Jacelyn is sick!!! arghz...that horrible sore throat of mine is torturing mi =(...making mi feel so weak and terrible...cant even enjoy my weekend tis week...my voice hoarse and throat dry...cant breathe properly oso...sobz..
Even though i am sick and cant enjoy my weekend, i still have something to summarize for wat i did this weekend..hee..
23rd Sept 2005
Today is a friday at work..TGIF!!! haha not tat i dun like my work but itz coming to weekend again and itz so nice...haha but i dun tink i can really enjoy though coz i am sick...itz juz worsen over the weekend..maybe becoz i smoke..Alvin and his fren was at STA Engines today so mi and Sze Hao went to join them for breakfast during our break...after the breakfast, we bring them to tour arnd the workshop and the test cells too..at one of the J85 test cells, i told them that we can see afterburner here and there was an engine testing in there..haha so unwittingly, i asked Xiao Hua if they can run the afterburner for mi to see..everybody was silent and Jiawei forced a smile and Sze hao signalled mi to go out...hmm..i din realised anything wrong until Sze Hao told mi that the customer was inside...oops so i quickly msg Jiawei and say sorry..Jiawei say the customer was not angry ..juz wondering who was tat gal juz now..hee :p anyway Alvin and his fren left after the tour and i went back to my office to clear some reports.. after lunch, an engine came in...finally!! i have been wondering how come there is no engine coming in..not to say the engine is problematic but then at least there should be some faulty ones but juz wondering how come so low in input this month..i have oso got a presentation to do becoz my first 3months is up..yeah 3 more months and my 6 mths probation will be over....i do hope i will be confirmed.....hee.. was busy with my engine input until i realised that i got a missed call...itz from Cedric..so long nv hear from him liaoz...so chatted awhile on the phone to catch up with one another ..say he might mit mi this sunday for dinner or something ...i nv expected him to keep his words anyway..so since he asked then i say ok..let him call mi and see how ba..
After my work, i rushed to Cityhall to mit Ting, Shi Hui and Ruyi..these few gals are my buddies when i was doing computer engineering in my first years...nice gals to hang out with!!! Sze hao drove us to Outram and i carelessly took the train to redhill and suddenly realised that i was on the wrong side...gt some delay and i walked all the way to esplanade mall..told them to go first as i will be late.. itz my first time walking from Cityhall to Esplanade...haha i didnt make an extra or wrong turn lehz...all the way right to my destination...haha esplanade is really a nice place..so we had sushi at Ichiban Boshi..their service is good and the sushi variety is wide..most impt thing, itz very very nice..yummy!!not like Genki...super disappointed with their variety during my last visit..so we ate there...4 person for total bill of $66 plus ...so quite ok for mi i guess...should go there and eat ..highly recommended!! then we went to The Coffee Connoiseur at raffles place...wanted to go there coz itz open air mar...haha so i tricked the gals to go there...they say not really that nice as i described...hahaha so i offered to treat them for the drinks lar...hehe anyway they are my good frens so i dun mind treating oso...once in awhile is okie :p finallt itz time to go home and Ting's parents sent mi home ...really paiseh to bother them but Ting say itz ok..haha she is always a very easy going person..not calculative... Blessed the bf that she has now..=)
24 Sept 2005
Saturday...not a chionging day for mi today actually...coz i am sick ....but then tot i would recover by sat mar so i jio Eric to go Dbl O and he is ok with it..Was going to get my cousin and her bf as well..Maybe getting June and Jay as well but Jay doesnt really like to club so most of the time even if June wans to go then she will nt go becoz Jay doesnt want to....i msg Eric and told him if itz ok to mit arnd 10plus...but he say he cant make it coz he sprained his ankle today during his basketball training in the morning...haiz...so he cant make it oso...since i wasnt feeling well so i not going oso...no clubbing tonite...I tink Alvin a bit too sensitive liaoz...he asked mi if i am going momo today so i say no maybe going Dbl O or Devils...he perhaps tink i am avoiding him which I am NOT....coz i received very bad comments abt Momo so din want to go unless June is confirmed going with mi....if itz really lousy then at least i got a good kaki with mi and i wun get so upset.. then he asked mi if i wan to go watch movie with him since i cancelled all my tuitions..i am having sore throat and bad cough so i din wan to be at the cinema coughing and coughing...my good frens in sch all know how bad i can cough in aircon room...itz as bad as i got TB lar...i can go club even if i cough becoz the music is so loud and nobody will get irritated by the coughing sound coz nobody hears it wat..i noe how irritating coughing sound can be... and mine can go non-stop...so i say another day to him..then he replied back and say got it..thanks for everything and nice knowing you then....Oh My! i wasnt avoiding him or something lor...y he so sensitive???Haiz anyway, toking abt sensitive ..i was too sensitive abt Eric too...i asked him when and where will his Bball match be and i will go support him if i got time..so he say he will let mi noe again...i oso dunno y at that point of reading the sms,i find him saying that in a very mian qiang tone...argh and stupidly i asked him y he sound so mian qiang....guessed anyone would be pissed off by tat coz u sound normal and then this fella comes and say u mian qiang..sorry...i wasnt feeling well tat day lar...everything was so giddy and i am feeling so terrible with tat sore throat..
Today is my grandfather's bdae..it was a buffet dinner at my aunt's hse in bedok..Casuarina Condo i tink...the place is really nice..my sister ,Ah Xi and i hope that in 4 years time, we would earn enough to move our family to stay in a condo with swimming pool and everything...hahaha so itz juz a family gathering...somehow, i nv felt close to the relatives on my father's side...dunno y...maybe becoz since young, my mum has been telling us hw bad they used to treat my mummy...esp when she has given birth to all females...excuse mi...for all those ignorant pple out there, the gender of a baby is determined by the father not the mother. if the father has low Y chromosomes, then how will the baby be a boy who needs the XY chromosomes?? Ask the doctor if u dun believe..and i dun tink females should be of lower status than the males lor...in fact, i see most of the females are more filial than the males..there shld be equality in view of the two genders...anyway there are too much arguments abt this issue so i better stop it here :p i get super defensive if anybody criticizes my mum..so i dun really like to attend their gatherings..itz only to make my dad happy then i go...
then after that, i went to East Coast Park alone...Erm...got to say this here..i am perfectly alright..juz tat i like moments of being alone...sometimes i dun feel like toking pple...juz prefer to sit by the sea side..listen to music or sea waves ..look at the beautiful lights from the ships afar and look at the planes when they fly past the sea...itz a soothing feeling and i always go to the beach at least once a week alone...i enjoy doing that...sometimes u juz dun feel like toking to anybody for it spoils the silence and the peace of the nite...dunno y when i tell pple i go the beach alone, then they tink i am going to commit suicide..to mi, nobody is worth mi committing suicide for...nv tot of committing suicide when i am out of love..itz plain dumb to do tat in my opinion...i wun commit suicide until maybe i am 40 years old...depends on how i look then...haha if old and not pretty liaoz, then i go die..haha hard to say abt this kind of thing..but seriously i am afraid of ageing...can anybody invent something so that humans wun haf to age?????
thinkin' of you at ... 11:35 AM
Mary, Mi and June at Double O!!! After a nite of dancing, we are all tired but tat feels great!!!
thinkin' of you at ... 9:12 PM
Looking at my schedule today ..i tink i am going to be a superwoman..haha..This might be the longest post i ever put in my blogs! haha
Today got to go back to office for stock take....not related to my job scope but it is still quite fun..haha got up at 745 and took a cab down to work..then saw Tze Kang and Justin..my new colleagues at work and they are the commercial engine engineers...STA Engines is horrible now coz we got so many newbies at one shot...dunno will affect the bonus or not..i hope it doesnt!! hehe ...so luckily my stock take is at an air con room so it is not tat warm...stock taking can be fun for a day but it will bore and tire mi out if itz my daily work...too many part numbers and quantity! I kenna a part number with QTY 80!!! got to open the box and count them one by one but luckily got somebody to help mi ..hehe..so job was done by 930 and i went for breakfast with Tze Kang and Justin...Tze kang is actually Ah boon's good fren and Wilman noes Ah Boon too!! Singapore is freakingly small!! haha luckily got Tze Kang fetch mi to my tuition..if not, i dunno how to get out of Paya Lebar Air base on a Sat morning!
Started with my tuitions at 930...kind of tired today coz yesterday nite went to Dbl O with Alvin..we only hang out there for a while...reached at 11plus and went home at 130...coz i told him tat i got to wake up early tmr..he was understanding but i was scared tat i might spoil his mood...haha...anyway fri nite not as good as the Sat nite....haha completed 3 tuitions..tatz abt 8 hrs of work inclusive of my travelling time...end my work at 630pm..Called Ting ting to ask her if itz convenient for her to come fetch mi..anyway Yingfei, her bf is driving so she din mind dropping by lar...haha yeah!! Ting ting so nice...
Y she come fetch mi leh??Becoz we are attending my computer engineering fac fren, Chengli's wedding...hehe ok i used to be streamed into computer engineering but i din like programming...i see stars each time i look at them...eventually i cant take it anymore and changed to Mech Engrg in my Yr 2...which i really enjoyed studying Fluid Mechanics and Aerodynamics...i am so sad tat i nv get to specialise becoz of a stupid reason...now itz over and i am still glad that i end up with a job which i have always wanted to do!! hehe ...God is nice to mi sometimes....ok so we went there and kind of felt weird coz all the seats were taken...i saw some of my frens like Jiawei and Alfred..they were Chengli's fren since Sec sch...then i saw some of my computer engrg frens..like Wilson ( SIA cadet pilot now!) , Zhi rong and Kai Kok...the rest dun quite remember coz too long nv tok to them liaoz...then we decide to leave lor coz got nothing to do and we juz kind of find it awkward to stand there...i dunno go find who to tok oso...so left with Ting..They were supposed to go to Changi Airport and have dinner with Ting's family but it was late and Ting offered to send mi to East Coast Park,the hawker centre there coz i got another event there...hahaha wat to do?? i am too popular...dun understand how come everybody likes the date today! ok we were hungry and so I joined them for dinner...Oops...tink i always be lightbulb lehz....arghz...but i really bo bianz..dunno who to call out last min...We had oyster egg, vegetables, bbq chicken wings and stingray...hehe soooo nice..had a coconut to go with my food....soooo FULL!! cant walk properly after tat lor...haha haiz...had a good chat with both of them and Ting is really nice to fetch to my destinations...thanks gal! So they went home and I went to East coast park and look for my frens...
Ok my next event was Mooncake Festival Celebration!!! haha ermm should be Mid-Autumn lar...sounds more romantic..hahaha...it was organized by my NTU buddies...So i saw Kailing!!! muz hug her when i saw her..i miss her so much!!!!!! so long nv see her liaoz leh....tat gal oso dunno how to call mi loh...haha so glad to see her...then i oso saw Huiling, Minghua, uncle Ken , Gim Yong and Pei Pei of coz! tis time Micket din turn up...so sad coz he is always so funny!! Anyway, they really got the mood and time to go buy sparkles, lanterns, mooncakes...hahaha itz really nice...cooling along the beach..nice way to chill out...was waiting for my fren to be done with her bf so that we can go club at Dbl O!! haha yes...another event!! Chat with Kailing and huiling...then we oso created alot of jokes lar like burning lanterns and eat mooncakes...haha they organising an outing to one of the Kelongs...so most prob will join them...and going HK with my auntie in October end...hahaha i am looking forward to it!! cant spend all my weekends giving tuitions...i am young once and i muz make full use of my time!!
My best fren called mi and I was still at East Coast park lar...haha Oops...then i quickly took a cab down to Mohd Sultan Rd...After i saw my fren, then someone poked mi..and it was Alvin...so surprised to see him there..coz i jio him but he say he cant make it..then it was still a pleasant surprise...so we three went in...I ended up paying $60 over for all the drinks...cover charge and stuff...arghz so ex..but it was so FUN!!!! i thoroughly enjoyed myself tat nite...drank Midori 7-up,Baileys on the rocks, Lychee Martini which was compliments from Dbl O bartender! haha ...so nice...it was terrible coz alot of guys come and get my fren's number..she always get guys noticing her becoz of the way she dance...haha good dancer yeah! tat nite was unusually alot!!! we even lost count of it...haha she got kind of fed up with them and i told her to get Alvin to pose as her bf first and ward off those irritating flies..haha..We danced until Dbl O closed....so FUN!! my fav club now...next week gonna try Club Momo...hee..
Yeah...that the end of my saturday..reached home at 530...haha y so late this time?? coz i got one tuition cancelled tmr morning!! Finally there is a day when i can sleep later than 11am!!!!!
thinkin' of you at ... 10:39 PM
I tink there is seriously something very wrong with the way i approach the guys i like..maybe i hang arnd too much with guys and i tink i get too aggressive over the guy i like..it kinds of scare myself...not to say how much i could traumatize the guy i like...help!!
i like this guy now....Call him 'E' then...E has a gf and he was honest abt it..he told mi abt it..intially when we were frens, i tot we could juz be good frens..he is nice and well mannered..good tempered and all requirements i am looking for in a 'perfect' bf for mi..except he is not a pilot lar..haha..anyway, we started going out like normal frens..and i guess i fell in love with him unknowingly and realise it only yesterday...pple say u fall in love easily, u fall out of love easily...i beg to differ..i like a person easily i admit...unless the guy treats mi ver badly or betrays my trust..i would stay long with this person i like...no matter how serious i am or how much effort i put in, my feelings was nv reciprocated..it happen many times...until to the extent that i am afraid of knowing new guys and the whole exact sequence of going out with them, falling in love, become pushy when i ask them questions and eventually fall out...not even frens in the end...it happen many times..tell myself tat i cant be so unreasonable but i juz cant control myself ..i wan definite answer about how the person feel abt mi...but i nv nv nv hear a 100% I love u from any of the guys i like...itz kind of sad...usually itz becoz they treat mi badly and i got to get over them somehow..once i get over it, i nv look back..
Was at one of my fav spots for chill out with E and 2 of my other frens, June and her bf...so E gf called him and he walked off to ans the call...when he was back, June'bf kip asking who call...usu he wun say but tat day, he address her as his 'wife' ..oh tat hurts...but tat wasnt the main part...June started asking him qns like how many gf he has before..he say serious or not serious..not serious got a few and serious only got one...obviously tatz his gf..this one not big prob..then they started toking abt colleagues and E wan to intro mi some of his guy frens...i dun nid tat...i was completely turned off...didnt tok much tat nite and i snapped at whoever spoke to mi...unfair to take it out on others but i am juz like tat...straightforward and dun botherto hide..this is bad coz pple can manipulate u easily..i am trying hard not to show my emotions tat easily..i am kiping alot of details here..juz for mi to noe..i was unreasonable and i noe..i tot i shouldnt be so fed up over the whole incident...
i ask him a question if he likes mi...he say he cant like mi even if he is/want coz he has a gf...
someone analyse this statement for mi pls..hard to analyse oso coz i kept alot of details...
my own interpretation is the same as June...we believed that he is saying tat to hint mi that we are impossible and eventually he still likes his gf ...but another part of mi ask him tat question that liking someone and having a gf is two different thing...u can haf a gf and like another person at the same time..alot of pple do tat, be it guys or gals and i feel tat nobody is satisfied with juz one...humans are greedy and selfish..i am not trying to break up them...but when i dun get a definite ans...i juz get very fed up..itz juz yes i like u..no i dun...i hate ambiguous answer like tat..maybe itz not ambiguous..perhaps i dun get the hidden meaning..anyway...we are ok now..but i guess he is scared of mi liaoz...probably traumatized...the next stage to this which i am expecting is no more frens...perhaps he wun do tat to mi like my previous bfs...coz he is very sociable and always try to make things end in a nice way...
Dunno lar..i hate this..can i juz mit the right one soon and end all these rubbish???i juz wan to be with the guy i like and stay with him always...y is it so hard to find a person to like mi sincerely and with all his heart!!!!! This is getting tiring..
thinkin' of you at ... 9:30 PM
Mi and Xiu wei..Always gif tat silly look when he take pictures with mi!!
This guy beside mi is Mr Francis, JT8D Engineer..Quite a funny chap but he definitely knows his stuff!
Master Bryan Siow, Wilman and Mi..
This is Sze Hao..I always mention him in my blogs..he is really a nice big brother to mi!! I would be so bored without him in the office!!
Mak Jia Wei!! My uni classmate and now my colleague J85 Engineer
Now take a look at our pretty ladies in the office..Carine on the right 2nd and Mavis on my left..
This guy is red polo is my boss, TB Lim..he very fatherly so i always call him my 'lao ba'..Under his coaching, i really learned a lot of things.. a very experienced Engineer..Turboshaft EBU rulez!
This is me..my colleague Stan took this picture for mi...nice??
Mi in the black and white tone..look nice oso rite! hahaha :p
thinkin' of you at ... 9:10 PM
Wilman,Tham, Mi and Sze Hao!!!
thinkin' of you at ... 8:58 PM
Today is the first DND i attended since i finished school and started working..Itz with my company STA Engines..This DND is to celebrate the 30th Anniversary of STA...I arranged for two tuitions today so that i wun miss any class with my graduating batch of gals..So after tuitions, i went to buy a black bag for my outfit for the nite..anyway, i dun haf a black bag so itz time to buy one..i went home, bathed and dressed..wore a black tube with another sleeveless top over it and a pair of black pants with my high heels..hehe so itz all black in and out...Itz the colour code for STA Engines...so we tot muz be good and obey the instructions from HR.. Took a cab down to Suntec City..itz at the Suntec Ballroom...the taxi driver was very nice as i told him that there may be a jam at Suntec becoz of the NATAS fair..so he called a colleague to find out the road conditions for mi..so nice of him..as a customer, i felt that i am well taken care of and his attitude was really commendable..how many taxi drivers would do that for u?? they wouldnt be bothered if the place jams as long as the meter jumps!! so i gave him extra when i reached suntec city...after i reached, i realized i forgot to bring my invitation card....arghz..stupid mi! but nvm, itz ok coz i dun mind not joining the lucky draw..nv lucky with this kind of things anyway..haha so tatz y i dun play 4D or toto...wun win one..haha
I quickly called Sze hao and while waiting for him, I saw my colleagues Kang and Eng Seng...Wilman appeared later..and he got dua by Jia Wei and Sze Hao coz they told him that everybody will be wearing a polo T and Wilman really wore that lor..haha but nvm..there are some people who really dressed up for the occasion and some casually attired...i was so sad when i saw so many girls wearing dress...Haiz...i wanted to wear dress loh...but they say no nid to wear until so formal...tatz y i wore pants instead..not too formal and casual...haiz..anyway..while at the cocktail reception, got this guy who came up to tok to Sze hao...haha and i tot he looks cute lor...then jokingly told Sze hao that he quite shuai and during the dinner, he really sms him and ask him if i mind knowing him..oh my god, i was juz joking...completely stunned when he came over to our table and Sze hao introduced him in front of all my male colleagues....so paiseh...wa liaoz...but anyway, we exchanged numbers...his name is Alvin..Engineer from EDC base in changi...the dinner was ok but the MC was really good coz he can really host ..make the whole place very lively and funny...our table also quite happening...once again, i am the only gal at the table ..haha not becoz i enjoy the attention but becoz i wan to sit with Xiu Wei, Sze Hao and Jia wei...Military Engineers Rulez!! haha...i enjoyed myself tat nite with those guys..others at the table include Eng Seng, Francis, Wilman,Gabriel and Allen...I left early with Sze Hao, Jia Wei and Wilman..supposed to be until 2 but then we ciaoz early...so Alvin and I met up after Sze hao they all go off..didnt want to drink anymore coz stil got tuition tmr morning and he drank alot too coz he was supposed to be on stage and sing with the EDC dept a hokkien song...haha and he felt thoroughly embarrassed by that...so he drank alot to make himself feel less embarrassed...we walked to Fullerton where the Esplanade and the Merlion was...chatting along the way as we walked....quite a funny and easy to get along person i tink...but a bit weird coz itz the first time we met each other...Eric called half way the stroll...poor thing, coz he got no voice liaoz...as he tried talking , his voice sounded so funny...haven seen him for two weeks liaoz...promised to mit mi once he cleared his work but then itz sunday and i nv see him..haiz..but he is sick lar..so cant blame him..
Anyway, then Alvin and I found a place to sit and drink something...chatted mostly abt our work and company...quite nice to tok to pple who knows abt ur work...but then itz after office hours lehz...i dun tink i wanna find a bf who works in the same line as mi..then everyday, every hour and min will be mainly on work..but i dun mind a pilot...haha if he is a Super P pilot, even better coz i will be maintaining his engines..hahaha...anyway, a pilot bf is juz a dream too far away from mi..but dreams make the humans noble...doesnt it??hehe
Then Alvin send mi home by cab..very gentleman of him coz he stay quite far from mi but he insisted on doing so..i appreciated tat..so got home and bathed...my ankles full of cuts coz of the long distance walking and kenna all the blisters..ouchz..i enjoyed the DND ...hee..quite fun and I will make it a point to attend it again and make sure i put on a dress this timE!!!
thinkin' of you at ... 11:42 PM
Was supposed to go Balaclava with Eric, but like i say he got something on last min so cant make it ..Anyway, i decided to go Dbl O with June and her frens instead..cant really stand staying at home on a Sat nite..wat a waste! haha..so after having dinner with my family for fish steamboat , then i headed home to prepare to go Dbl O..met June earlier at 10plus to crap a bit...first time to Dbl O coz usu i hang out at Devils or Mdm Wong..but now i tink Dbl o will be next fav hang out place!! It definitely has a better atmosphere than Mdm Wong..not tat sleazy and smoky..the crowd are also younger so nicer place to club i guess...
So i met June at the entrance there and we walked in...then the lady wanna check our IDs...we look too young??? anyway to mi, tatz a compliment..haha i dun look like my age mar and tatz a common comment from many pple arnd mi...so i paid for June and entrance cover charge...ok lar...i owe June a treat for one entrance but she oso didnt offer to pay mi back...not tat i am stingy...most of my frens noe i am very generous...but then, when she doesnt gif a hint to offer to pay...itz like 'duh'...i am not Jay lehz..tatz her new bf now...but nvm lar...didnt really like the place initially ...coz no place to sit..then i ordered a Midori 7-up...haiz stupid rite?? Dbl O got all the cheapest drinks and i got myself those expensive ones...kaoz...was in a mood to drink and chill out rather than dance coz i am quite tired..i cant stand motionlessly for too long...so June and mi stood at the bar and i was quite pissed coz i cant stand in the same position for too long...i wil feel giddy and stuff..but i dun tink June believes it coz i can really dance very long but then standing and dancing is two different things mar...then i got a table and sat down..Mary joined us shortly and she got some guy frens there...they tried to pick mi and June up...there is esp a guy who is SUPER DUPER IRRITATING!!!!! arghz...anyway he was the one who made mi so pissed offf that i became awake throughout the whole nite....tok to mi abt things like ' do u tink guys who pick up gals at clubs are bastards?? then i replied saying 80%..he was quite iritating coz he started preaching and defending for such guys..his saliva was almost all over my face when he was toking lar ....was backing off and he juz came nearer...i got pissed off and wiped my face in front of him...but he was so dense that he dun catch it..i got angry and juz walked off to find June...
The songs and music juz got better and from the bar, i changed to dance at the dance floor with june ...nicer to dance there...I missed the retro mix...used to go Mambo Zouk every wed....I juz lost all my retro stunts...so sad!!! but anyway, they were playing all my fav songs...Yeah....nice place....next week jio my other frens got Dbl O next sat!!!
thinkin' of you at ... 3:42 PM
Havent been updating my blog for sometime le...better update something now..if not, next time i cant read my own life story...recently a lot of things to do at work..but itz good to be busy!! becoz u feel that u are of some worth...doing things to contribute in watever way u can to the company...i love my job..really love it so much...guess compared to pple who cant find their dream job yet..i am so much better off...hopefully i can master my engine soon so that i can go for cross training...now eagerly waiting for overseas posting...always wanted to work and travel at the same time...i may be able to go to France soon..Tarnos...hahaha not many pple will noe the place...but then the company may not send mi there as my probation is not over and i haven finish my understudying...got alot of things i dunno so i guess maybe they wun send mi there..but hopefully i can go lor....*sighz*
My target for this month is to make sure i can understand the air,oil and fuel system of my engine...as well as the control part...coz i am troubleshooting on this issue...so must work hard...but the manual always make mi sleepy and the office is too conducive to fall asleep :p hahaha..anyway had 3 tuitions today then went to buy a new memory card for my hp...512MB...haha now i can take as many pictures as i can!! by the way, if anybody need reliable hp dealer, i got one near my hse...their service is prompt and good...tatz y i get all my accessories there now... then i brought my family to go out for dinner...hehe my mum likes mi to bring her out to eat..so i was on the bus tinking abt wat she has done for mi all my growing up years...
Thanks mummy =)...thanks for giving birth to mi and i love u alot...u born mi to be pretty like u, healthy, smart and everything i wished to be wat i am now....i love my mummy alot...though i sometimes make her angry,it wasnt meant to hurt..cant bear to hurt her coz she loves mi very much too...i oso love my daddy..though he wasnt rich, but he nv made mi felt poor..he provided mi with everything i need to make mi wat i am today...thanks daddy...hahaha suddenly love my family so much..i hope my family will always be as harmonious as now...muz earn more money to make my mummy fatter!!
Yesterday (2nd Sept 2005) had a meet up with my frenz, namely Sze keat, Phyllis, Chris, Choon kit and of coz my fav Wei Shing...haha so glad to see them!! but Wai kit and Lionel didnt turn up!!angry with them..but they kind of busy oso ...so cant blame them...anyway, we went to Moonfish restuarant at Millenia Walk...my fav dining place! I had my favourite Seafood Paradise..yummy!!Suntec was damn packed...the human traffic jam started all the way from citylink mall escalator all the way to suntec city!!cant believe it...so packed...cant move an inch!! all becoz of the Comex...i shld read more papers...kaoz...but anyway, everybody could make it so tatz not too bad..yeah so we chatted over dinner..everybody was like super busy with their work, 7 days a week, sleep 4 hours and stuff to bring home to do...i guess i am the luckiest gal!! i got the job i love, work 8 hrs,got time for 7 tuitions, clubs and coffee!! but i dun bring work home coz i am efficient ok!!haha no lar...juz tat my engine input is always lower than the rest so i got more time to learn and catch up with others...haha..so we stayed till ten plus...then Wei Shing send us home...he very nice lehz...send Chris to Whampoa Dr, then Sze Keat and his gf all the way to Yishun and mi all the way to Tampines...so nice of him....i nv regretted making this fren my one of my best buddies!muz get to noe his gf oso...hahaha she muz oso be a nice and friendly gal...a Chem tutor at TJC now..I enjoyed myself alot...updated Wei Shing alot on my daily life...haiz my life seems more exciting than others coz i always myself into alot of stupid troubles....
Anyway,for some reason, i haven been mentioning anything abt my new fren, Eric...haven seen him since our ktv session last thursday ..have been asking him out this weekend..i busy will oso make out some time for him...but he seems unusually busy this week....dunno if i am too sensitive..but juz got a feeling tat he might be avoiding mi..even june says tat she feels it...but i dunno wat he is avoiding about mi....supposed to go balaclava with him and june...but he last min say he got something on and he msg mi at arnd 2plus...i always msg pple at arnd tat time to dua pple one...coz itz not too early or too late..maybe he din do it on purpose or he really got something on but itz juz kind of weird when he agrees and suddenly says he got something on....anyway, a bit pissed off lor..but then wat can i do?? nvm...muz be retribution coz i always dua pple then now i get dua back...*arghz*
Target for this month: Master my engine and pray to go to France!! =)
thinkin' of you at ... 8:24 PM
I am a simple person,fun loving and hope to live happily everyday and every single moment...
I Like Freedom...
I Hate Hypocrites!! Stay Away from me!!
I always believed that we live our lives to fulfill our dreams and to seek the person we love most on earth and be together forever..
just like Altair and Vega..
I seek for true love on earth but kind of disappointed with this journey as true love seems non-existent...
Everyone of us should live with Dreams..
Itz our Dreams that make us different from all Other Living Creatures..
Itz Our Dreams that Make Our Lives Meaningful and fulfuilled...
Start Your Imagination Wild now..Because Dreaming is Free!
Dare to Dream, Dare To Fail..
Live Your Life The Way You Want It Because It is Your Life ..
We Live Once so Live it To The Max!
.:. My Likes .:.
I Like My Life...
I Like The Seas and Oceans...
I Like BMWs and AirBus 380...
Most Importantly, I Love My family and my close friends who have supported me always ..Never giving me up and be my listeners..
.:. My Hates .:.
I Hate Lecherous Guys!! Be Sorry if you are disrespectful to Gals in front of Me!!
I Hate Brinjals and Cabbages!!
I Hate Flying Cockroaches!!
I Hate Myself Without Dreams and Be Negative!!
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*July 2005