28th May 2006
Today Mark is leaving for Brisbane..we had late breakfast in the morning and we came home and watch tv...helping him pack his lugguage at the same time..watched some variety shows and we were getting bored!!Mark asked mi if i wanna go out for shopping..he suggested Junction 8...i suddenly remembered that we wanna take picture together before he leaves..so off we go...hee he asked mi what to wear..so i asked him to wear the black top we bought together at Topshop..his jeans and his shoes that he bought together with mi...wah he looks very shuai loh...haha Mark looks good in most of the clothes so easy to buy things for him...hee ..then i sprayed some Issey Miyaki perfume which i bought for him...he doesnt spray perfume so i am teaching him how to use it...he is not those vain guys who really bothers the way they dress..he is easy going, simple...as long as it is comfortable, itz fine with him...haha so we went Bishan Junction 8..we went to NTUC to buy some stuff and then we went to buy chicken chop from ShihLin...the Taiwanese chicken chop! Yummy..then we proceeded for our phototaking...hee ...he seems very uneasy with it..but like i say, he gives in to mi..so if i wan, he will juz take...i wonder y so many guys dun like to take photos...will upload the photos once i scanned it in....hee then we went back home...to his place ..his mum cooked for him so i tot it would be better if he goes home for dinner and show some appreciative thoughts for his mum efforts..we went up and saw his parents...arghz...i feel a bit paiseh..haha then he got this little cute baby in his parents' house...Mark's niece...6mths old only..so chubby and cute!!Yixuan came and picked Mark to the airport ...but first we went to Tampines mall to pick up his Oakley Sunglasses...the man didnt repair it very well...so he exchanged with Yixuan's sunglasses...then we reached the airport and he checked in his lugguage...we had dinner at Sakae Sushi...his frens, Yixuan, Zu Liang,Stanley, Stan's gf Jessica and Freddy and Christopher came to send him off...i was so sad that he was going to leave mi for 70 days...haiz...but i noe he will be back very soon...
thinkin' of you at ... 10:05 PM
26th May 2006
Today no need to go work...but i have to go for my OBS course!! itz a 2D1N course at Outward Bound Singapore which is at Pulau Ubin..I haven been to Pulau Ubin before..so itz a new experience to mi...we reached the jetty...participants were Khoo, Hwee Thiam, Mui Sang, LingPo, Alvin, Sze hao, Wilman, Justin, Bryan,Jiawei,Kenneth, Gabriel,Fabian,Lei..we are from different departments in Engines...so itz a nice trip to actually create bonding and team building spirit...tatz the main purpose of this OBS..our trainer is David...hmm i guess the name David is a very successful name lehz...haha next time, if i have a kid, i will him David too...haha anyway, tatz still too far away..
We took a ferry ride which is 20mins away from Punggol Jetty...then we reached OBS and we went to a training room named Denali...i tink itz the name of a summit...anyway, we had ice-breaker games..one of the game was called Helium Hoop...15 of us wil have to put out our two fingers and try to move the Helium Hoop from a height then down to the bottom at the floor..it was tough...coz u may think u are not touching it..somehow, the hoop was suspending and at one side ,it will always be tilting...very hard to control...haha we had 3 tries but we failed...then we proceed to play a game 'Key Punch'...there were a total of 14 numbers and 4 alphabet cards on the floor and they are bounded by a rope...so each of us will have to step on the number when it is called and numbers are called in ascending values...so i realise that '7' and '11' is missing...the alphabets are ' C K P U' if u go by ascending...haha we were split into two teams...my team with Sze hao, Alvin, Khoo,Gabriel, Hwee Thiam, Kenneth and mi...i am in charge of calling numbers...they used their hands to key in the numbers...calls for alot of co-operation and teamwork...we lost to the other team by mere 3 seconds but each trial we took, we improved the timing due to the change in strategy..haha so we improved the process to improve the results...
Then we played a game which involves paasing msgs...there are 5 roles...Planner(Khoo,Alvin): He will get to see a template or picture made up by matchsticks...then he will describe the picture to Comm 1(Gabriel) ...Comm 1 then conveyed what was described to Comm 2..Comm 2(Hwee Thiam) will eventually passed the msg to the Builder(Kenneth and Sze hao) who will build the diagram...So the team that won used a Walkie talkie..we gotta walk from point to point to Convey Msg..I was the Quality controller...to actually observed how they passed msg around and the quality of the work at the end of the building...I guessed i did my job as a QC and our team won coz i have a better control over quality..but everyone played an important part to ensure the info is not lost and the builder noe what they are building.. Then we had lunch ...after that we went to climb a mountain...itz a small side hill actually...so we are supposed to move from one tree to the other but we are blindfolded...so how are we going to do that in 45 mins...too much time lost in planning and mission failed! haiz...but i tink we did well coz we were closed to the end tree!!
We had some physical activites like climbing the inverse tower...itz very very high...we split into 2 teams , one to climb the exterior and the other to climb the interior tower...exterior is more challenging and it involves couple climb...2 people strapped together...to reach the top we have 5,000 points..Lei was the project manager and we target 20,000 interior and 20,000 exterior...when it was my turn to climb..wah i was scared!!the first part was to clear a vertical rock climbing wall...half way through, i tot i was dying...itz very tall as well...and u cant seem to find the right rock to step on...scary!! then we have to climb onto the logs which they have handles to hold on...wah the climbing over part was horrible...like nothing for u to platform and step on...i nearly wanted to gif up..after the logs, i climbed on to climb the rubber tyres...if i reached rubber tyres, i would have gain 1,500 points...but i am juz curious how far i can go...and i am not willing to juz get tat 1,500 for my contribution to my team!! with Jiawei and the encouragement from the rest, i hang on and continue to climb...i climbed to the last stage...the cargo net before reaching the final platform!...haha VICTORY!! i climbed and touched that stupid platform...i was scared of coming down coz belayer was Muisang...she was thinner than mi...but u muz have trust in the person belaying u...juz like in a corporation, u muz learn to trust the work that is delegated to the person..believing that they will put in their best effort to perform their roles...
Finally,it was dinner time...tired and shag!!we went to bunk in our rooms..we shared a big room with the guys but of coz there were proper doors...so we bathed and proceed to the cookhouse for dinner...then we went back to our training room for our big project..i was arrowed to be the project leader...itz like a building raft project...but i need to get money for buliding materials and we oso have to appoint a chief engineer and that will be Khoo! then i assigned Bryan and Fabian to do design for company logo...Our company motto: We Keep Rafts floating safely! The design was very cute with 4 little rubber ducklings...haha anyway, well done Bryan and Fabian...then we had our raft building...mainly Khoo, Jiawei and wilman who have experience in tat...Then the rest was split into raising money..meaning participate in games and get the money... last min tatic changes...instead of jetty jump and 80s' medley...we included other things to make sure we can get more money...like folding aeroplanes to fly more than 10m..3 groups instead of 1 to sing the 80s Medley which is like singing 6 songs in 2mins...haha the songs are really corny...then we played trapped...2 inter-twined strings to be un-entangle and free 2 persons...then we played Moon ball to pass a big ball around for 50 times...tiring...we played Log Mee and that is all 14 people to be standing on the log and balanced for 20seconds...The last game was Traffic Jam...that is 2 groups standing in a tile arranged in V shape...and u have a empty tile at the vertex..we have to completely swopped A to B and B to A...we accomplished that too...
Then it was raft building!! We built our raft..GM, Mr Choo was here to cheer for us too..our raft was steady and good...haha went out to 50m and back without disintegration!!after we were back, we went for Jetty Jump...i didnt dare to jump and GM asked y i nv jump...i am scared ...under peer pressure and encouragement, i decided to jump...i was scared so David got Khoo and Alvin down in the water to wait for mi...scary...at the moment of the jump, 2 seconds seem really long...as in how come haven touched the water yet!! and i started breathing with the water in my nose and mouth...was coughing when i was out of the water man!!yeah..i overcome 2 fears...height and deep sea!! haha then we went back to tear down our raft and we went back to bathe and have lunch...had a debrief and our certificates presentation..off we go..had tea break with Yip and David Goh...Yip drove mi,Lei and Alvin from Punggol Jetty...haha so nice...it was raining manz!!
hee finally, i can mit up with my darling Mark...hee met him and i was late and he got angry...opps...then we went to change money coz he is leaving for Brisbane tmr...then we went back his home...he was going to attend a bbq by his fren/buddy , Meng so i juz joined him..it was rather weird when i was there...coz i totally dunno them at all...no appetite to eat at all too...so Mark ate there and Stanley came to pick us up from Meng's place...we went Orchard for night shopping and supper at NYDC....
thinkin' of you at ... 9:01 PM
24th May 2006
Have been too busy spending time with my dear and no time to update my blog...the blogs will mean a lot to mi as it will record sweet and beautiful memories with Mark...he is different...i really hope that he will be one I will spend my whole life with...he treats mi well...i feel loved and i feel his sincerity and he really cares for mi...itz really after meeting up with the wrong ones and u noe who is the right one for u...thanks to those lousy guys i had met before Mark..if not, i might not be able to appreciate what he does and his love...
He made mi angry yesterday..not really angry...Yesterday,i told Mark i am going OBS for 2D1N course for my company..so he told mi he will be leaving for Brisbane to continue his flight training for 70days this coming sunday...I was very sad as i cant spend enuff time with him..coz i sort of predicted he will leave on this weekend...coz he told mi he will be leaving quite soon...juz not confirmed...haiz..but God wasnt too bad to mi as i still have the entire sat and sun to see him before he goes...I was at Ktv last nite with Gin...she was feeling upset about her bf...she has finally decided to leave him...though i noe it hurts , but i oso noe itz for the better...he is not a really fantastic guy to Gin...i definitely feel that my precious gal deserved much better than this...anyway, i hope this is the real ending soon for this relationship..i noe God will bless her with someone who will really love and treat her well...for God doesnt mistreat kind hearted people...*crossed our fingers* so while trying to settle her problems with her bf on the phone, i was left alone in the Ktv room for an hour...Alone..i was a bit angry coz i dun understand y she still have so much to talk to this unreasonable man..anyway, i msg Mark and told him i am going for OBS this fri..so he was alright and understand that i have to go for it...but somehow i find his response very bo chap...so i msg and ask him "y u so bo chap? u still like mi?" i tink this msg will piss alot of people off..i havent been very understanding and sweet to him i guess...he ask mi not to be so sensitive...juz that he was tired and dun wanna type long msg...haiz...i guess work, gin and mark juz come together and make mi feel very fustrated...so i din reply him..*angry*
So today, he asked mi if i wanna mit him...so i say can mit for dinner loh..so he say go Serangoon Gardens..we go there quite often for dinner after we are together..hee the food is very nice there...at around 5 before i knocked off..he say he wanna rest a while and asked mi go up his place then go out later..after i reached his place, i juz sat down and read newspaper...he was hiding in the kitchen...dunno wat he wanna do...i still angry so i didnt bother to look at what he was doing..some minutes later, he took out 2 pots..hee he cooked carbonara sauce with mushrooms and a pot of macaroni..hee the first time my bf cooked for mi...very sweet hor...hee he put some bacon bits to enhance the taste...itz a simple dinner but itz an unforgettable one...coz itz the first time a guy cooked a proper meal for mi.....i wun forget this...
Hmm..after dinner we juz watched tv and chat...hee we can spend one whole day juz chatting and watching tv...How many movies have we watched?? 1st one was Reincarnation...2nd one was Fragile...3rd one was Aquamarine..4th one was Voice and 5th one was MI3..6th one was Da Vinci code...tatz a lot of movies...Mark gives in alot to mi..as in he will always ask mi wat i like to eat or watch...hmm...but he doesnt now what i like to eat, what i dun like to eat..wat colours i like...wat flowers i like...wat design i like..see he got so many things he dunno...haiz but he has mentioned to mi that he is not a sensitive guy..so i muz tell him wat i wan...if not, he oso wun noe...as in he is lousy in guessing...haha...i only noe he doesnt like bright colours...he likes things to be simple...i can roughly guess wat kind of clothes he like coz i went shopping and chose his clothes for him...hee we went shopping at Marina Square after mothers' Day celebration with my grandparents at Fook Yuan Restaurant...He came and met my mum for second time and my aunt the first time...their impression of him was rather good..juz tat my mum finds him a bit unstable...oso dunno what she meant by that...then we went shopping for clothes before he flies to Brisbane..
Other things he did includes going with mi to the hair salon to wait for mi to finish my rebonding...my rebonding took 5 hours...he came at 3 plus and waited for mi to be done for 3 hours...i was touched then too..coz he is my first bf who waited patiently for mi to finish my hair...Mark cannot wait coz he is rather impatient...dun be late when u are out with him...haha i like him for this punctuality coz he doesnt waste time..he understands that his time are just as precious as other people time...thatz good...coz alot of people dun realise that...He did alot of things for mi..itz either i met really lousy fellas in the past or Mark is just the perfect type of bf that gals wanna have...haha oops..abit arrogant liaoz... :p i take note of little actions...itz the little actions that he does which makes up the big picture of what is love...
thinkin' of you at ... 8:24 PM
20th May 2006
Today is the coastal run...haiz..wasnt quite prepared for it coz i haven been running for years!! hahaha but my HRM sees that i am young and full of vitality so he decided to put mi in the mixed relay competition team...i took a cab early in the morning and reached carpark B1 ..i tink i was at the wrong carpark..the map was so poorly drawn...i couldnt see anyone there so i quickly called Sze Hao..then few minutes later, i saw his car..his parents sent him and Justin here...so i walked towards them without realising that there was an opening in the drain...i stepped right into the drain and felt a sudden jerk in my thigh...the drain was very deep becoz even when my whole leg went in, i cant feel the bottom of the drain..i quickly pulled out my leg..all i noe is the drain was damn dirty and itz damn painful...i got 2 big bruises on my thigh and one big bruises at my knee cap...horrible....haiz cannot wear skirt liaoz...anyway, becoz i cant run then my team was disqualified becoz itz a requirement to have a lady in ur team...we cant find another lady so the team cant run...after the run, then we went macdonald's to have breakfast with Wilman, Bryan, Justin,Sze hao, carol and Edna..haha so nice....then after that,Edna drove mi home...she is such a nice and generous gal...hee yup after that I went out with Mark to orchard shopping and watch movie Da Vinci code...i tink the movie was quite long and not really that exciting..Mark as really disappointed with the show...haha
thinkin' of you at ... 3:56 PM
28th April 2006..
Today is a Friday..I worked hard for the whole day...even forgoing my lunch ...because there are just too many work to be done...i am so tired, stunned, stressed and stoned after a day's hard work...Mark and I arranged to meet up that day for dinner...i was wondering if i should stood him up coz i am really too tired to tok and too stoned to tink of anything else except the seabreeze at East Coast to calm mi down...However, i tot that i should not stood him up since we have arranged to meet...We met at Boat Quay and went to a Japanese restaurant...Mark doesn’t like Sashimi…he just cant stand eating raw stuff..haha..Upon seeing him at the mrt station, i tot i made the right choice to come to mit him...after toking to him, he was able to make me feel relaxed and comfortable...Having dinner with him is fun...coz he is always full of crap..and i like it when he describes his flight courses to mi...Interesting..haha We went to Mindgames cafe after dinner...he was telling mi how much fun he had the other day and promised to bring mi there...There we are...haha at first , i tot it was going to be bored..i nv really like board games...but itz the companion that u have that changed the mood for the things u do...haha so ok i tot juz play awhile with him la...Quite Fun i tink...u can purchase a package for around 2 hours for 2 persons, plus 2 drinks,1 titbits and 1 snackers...quite worth it...better than loitering around doing nothing...playing board games is a way of ice breaker...haha can just bring 2 or more people closer coz there are more interaction...
At first, I was still unsure if I wanted a bf at this point of time…a lot of questions and uncertainty…He held my hands when we were on our way home…cant describe the feeling…something like when u juz started falling in love…Maybe I haven had a real bf for a long time…reading through my blogs, u will realise I have a lot of crushes here and there but it nv materialise…a lot of failed relationships…I sort of distrust and even not willing to step into a relationship again…but Mark makes it different…I dunno how different…but juz DIFFERENT..haha I dunno how long we can last but he promised to try to make it work…The first guy who say this to mi…I tink he is a gift from Heaven to me..haha so we went home and the date ended…
29th April 2006
I met up with Ruyi today to catch up with her…Haven seen her a long time…wanted to intro Mark to her as well but she gotta leave early…we took a set of sticker photos and had fun posing for it…will upload the pictures later…then we walk around chatting and talking about Mark..haha..anyway, Ruyi went off and Mark came to mit mi at Bugis. We went to C.A.N Café for coffee and I had a Sunset Boulevard..It was raining when we were at the café..we just sit and chat the whole day until it was time to move off..went to Somerset Cineleisure for movie and dinner… Watched a movie called "Aquamarine" ..haha itz a show about a mermaid, trying to prove to her dad that there is love on earth…Her father wans her to find it in 3 days..if not, she will be forced to marry a stinky Optopus..hmm so she bumps into 2 gals who tried to teach her how to win the heart of a good looking hunk…the whole show is rather girly…haha actually wanted to watc hwith my gfs so got more things to say..but no one is free to watch…in the end, I dragged Mark to go watch with mi…The hunk is really cute and the mermaid looks really beautiful…Before that , we went for dinner at Maestro Bistro at Cineleisure…Shouldn’t keep asking Mark to the Western restaurant coz he eats them all the time in Australia…nvm will ask him go hawker another time..after movie, then he sent mi home…
We chatted on the phone and he was claiming himself to be my bf oreadi..but he haven even asked mi the question so I grilled him until he asked…haha :p but to mi, dates arent tat important anymore..coz after he becomes a pilot, then most of the time, he wun be able to celebrate with mi on the actual day itself…so I juz remember the date can liaoz…so sad…he will be going to Australia, Brisbane for 3 months training and he will be back to Singapore for good..hmm…dun really wan him to go…but this is his career…anyway, he will come back..not as though posted to Australia for longer periods..hee
30th April 2006
I msg Ting Fang and asked if she wanna mit for dinner..she was miting her bf Gek Kia for dinner at Suntec…so asked mi if I wanna join…so I tot may as well get Mark to go as well..haha anyway, Tingfang knows about Mark coz I told her abt it! Haha..it was really great to see Tingfang…I haven seen her for donkey years oreadi…wondering how have she been…kinda busy most of the time both ourselves…we went to Suntec and walked around the place..Mark went to Samsonite to look for his flight case but couldn’t find something he wants…so we went off to Millenia Walk at my fav restaurant, Moonfish!! Haha itz really nice but I guess I had too much junk food in the day so I cant eat much at nite..Mark doesn’t eat much as well..he was much thinner now compared to the times when he was at NUS..then we went to Suntec arcade for some games…haha haven been to arcade for a long time…We were playing this game..itz quite interesting…it tests you on ur response speed..all u need to do is to stack moving blocks on top of the other such that u will enter into 2 phases for Major and minor prizes…Major prizes includes digital cam and handphones…Minor prizes will be sweets only..haha so we were expecting Mr Pilot to get the big prize but he didn’t…haha anyway , itz his first time playing mar...We played Time Crisis 3.. Fun….then we walked to Citilink coz Tingfang was saying there is very nice Polar ice-cream…so we went there for dessert..I had a Elderflower sorbet and Mark had a Chocolate lemongrass flavoured ice cream cone…Yummy..quite exotic flavours they have..After that, mi and Mark walked to Fullerton House where the Esplanade was…we sat there looking at the sea and the merlion and oso chatted…dunno how come got so many things to tell him…tatz one thing good, we nv go out of topics!! =)
1st May 2006
Terrence was in Superband Competition..his team is Jade…I think they really have the Superband looks…I mean I personally like bands who played instruments rather than just knowing how to sing…however, when I saw him on stage , it was quite a disappointment…he sang Mayday’s song and I didn’t think he could bring out the power of it…a choice of wrong song as I see it…I went ktv with him before and I swear he could do 10 times better than what he did on stage…I guess maybe he wasn’t feeling well, tatz y he didn’t perform to standard….his team was given very low points by one of the judges, Xu..I tot tat guy was rather prejudice against the group..i mean I saw other lousier team than theirs..Anyway, hope Terrence and his band will bring back what is Jade..Evergreen! haha good luck dude!
3rd May 2006
Met Mark today at Starbucks coffee..It was such a coincidence that Tingfang and Shiwei was there as well…so we had a short chat and they were talking about going to girls’ party one of these days..anyway, mark is rather crappy…he always crap a lot with Tingfang…I tink Tingfang will remember him all her life because when they stayed in Hall, Mark was the Rag Team chairman..Rag and Flag day is a tradition in NUS where all the Halls will gather used items and make into big floats…we do it professionally…with static display, performance and of coz our representative float..i participated once and it was rather unforgettable…the beauty of team spirit…I heard from Tingfang that Mark was very fierce and strict with all the Rag team members…haha…I think he is a good leader!!
Mark is very caring...but what attracts mi to him most is that we can communicate...he does show the very mature and cool look whenever he talks about his flights...tatz when he looks very charismatic...he looks very cute when he tries to act chidish...haha ..he is humorous...i like guys with good humor...he is sporty....He is an Aries...Mark is very smart too..he doesn’t study much for his tests but he always get very good grades..i like guys with intelligence..haha I guess I didn’t picked a wrong guy…!
thinkin' of you at ... 4:04 PM
I am a simple person,fun loving and hope to live happily everyday and every single moment...
I Like Freedom...
I Hate Hypocrites!! Stay Away from me!!
I always believed that we live our lives to fulfill our dreams and to seek the person we love most on earth and be together forever..
just like Altair and Vega..
I seek for true love on earth but kind of disappointed with this journey as true love seems non-existent...
Everyone of us should live with Dreams..
Itz our Dreams that make us different from all Other Living Creatures..
Itz Our Dreams that Make Our Lives Meaningful and fulfuilled...
Start Your Imagination Wild now..Because Dreaming is Free!
Dare to Dream, Dare To Fail..
Live Your Life The Way You Want It Because It is Your Life ..
We Live Once so Live it To The Max!
.:. My Likes .:.
I Like My Life...
I Like The Seas and Oceans...
I Like BMWs and AirBus 380...
Most Importantly, I Love My family and my close friends who have supported me always ..Never giving me up and be my listeners..
.:. My Hates .:.
I Hate Lecherous Guys!! Be Sorry if you are disrespectful to Gals in front of Me!!
I Hate Brinjals and Cabbages!!
I Hate Flying Cockroaches!!
I Hate Myself Without Dreams and Be Negative!!
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