 PM
20th January 2007
Today marks the big day of Bobby and Shelly, his wife...one of Mark's good colleague and friends... anyway, my dear dear is one of the brothers for the wedding and he was out early in the morning..i went for my tuition as usual and decided to join them later at the hotel... mi and Cynthia were still contemplating wat to wear and if it was too early to be there at the wedding... anyway, i quickly changed and went to dear dear's place to meet him...I put on a new white dress for this wedding dinner... i tot that was a pretty nice dress...haha ...anyway, met dear dear and we went to take the cab to fetch Kiat and Cynthia... it was raining very heavily...but we still make it there on time and in fact, earlier than expected..
Since we were early, mi , dear and cynthia decided to just go to Coffee Club Express for some drinks and a Caesar salad before the solemnisation starts... the hotel was Swissotel Raffles at Raffles city... it was quite well done up for the ball room...pillarless and big.... The solemnisation starts at 6pm and we were all in the room...waiting for the bride to step in and hold hands in front of JP... i tot it was a beautiful and touching scene... especially when the JP recited some very nice speeches and quotes from the Bible...i remember clearly of this verse: "Love is patient, love is kind..." cant remember the rest... but it was a very beautiful verse.... the couple exchanged rings and that was when i saw Chris and her bf, Eng Teck... they oso know Bobby and Shelly... eng teck was bro for Bobby... so the guys were simply busy... mi, cynthia and Jace just hanged around and went in to the ball room while the dinner commenced...
The wedding was quite successfully planned and everything was kind of perfect.... anyway, weddings are happy news and hope all the couples are blessed through a sacred union like this....
thinkin' of you at ... 11:44 PM
Oh...itz been a long time since i last posted a blog... oh my god...i juz saw that the last blog was posted on Dec 04.... maybe just a very brief summary of the important stuff that I have had for the last 4 months of 2007...
25th Dec 2006
I didnt managed to celebrate this first Xmas with my dear dear coz he was away to Osaka..happily enjoying himself in Japan for his Christmas...I spent my christmas with Ginny, TS, Angela and some other friends of Gin at TS' house... it was quite fun...we ordered alot of meat...like Ham, Turkey and Sausages ...just to realise that we actually missed out on vegetables....no salad at all!! it was kind of horrible to eat until so meaty... haha we had drinks and a Xmas Logcake... we played games and i sponsored my Midori 7-up...bought along my Baileys to have it on the rocks...there was Vodka and alot of mixers... i didnt drink myself dead drunk... stayed till 1plus popped the crackers and snowflakes to create that snowy feeling on christmas... haiz..i have never seen snow before and would appreciate that i would ever had a chance to spend a white christmas on Christmas Island on Xmas day...haha how meaningful tat would be ...and we decided to call it a day... I bought Angela ,Kailing and Ginny present... Gin gave me a present too...it was a key chain for 2...one guy and one gal in a heart shaped side view and kissing... tat was really appropriate for mi and my dear dear....ginny present is always that full of thoughts.... haha
01st Jan 2007
Today celebrated the first day of New Year of 2007 at one of my dear dear's friends house in Bayshore park...his normal friends like Freddy, Geena, Stanley, Jessica and Ailing were all there... we had lots of food and stuff... hmm a little hiccup though... when we reached at dear's friend house, he basically just left mi alone while he goes around saying hi and not introducing mi to anybody...i was kind of annoyed because although i knew some but i didnt know all...so i was quite angry that he left mi alone...so i went to the balcony and smoked alone...dear came and asked mi why i so anti-social but i said i dunno most of them in the first place wat...so a bit of sparks here and there...so finally he held my hand and brought mi around to intro to his friends... i oso feel better to then mingle around though i tried to stay close to friends that i have always been out with like Geena and Freddy.... they are a bunch of cute and funny guys...so much fun with them i tink... anyway, we played games and when it was time for countdown, we were waiting anxiously for the ships to fire... oh the firing was very nice...there was a special term coined for it..but i cant remember...anyway, it looks like fireworks except that it has only one pattern...a very bright spot in the sky and tatz it...but when all the ships does it together, it was magnificent...it marked the first New Year of 2007 and the first New Year that I am spending with Mark...that feels miraculously good...
thinkin' of you at ... 11:25 PM
Today is Sunday...finally my tuitions are over...no more tuitions until the end of this year...my dear dear gonna move house so i wanna spend more time with him..probably i am finding excuses to spend time with him...i noe he flies alot but he isnt away for very long most of the time..haha supposed to go Muar with ginny today but i fly her 'aeroplane' ...need more time with dear dear mar..so today we went Vivo City...tink Ginny will be hopping mad if she sees this entry of my blog..coz i gave her another excuse not to go to the Muar trip..i am not very keen to go either coz itz a shopping trip and i dun really shop... haiz...so me and dear dear took train to Vivo city...on the way, i talked to dear about his ex gf...and he was very honest about it...i love him for being so honest...itz really nothing to hide...he has nothing to hide...my dear dear is my sweetest darling except being abit insensitive...i love him being around...with him, there will always be someone to say i love u..there is always someone to hug and hold when u are happy or sad...there is someone obliged to keep u company..Singles out there, i hope u find ur Miss/Mr Right soon and u will enjoy the feeling of love and being loved!!! hee...itz a nice feeling..better than roller coaster!!
Vivo City is big but no signature shops.. we bought melon milkshake...itz juz syrup and milk...then we bought chocolates from Candy Empire...dear dear is very sweet...he accompanies mi wherever i wanna go...he gives in alot...sometimes itz his little thoughts that makes him cute.. itz also his insensitivity at times that when he puts in some thought , it looks really sweet of him... we didnt really buy anything... we went to Ang Mo Kio to play billiard...i sucks at it..too long nv train... must start training...then we went back home and i helped him packed his luggage for moving...
thinkin' of you at ... 12:39 AM
Oops...itz been a long time since i blogged...haha..too busy with work i guess...
First 2 weeks busy with a cost reducing project called Kaizen..Itz meant to improve existing processes in production and i am doing on another engine , T56 which powers the C130 aircraft...this 2 weeks of preparation work is horrible...like hell for mi..from a powerpoint moron, i am trained in this 2 weeks to become a powerpoint GURU!!! arghz... everyday 8-5 just making powerpoint and presentation at the end of each day.. As i am not the engine engineer for that line, i am a co-leader..normally the leader is the engineer..should be i glad for that? but we got a chance to perform the role of a leader, co-leader and a member...haiz...2 more projects to go..but it was indeed an enriching project.. i learned and understood the process of building and disassembly..it was a very good exposure and learning experience..hope to apply it to my engine line and improve my own production!!
13th November 2006
My dear dear became a 2nd officer after his official aircraft training with the B777 aircraft.. yeah...so happy for him..he gonna fly online very soon..his first destination is to Fukuoka...southern part of Japan... on his first trip back, i was not in a fairly good mood...should say itz due to the hectic workload in office and also trying to adjust to his new lifestlye...i mean people always knew pilots as flirtatious and leading a flamboyant and glamorous lifestyle...i got to agree..pilots get to stay in minimum 4 star hotel..he is really living the kind of high life yeah..but i am more afraid that we might drift apart..he is often not in Singapore and even if he does, he got to prepare for his next flight...so not really that easy job as many people think... perhaps things get better once he become a 1st officer...i dunno...the temptations are there and sometimes, i wonder if i am the one who will make him be faithful to... i discovered something which i have no intention of saying...if i am not the one, perhaps i have not done my job as a gf well enuff to keep my man by my side...
Nah my dear dear has been nice...really nice to mi.. but not enuff...maybe i should be easily contented so that i wun feel that everything is not enuff... not enuff surprises...no surprise to make mi look forward to..not enuff presents...i dun need expensive presents...just something small but thoughful but he finds it a chore to get mi a present...should i say he is practical that he rather i choose my present than surprise mi with something i might not like? but i will like anything from him..itz the thought not the price...not enuff effort from him to spice up life..life is getting a bit bored... he does sweet talk but tatz nt enuff...not sincere enuff...not stable...not enuff love ...not enuff fun...not enuff romance... arghz...itz easier to tell a fren than tell ur man...everything not enuff...i am feeling the strain to maintain relationship...we passed the stage of puppy love and excitement...now is maintenance...i am planning alot of things for the festives and events to come by the year..all i see was i am planning..putting in effort..while he is not doing anything..i am not being calculative but i wish he is a bit more sensitive to my needs and not taking mi for granted...sounds grumpy don't i? the relationship has come to a point that i feel we are married rather than dating...i told him this and he say he will improve...lets see.. no flowers...no little gifts ...no phone calls overseas... no stunts to make things a bit different...tatz all i am complaining about... what do i want in my life now??
I dunno...perhaps give mi a pair of wings so that i can fly around to see the world...yeah u are right...air stewardess... cant be a pilot coz of my height...i wan a break from routine life...i wan a break from my credit debts...it made mi learn to be a wiser spender with my time and money...i am learning to knit...wanna knit a sweater for my dear...i am learning to bake chocolate cheese cake...he likes it as a bdae cake...haha..housewife?? not for mi...doing things for someone u love is worth every seconds and effort...saving up for a surprise...u gonna guess it?? i cant say it here coz itz a surprise...i will update once my surprise is given to my dear...provided we are still together...this relationship gonna make milestone in my love life...i am crossing the longest relationship timeline i ever had...yeah we just passed our 7th month..my longest was 7 months...i have no experience of a long relationship..so i have no idea how to maintain...i guess we just learn as we go along...
This month is slow...not much exciting things going on except my office is without bosses.!! hahaha...employees' day!! Dear dear now in Peking...itz cold there...hope he has enuff to keep him warm...i guess he gonna see pretty flight stewardess... anyway, he will be back tmr...i gonna miss him for a week as he is going to Abudabi (UAE) ...
I used to imagine i have a pilot as my bf ...itz really dream come true...However, Mark comes first..In a relationship, itz the personality that counts....itz a bonus that he is pilot..even if he is not, i love him for who he is....it doesnt matter what he has for a job...it matters more if i have a place in his heart and does he puts mi as his priority...now i have it..but it doesnt seem as perfect as it is... what do i want in my life? i dunno...perhaps sometime to roam around the world and work as i need money...i yearn towards that lifestyle..will i ever make it for that day to come when i have no worries, no commitments and nothing to lose?
thinkin' of you at ... 11:33 PM
I am a simple person,fun loving and hope to live happily everyday and every single moment...
I Like Freedom...
I Hate Hypocrites!! Stay Away from me!!
I always believed that we live our lives to fulfill our dreams and to seek the person we love most on earth and be together forever..
just like Altair and Vega..
I seek for true love on earth but kind of disappointed with this journey as true love seems non-existent...
Everyone of us should live with Dreams..
Itz our Dreams that make us different from all Other Living Creatures..
Itz Our Dreams that Make Our Lives Meaningful and fulfuilled...
Start Your Imagination Wild now..Because Dreaming is Free!
Dare to Dream, Dare To Fail..
Live Your Life The Way You Want It Because It is Your Life ..
We Live Once so Live it To The Max!
.:. My Likes .:.
I Like My Life...
I Like The Seas and Oceans...
I Like BMWs and AirBus 380...
Most Importantly, I Love My family and my close friends who have supported me always ..Never giving me up and be my listeners..
.:. My Hates .:.
I Hate Lecherous Guys!! Be Sorry if you are disrespectful to Gals in front of Me!!
I Hate Brinjals and Cabbages!!
I Hate Flying Cockroaches!!
I Hate Myself Without Dreams and Be Negative!!
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*July 2005