Today the someone i like met up with mi...i am happy coz i didnt see him for a long time(3weeks)..people who knows me enough will noe who is he...actually i didnt wanted to meet him...coz angry with him about something...but guess i still miss him and i wan to see him...the best medicine to cure someone who is down is seeing the one she/he misses..Eventually met up with him though i told my Ginny and June that i wun see him..Haha both of them knows i would definitely go meet him anyway..
Supposed to meet at 1pm today so i had my tuition at east coast first then go home change and wait for him..My student gave mi a shock today coz she ws crying in the first 10 mins of the session..i didnt really notice it until i saw her body shaking and her hands wet with tears..she was just too scared of her coming maths examz...so i consoled her and tmr got another session with her at 8am..so i rushed home taking a cab and happily waiting for my date..but then he msg mi and say he would be late..until 2 plus he oso nv call mi so i tot he might 'fly kite' again(last min not meeting) so i blasted his hp with sms and calls...finally at 230pm, he called and said he was held up by client..i dun like to wait..the feeling of waiting is terrible and esp i feel that he doesnt put in priority as in he can dun mit mi if he dun wan to or too busy..was a bit angry when he called..but anyway we met up and went for lunch at Still Road for Beach Road Prawn Mee..dunno got the name correct or not..but the noodles was nice..next time ask Ginny and June go there to eat...hehe he was very thoughtful and caring..help mi peel my prawns..that hungry man ate two bowls of noodles..he didnt had breakfast and lunch..Poor darling..
We chatted about many things but most of the time, i am talking..but he talked more when we were discussing abt my business idea...from the way he tok, i feel that he is mature and think much more than me..he bombarded my business ideas and tatz wat i really wan to hear..dun wan people to tell mi tat it is a good idea and i dive in to do..i might juz fail and run into heavy debts...so i wan to listen to more people's comments...I was abt to go for my tuitions...he meet mi so late then cant really spend longer time with him..sad..but at least we talked more..he doesnt seem to remember the things we did together...i played pool with him once and he forgot until i reminded him abt it..but he is oso a busy man so i dun expect him to remember every tiny little details..haiz...things are not as smooth as what i wan..he says i will get tired of him in a few months time and then i will say bye bye to him...but then he doesnt realise that i am not one who gives up easily on the person i likes...until he makes a choice or he say he dun like mi anymore..i am very steadfast in my love for someone..if i like someone, i wun turn to look at another guy..not even when a good guy comes along my path..this may be good or bad for a person..dunno lar...i cannot imagine liking two persons at the same time..so difficult to find someone i like and likes mi as much as i do...
I enjoyed my time with him today and i hope he does too..i do hope my wishes upon the shooting stars in Maurice will come true for mi....
Nitez
thinkin' of you at ... 6:10 AM
A tiring day today...attended my first course on job..nothing related to engines but more on personal development and loyalty towards company...Itz called the Security Awareness Program...enriching course coz i learnt alot of things and some of the lecturers are really funny especially on the topic of espionage..The lecturer was from ST Kinetics and he is rather a humorous guy...he say man are animals and they are visually attracted to anything that looks good ( eg pretty woman!) therefore easily becomes the prey of the international or professional spies to spy on our defence and national security...haha so guys better dun be itchy backside( quoted from the same lecturer) haha but ladies are oso easy targets as the spies can manipulate the emotions of women...afterall, man and woman are two worlds apart..though far apart in characters, this is how one complements the other and make the perfect union..was reading my fav author NIC Sparks again...nv fail to make mi feel touched and warmed with the heart wrenching love stories that he created..The book i am reading now is The Notebook...a motion picture once...Some beautiful quotes that i would like to quote and show to my friends who visit my websites:
"In times of grief and sorrow, I will hold you and rock you, and take your grief and make it my own. When you cry, I cry, and when you hurt, I hurt.And together we will to hold back the floods of tears and despair and make it through the potholed streets of life.."
Quoted from : Nicholas Sparks, The Notebook
Isnt this beautiful if ur loved one say these words to u..to share and be able to support u in times of happiness and sorrows..tatz the ideal man i looking for...romantic and intelligent...kind of hard to find....but nvm like i always tell my friends we are still young,lotsa time to look for the ideal one and not just settle for someone u dun really love...though i believe that the one that u marry might not be the one u love most, but i hope miracles can happen to me..i got my career starting, a close-knitted family,lotsa good friends around me and all i need is a man who love mi as much as i do to make my life a perfect one...I will be waiting for him to appear..and when he does, i will ask him why does he take so long to find mi.... =)
Time not enough...how i wish we have 48hours a day so that i can stay longer in the office to do more work and gif more time for my tuition kids...i am so sorry to my tuition kids...kip changing time and cancelling ...Gif me more time please???
thinkin' of you at ... 1:50 PM
19th June 2005
This date marks the first car accident of my life after getting my driving licence 2 years and driving my dad's manual car - Toyota Starlet for the 2nd time only lor...Haiz...within less than 6 hours, i encountered the worst scenarios for driving ladies lar...ok maybe tatz too general...for beginner drivers i tink...Here is the story:
The 18th June was my fren, Valerie's bdae...so she organised a BBQ and Cheryl, Junli and me were invited ...we were rather close frens when we were in secondary school..So I tot since my daddy not using his car, so i tot of driving out to the bbq and i tink she might need some help in bringing the things back...ok so my dad let mi drove his car...at my hse carpark, my engine stall at least 5 times to get the damn car moving..his car is particularly hard to control...only he can control it...haiz...Racer leh my daddy...hahaha ok so finally i got it moving and my family was damn stressed lar when i drove the car out..haiz..stall on the rd around 3 times all at junctions!haiz...then got one taxi driver, he actually smiled at mi when i was stalled and i blocked his way...at least i not so stressed..i very scared of people horning at mi and TPs!!!!coz i got one bad experience with TPs...Tat was 1 year ago when i just got my driving licence...i wanted to drive to zouk the next day so i ask my uncle and borrowed his car to drive and show mi the road to Kim Seng Rd...then while practicing, we went to Marina South and there was a rd block there...best part is none of us were wearing seat belts..the TP was very firm and he wanted to deduct my points and fine the both of us SGD120 each lor....wa liaoz...i stressed liao coz i havent pass the probation period then kenna this incident..after much begging and pleading and since I was first time offender, they finally relent and gave mi a chance...Heng ar...if not, i dunno how to tell my dad lor...
Ok back to my bbq story...i am always not focused...haha ok i finally got into pasir ris car park E and wanted to park my car...i dunno how to do backward parking so i did front parking (front bumper go into the lot first)..i tink i was quite near the car and my turning was fast and early...it didnt hit the car but nearly lor...i was damn near the car beside mi..was less than 10cm away!!tatz how near it was...ok i tried reversing and get out of the lot...but i kip getting stucked...got this guy, he got out of his car and ask if i am parking then i say 'YES i am parking'...damn paiseh liaoz..ok so he drove off and found a lot...he got off his car and saw that i still havent park my car yet...he was very nice and offer to park my car for mi...but his whole family was looking at how he parked the car...haiz...so paiseh lor....but anyway Saviour of the day!! i seriously hope that he wasnt my fren's guests..if not, i will just dig a hole and hide lor...ok so i got to the bbq and saw some frens from my secondary school...was chatting with one of my frens, Junli...Erm..if u ever visit my blogster, i hope u will read this...She always complained about herself being anti-social and that friends are shit to her...tatz how she put it...to her, the people whom she meet are her colleagues and bf..says that no friends will contact her to mit up...sometimes i look at her and i really feel tat besides criticising that her frens are shit, i seriously tink tat she shld review her own personality as well...when people dun contact then she oso dun bother and end up saying she dun haf friends...sometimes, i tink that friendship must be maintain by two sides...if u really care abt this fren, itz not a prob to take the initiative to call up first...sometimes people can be too caught up by their work but it doesnt mean they dun care...she is still as stubborn as before...no offence k...i really wan to tok to her abt this but i dunno how to tell her...worried that she might be angry and dun tok to mi again...haiz....ok i send both Junli and Valerie back home...
Frankly speaking, i was quite pissed by them that nite..ok i noe my driving skills not too good...then i was trying to get the car started and they make things worse by making mi nervous and panicky oso...when ginny is my passenger, she always relax and slowly guide mi one lor..she sit my car but she nv got that panicky expression on her face..i always feel confident to drive with her...she make mi feel that way...tatz wat i really i appreciate her as my best buddy....Thanks Ginny..
So i finally got them back home safely in one piece and i drove back home..without them around ar, my engine nv stall all the way until i reached my hse carpark...when i was choosing a parking lot..i saw a lot in between 2 vans and the usual lot my dad parks..so i decided to park there...Act Smart...so many lots dun wan to choose then act smart to park that one...in the end i got to pay for my foolishness....i turned in and i didnt even realise my car has bumped into that van lor...i just realised tat when the people at the void deck all turned to look and my sisters all upstairs looking at mi!Tink it was quite loud....coz the whole family all came to the car park...itz a malay family and they having circumcision ceremony the next morning so they were there in the mid nite preparing...haiz...heng heng i bumped into their van..then the lady say need to change whol bumper and re-spray...but i saw her bumper really some scratches only lor....then she scare mi by saying i nid to pay and she nid to call her boss..Her boss is a Chinese man..so i tot my dad might be able to settle with him...haiz...we exchanged particulars and i was crying there coz i nv kenna accident mar..i so worried that my dad will kill mi for tat lor..dunno how to face him oso and in the end, msged all my students and cancel all my tuitions so that i can explain to my dad tmr in the morning..i sat down and they offer mi a drink...i got to know a malay fren from this accident...hehe i realisd tat he was a PI...i always wanted to noe some PIs coz i tink their job is very interesting..they are something like paparazzi but they got better job ethnics than those 'dogs'..at least they find out the truth for their clients and uphold justice in their way...so we had a very long chat..i oso cant sleep after that accident...so we tok abt his job and itz really amazing abt the things he noe and the job experience that he has....rather an enriching tok with him..itz always better to have friends rather than enemies ba..haha i might nid his help to check my future husband leh!!
anyway ..tatz all for the nite...a very long nite but i made a fren!
thinkin' of you at ... 1:02 PM
15th June 2005
Today is my first day at work in Singapore Technology Aerospace (STA Engines)..I will be working as an engine engineer and the thought of it spurs mi on to work hard and build up my career. It has always been my dream to become an engineer in the aviation industry...Be it engines, air frame, avionics, i hope to get my hands on every single part of the aircraft..My dream is not really to climb the corporate ladder but mainly to learn everything i can about an aircraft..my main interest is in commercial aircrafts and the most fascinating aircraft i am dreaming of servicing is the A380..Haha the jumbo transport plane which SIA is first flying in first quarter of 2006 i tink....Haiz..but i didnt manage to pull through the last round of interview as a tech service engineer. It was quite a pity but I am also contented with STA as both companies are the companies on my priority list to become an engineer with them...I would tink STA can provide mi with more exposure because besides analysing engines, i get to come into contact with customer base like the RSAF and chances to go to France for seminars..The engine i am doing is Makila, engine for helicopters..I tink itz for SuperPuma if i am not wrong..Pardon mi if i am..Anyway lotsa things to learn and be detailed about..Since I started work, the first day was orientation..My boss Mr David Goh seems a very nice man and my colleagues are very friendly...Just that it is kind of boring and routine work of an office post...My colleague Stanleigh used to do Makila brought mi around the offices and plants to show mi to my future working partners..Lotsa names and handshakes!!cant remember their names at all...will try to remember them..kind of surprise by the number of yrs the people work there..i tink the longest i heard was 30 years and it was their first job....guess STA must be a very nice place to work ba...haha...Most of the time, i sit in the office and read my manuals...but the zzZ monster always come after mi when i read the second page of the manual! itz always hard to chase him away...Siew Wei and Jiawei are my colleagues and luckily, i have them..if not, i would be quite alone for lunch and at work...Siew Wei is under the repair engineer and Jiawei works in the same office as mi but he is doing J85 which is a turbojet engine for fighter planes! cool right...how i wish i could change with him...hope that i will master Makila soon so that i can ask for transfer to do commercial engines!hehe...but anyway Jiawei pretty stress now...everytime see him oso got that ' this time siao liao' look!hahaha...but Jiawei is a Mr Nice Guy...then Siew Wei always bully me...stupid man!haha always say i am his Nemesis!!! too bad..tink i am stuck with u liao!!!hahaha...must stay in STA to torture him lor...hahaha
So tatz all for my first day of work...must write it down in my blog coz it a date to remember...my first day to work as a pro engineer... =)
thinkin' of you at ... 12:35 PM
Yeah i am back to Singapore again but my next trip might be next year if I can get leave from work...Anyway i am back from Genting with my family...this time with my grandparents, my aunties, my cousins and of coz all my family except my dearest ah xi! she is busy with her temp work at a company and she is preparing for her Youth Flying Club interview this wed..hopefully she can make it through and slowly realise her dream to become a pilot!!
My family woke up at 5am and left for our meeting place at my grandma's hse as she is unable to walk for long distance due to her recent leg operation. We had a private mini bus just for us so that my grandma can move at ease...Then we start on our journey to genting..we had breakfast at a roadside stall in Johor and we had cuttlefish and chicken porridge..yummy! it was nice..nicer food coming along the way...then before long, we started eating our lunch but this time at somewhere mid-hill of Genting..it was a sumptuous lunch with vegetables, steamed fish, prawns, beancurd and rice..we reached our hotel at around 4pm and checked in to settle down. It was such a coincidence to realise that my pri sch fren, Yanlan(Cheryl) was also at Genting with her family..so after another dinner at a restuarant, I went to the casino with my aunties and daddy and played my favourite game-jackpot!! quite lucky for the first round but then i got greedy and kept losing until that nite was no win-no lose...then after casino, i went to meet yanlan at starbucks coffee and had hazelnut latte. Chatted over many things especially about those lousy guys that we both had encountered! It was quite cold and we went back to our hotel at 1plus in the morning..Went back to my room and played poker with my cousins until 3plus and fall asleep soon..
Next day morning, we had dim sum at a restuarant for breakfast and it was damn nice but we were very full..Like i told my aunt, my dad pays for the meal, i pay for my figure!haiz come back must exercise like crazy liaoz...
We went to the theme park but as soon as we got our tix, it started raining very heavily and we couldn't play anything at all...so we decided to go to the indoor theme park and archade. Bought some chocolates in very nice and cute wrapping but poor quality chocolates i think..then after some games at the archade with my cousins, we went back to the hotel and ordered pizzas for my little cousins and sisters..played poker again and once the rain cleared, we were out in the theme park again! I played Flying coasters, cork screw and some other games..was quite fun and did not try the space shot..too scary for mi!!then we went for dinner at the same restuarant this morning..had the most expensive meal of my life ba..it costs around RM895..thatz damn ex loh i think...but my dad made a killing at the casino so he thought it would be nice to be extravagrant once in a while...but i think he is spoiling my stomach! everyday eat so much and rice without fail!Overall, itz not much fun for kids to be there..I also go there for the casino but i just play for fun...the only best thing about this trip is i really ate a lot of good food this time round!haha...never mind i shall work out more and burn those extra fats!
Going to sleep..so tired!
thinkin' of you at ... 10:31 PM
thinkin' of you at ... 6:28 PM
Hehe we are still clean despite the muddy waters...All thanks to that clean freako Ginny!!
thinkin' of you at ... 6:27 PM
Overlooking the south eastern panoramic view of Mauritius!
thinkin' of you at ... 6:27 PM
Back from my test drive before we can start driving up the dangerous mountains!!
thinkin' of you at ... 6:26 PM
Ginny as the first driver to start our quad ride!!
thinkin' of you at ... 6:26 PM
Before snorkeling on the yacht...ermm dunno how to float so we need the life jackets!!
thinkin' of you at ... 6:25 PM
Mi on the cruise trying to look pretty!!
thinkin' of you at ... 6:24 PM
Ginny and mi at Beau Rivage Hotel, waiting to pick up more tourist for our cruise trip
thinkin' of you at ... 6:23 PM
This black horse is mainly used for wedding carriages as it is the strongest horse in the stable of the hotel!Doesn't he look cool??
thinkin' of you at ... 6:22 PM
Mi and the giant tortoise in Le Coco hotel
thinkin' of you at ... 6:21 PM
Ginny and Mi on top of the crater of an extinct volcano
thinkin' of you at ... 6:20 PM
Finally i have completed my graduation trip with my best friend Ginny..Oh how i miss the sea, stars and sun of Mauritius!! cant bear to leave that place on the last nite of our trip...i am planning another trip with Ginny but this time to Barcelona! Barce was actually the grad trip destination for us but it was too expensive and dangerous for two young ladies to backpack! Haha but i think we are ready to go for it now..better do it now while we are still young! After i reached back to Singapore, i unpacked my stuff and set aside my presents ready for my close friends in Singapore..So guys, look out! When i wanna meet u guys, get ready to receive ur souvenirs from Mauritius!! I didnt manage to do much shopping there as we were following a small tour group most of the time so it was quite rush for us to do our shopping..beside looking out for nice gifts, we must also bargain coz they really jacked up the price so we must haggle to keep it low and cheap for us..The Mauritians has quite a low standard of living and they mainly depend on their textile industry, sugar cane plantations, tea, coffee and tourism to keep the economy going..Mainly dominated by Indians, African black descendents in the suburbs and more malays and chinese in the capital city, Port Louis...
Mi and ginny did horse riding, parasailing, star viewing on the grass patch, snorekeling, catamaran cruise and quad bike ride in the deer mountains..tatz very fun but it cost quite a bit too...But nvm, we can still earn our money again...hahaha i really enjoyed this trip with ginny..she damn comical during our trip..will nv forget the way she calls the dogs, ang moh babies and fat sparrows in Maurice 'cute cute'.. After we came back to Singapore, i wrote a 12 page long diary to remember the events in Mauritius...Will try to upload some pictures that we took in Maurice to show the beauty of the country!
It might be a long time before we go back to Mauritius again as we had almost covered the country in the main tourist attraction areas.. But when i have travelled to enough places of interest, i will definitely go back to visit Mauritius again..Itz a promise between mi and ginny as we made wishes upon the shooting stars... =)
thinkin' of you at ... 5:57 PM
I am a simple person,fun loving and hope to live happily everyday and every single moment...
I Like Freedom...
I Hate Hypocrites!! Stay Away from me!!
I always believed that we live our lives to fulfill our dreams and to seek the person we love most on earth and be together forever..
just like Altair and Vega..
I seek for true love on earth but kind of disappointed with this journey as true love seems non-existent...
Everyone of us should live with Dreams..
Itz our Dreams that make us different from all Other Living Creatures..
Itz Our Dreams that Make Our Lives Meaningful and fulfuilled...
Start Your Imagination Wild now..Because Dreaming is Free!
Dare to Dream, Dare To Fail..
Live Your Life The Way You Want It Because It is Your Life ..
We Live Once so Live it To The Max!
.:. My Likes .:.
I Like My Life...
I Like The Seas and Oceans...
I Like BMWs and AirBus 380...
Most Importantly, I Love My family and my close friends who have supported me always ..Never giving me up and be my listeners..
.:. My Hates .:.
I Hate Lecherous Guys!! Be Sorry if you are disrespectful to Gals in front of Me!!
I Hate Brinjals and Cabbages!!
I Hate Flying Cockroaches!!
I Hate Myself Without Dreams and Be Negative!!
*May 2005
*June 2005
*July 2005