14th February 2007
Today marks the first Vdae for mi and dear dear...alot of first time celebrations ya... haha... anyway, i was expecting something from him but it wasnt the case...find out more as u read on...
I took half day from work and met him at Parkway for lunch... we had our lunch at the Central Restaurant in Parkway Parade... it was quite nice and i was browsing the papers for news and saw alot of love advertisements put up by many people just for their loved ones... it was very sweet so i decided to just look if TS has put one for Ginny...i mean i expected TS to be romantic to that kind of standard... haha so dear dear suddenly voiced out and said that he oso had put one on the papers... i was so excited and i started searching for his...and then he say," haha..bluff u one." *Disappointment #1* alright...i was like ok..no love msgs on the papers is fine coz i didnt expect him to do that for mi anyway...
I wanted to make him a chocolate cheesecake for this vdae...and he wants to bake the cake together...we went to cold storage and we bought all the necessary ingredients... happily going home on the bus and to bake our cake...on the bus, i cant bear it anymore and decided to ask him if he bought flowers for mi and he said he din coz it was too ex... i was so disappointed... *Disappointment #2* haiz...why sometimes he juz cant be a bit more romantic towards mi?????!!!!
We reached home and i wasnt too happy coz i know i dun have flowers liaoz... then we had some argument while making the cheesecake... haiz...i never used a blender since i was 14 years old...the last time i touched it was for home economics...the last thing i touched this morning was a spanner... oh my god... so i couldnt gauge the strength of the blender and some of the cheese and sour cream spurt out as i switched on the blender... so he was like " y u so clumsy?" anyway, yah the cake was eventually baked with mi doing all the final washing and clean up of the kitchen... so it was time for dinner... are u thinking that we gonna have a romantic dinner by the sea with candle lights? street lights and by the road... we had dinner with his parents at a hawker centre with the 2 year old niece...noisy enuff to kill u..... *Disappointment #3* i was utterly disappointed and i asked dear dear y he nv buy flowers...since courtship till now, he has nv given mi flowers....last year i go to Brisbane... i didnt receive a bouquet of flowers nor a cake for my first bdae with him...now 1st Bdae oso dun have...i asked him when he want to buy mi a bouquet...he says itz really impractical to buy roses on Vdae... to think that days before the occassion, i brought him to shopping and showed him my fav flowers...i made an attempt to hint him the flowers i like EACH time we passed a florist...he took no notice of it obviously... i asked him when he wants to give mi flowers...he say he dun like to buy flowers... is he too practical or am i too impractical? he can juz buy mi one bouquet this year and i will be very happy... he din buy mi anything for this Vdae..i made him a special video of all our pictures and wrote him a special poem written by myself...
True love comes and it will come
Treasure it when I have it in my hands
The feeling of true love, no one can forget
I will never forget the way you love me
I yearn for true love many a time
Crushes came and go like hurricanes
Destroying me each time they go
I seek for true love till I gave up
The next thing I knew, I found you
Mark, the gem of my love
I saw the sweetest smile I ever seen
You brought me to Paradise where I never been.
I felt the warmest hands I ever held
And it melts my heart
My heart feels your love
Have yours felt mine?
Quarrels, yes we have
Erase them off like we never had.
Happy moments with you around,
Nothing more I ask for now.
Just to have you by my side,
Is the greatest wish I would like.
I saw the twinkling stars,
But they never sparkle like your eyes.
I heard the ocean waves,
But they are never soothing like your voice.
I touched the softest cotton,
But they are never soft like your touch.
No one loves me like you do
No one kisses me like you do
Till the end of time,
We shall be bind
To the wings of our love
And soar high to the skies.
Let my love for you be witnessed by Angels,
To bring you across the deep blue oceans
To overcome the tall green mountains...
I love you always...
the next day, i was crying when i told my 2 closest female colleagues and Ginny about it... it was quite a horrible feeling...not to be able to receive flowers from the one i loved the most... anyway, he will never understand.... i was full of envy for Kailing when she told mi that her bf went to office to gave her flowers and bears... at least he made an effort to be romantic... not like mine, not even trying at all..... anyway, this is a 'memorable" valentine day for mi....
thinkin' of you at ... 11:56 PM
20th January 2007
Today marks the big day of Bobby and Shelly, his wife...one of Mark's good colleague and friends... anyway, my dear dear is one of the brothers for the wedding and he was out early in the morning..i went for my tuition as usual and decided to join them later at the hotel... mi and Cynthia were still contemplating wat to wear and if it was too early to be there at the wedding... anyway, i quickly changed and went to dear dear's place to meet him...I put on a new white dress for this wedding dinner... i tot that was a pretty nice dress...haha ...anyway, met dear dear and we went to take the cab to fetch Kiat and Cynthia... it was raining very heavily...but we still make it there on time and in fact, earlier than expected..
Since we were early, mi , dear and cynthia decided to just go to Coffee Club Express for some drinks and a Caesar salad before the solemnisation starts... the hotel was Swissotel Raffles at Raffles city... it was quite well done up for the ball room...pillarless and big.... The solemnisation starts at 6pm and we were all in the room...waiting for the bride to step in and hold hands in front of JP... i tot it was a beautiful and touching scene... especially when the JP recited some very nice speeches and quotes from the Bible...i remember clearly of this verse: "Love is patient, love is kind..." cant remember the rest... but it was a very beautiful verse.... the couple exchanged rings and that was when i saw Chris and her bf, Eng Teck... they oso know Bobby and Shelly... eng teck was bro for Bobby... so the guys were simply busy... mi, cynthia and Jace just hanged around and went in to the ball room while the dinner commenced...
The wedding was quite successfully planned and everything was kind of perfect.... anyway, weddings are happy news and hope all the couples are blessed through a sacred union like this....
thinkin' of you at ... 11:44 PM
Oh...itz been a long time since i last posted a blog... oh my god...i juz saw that the last blog was posted on Dec 04.... maybe just a very brief summary of the important stuff that I have had for the last 4 months of 2007...
25th Dec 2006
I didnt managed to celebrate this first Xmas with my dear dear coz he was away to Osaka..happily enjoying himself in Japan for his Christmas...I spent my christmas with Ginny, TS, Angela and some other friends of Gin at TS' house... it was quite fun...we ordered alot of meat...like Ham, Turkey and Sausages ...just to realise that we actually missed out on vegetables....no salad at all!! it was kind of horrible to eat until so meaty... haha we had drinks and a Xmas Logcake... we played games and i sponsored my Midori 7-up...bought along my Baileys to have it on the rocks...there was Vodka and alot of mixers... i didnt drink myself dead drunk... stayed till 1plus popped the crackers and snowflakes to create that snowy feeling on christmas... haiz..i have never seen snow before and would appreciate that i would ever had a chance to spend a white christmas on Christmas Island on Xmas day...haha how meaningful tat would be ...and we decided to call it a day... I bought Angela ,Kailing and Ginny present... Gin gave me a present too...it was a key chain for 2...one guy and one gal in a heart shaped side view and kissing... tat was really appropriate for mi and my dear dear....ginny present is always that full of thoughts.... haha
01st Jan 2007
Today celebrated the first day of New Year of 2007 at one of my dear dear's friends house in Bayshore park...his normal friends like Freddy, Geena, Stanley, Jessica and Ailing were all there... we had lots of food and stuff... hmm a little hiccup though... when we reached at dear's friend house, he basically just left mi alone while he goes around saying hi and not introducing mi to anybody...i was kind of annoyed because although i knew some but i didnt know all...so i was quite angry that he left mi alone...so i went to the balcony and smoked alone...dear came and asked mi why i so anti-social but i said i dunno most of them in the first place wat...so a bit of sparks here and there...so finally he held my hand and brought mi around to intro to his friends... i oso feel better to then mingle around though i tried to stay close to friends that i have always been out with like Geena and Freddy.... they are a bunch of cute and funny guys...so much fun with them i tink... anyway, we played games and when it was time for countdown, we were waiting anxiously for the ships to fire... oh the firing was very nice...there was a special term coined for it..but i cant remember...anyway, it looks like fireworks except that it has only one pattern...a very bright spot in the sky and tatz it...but when all the ships does it together, it was magnificent...it marked the first New Year of 2007 and the first New Year that I am spending with Mark...that feels miraculously good...
thinkin' of you at ... 11:25 PM
I am a simple person,fun loving and hope to live happily everyday and every single moment...
I Like Freedom...
I Hate Hypocrites!! Stay Away from me!!
I always believed that we live our lives to fulfill our dreams and to seek the person we love most on earth and be together forever..
just like Altair and Vega..
I seek for true love on earth but kind of disappointed with this journey as true love seems non-existent...
Everyone of us should live with Dreams..
Itz our Dreams that make us different from all Other Living Creatures..
Itz Our Dreams that Make Our Lives Meaningful and fulfuilled...
Start Your Imagination Wild now..Because Dreaming is Free!
Dare to Dream, Dare To Fail..
Live Your Life The Way You Want It Because It is Your Life ..
We Live Once so Live it To The Max!
.:. My Likes .:.
I Like My Life...
I Like The Seas and Oceans...
I Like BMWs and AirBus 380...
Most Importantly, I Love My family and my close friends who have supported me always ..Never giving me up and be my listeners..
.:. My Hates .:.
I Hate Lecherous Guys!! Be Sorry if you are disrespectful to Gals in front of Me!!
I Hate Brinjals and Cabbages!!
I Hate Flying Cockroaches!!
I Hate Myself Without Dreams and Be Negative!!
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