Today is Sunday...finally my tuitions are over...no more tuitions until the end of this year...my dear dear gonna move house so i wanna spend more time with him..probably i am finding excuses to spend time with him...i noe he flies alot but he isnt away for very long most of the time..haha supposed to go Muar with ginny today but i fly her 'aeroplane' ...need more time with dear dear mar..so today we went Vivo City...tink Ginny will be hopping mad if she sees this entry of my blog..coz i gave her another excuse not to go to the Muar trip..i am not very keen to go either coz itz a shopping trip and i dun really shop... haiz...so me and dear dear took train to Vivo city...on the way, i talked to dear about his ex gf...and he was very honest about it...i love him for being so honest...itz really nothing to hide...he has nothing to hide...my dear dear is my sweetest darling except being abit insensitive...i love him being around...with him, there will always be someone to say i love u..there is always someone to hug and hold when u are happy or sad...there is someone obliged to keep u company..Singles out there, i hope u find ur Miss/Mr Right soon and u will enjoy the feeling of love and being loved!!! hee...itz a nice feeling..better than roller coaster!!
Vivo City is big but no signature shops.. we bought melon milkshake...itz juz syrup and milk...then we bought chocolates from Candy Empire...dear dear is very sweet...he accompanies mi wherever i wanna go...he gives in alot...sometimes itz his little thoughts that makes him cute.. itz also his insensitivity at times that when he puts in some thought , it looks really sweet of him... we didnt really buy anything... we went to Ang Mo Kio to play billiard...i sucks at it..too long nv train... must start training...then we went back home and i helped him packed his luggage for moving...
thinkin' of you at ... 12:39 AM
Oops...itz been a long time since i blogged...haha..too busy with work i guess...
First 2 weeks busy with a cost reducing project called Kaizen..Itz meant to improve existing processes in production and i am doing on another engine , T56 which powers the C130 aircraft...this 2 weeks of preparation work is horrible...like hell for mi..from a powerpoint moron, i am trained in this 2 weeks to become a powerpoint GURU!!! arghz... everyday 8-5 just making powerpoint and presentation at the end of each day.. As i am not the engine engineer for that line, i am a co-leader..normally the leader is the engineer..should be i glad for that? but we got a chance to perform the role of a leader, co-leader and a member...haiz...2 more projects to go..but it was indeed an enriching project.. i learned and understood the process of building and disassembly..it was a very good exposure and learning experience..hope to apply it to my engine line and improve my own production!!
13th November 2006
My dear dear became a 2nd officer after his official aircraft training with the B777 aircraft.. yeah...so happy for him..he gonna fly online very soon..his first destination is to Fukuoka...southern part of Japan... on his first trip back, i was not in a fairly good mood...should say itz due to the hectic workload in office and also trying to adjust to his new lifestlye...i mean people always knew pilots as flirtatious and leading a flamboyant and glamorous lifestyle...i got to agree..pilots get to stay in minimum 4 star hotel..he is really living the kind of high life yeah..but i am more afraid that we might drift apart..he is often not in Singapore and even if he does, he got to prepare for his next flight...so not really that easy job as many people think... perhaps things get better once he become a 1st officer...i dunno...the temptations are there and sometimes, i wonder if i am the one who will make him be faithful to... i discovered something which i have no intention of saying...if i am not the one, perhaps i have not done my job as a gf well enuff to keep my man by my side...
Nah my dear dear has been nice...really nice to mi.. but not enuff...maybe i should be easily contented so that i wun feel that everything is not enuff... not enuff surprises...no surprise to make mi look forward to..not enuff presents...i dun need expensive presents...just something small but thoughful but he finds it a chore to get mi a present...should i say he is practical that he rather i choose my present than surprise mi with something i might not like? but i will like anything from him..itz the thought not the price...not enuff effort from him to spice up life..life is getting a bit bored... he does sweet talk but tatz nt enuff...not sincere enuff...not stable...not enuff love ...not enuff fun...not enuff romance... arghz...itz easier to tell a fren than tell ur man...everything not enuff...i am feeling the strain to maintain relationship...we passed the stage of puppy love and excitement...now is maintenance...i am planning alot of things for the festives and events to come by the year..all i see was i am planning..putting in effort..while he is not doing anything..i am not being calculative but i wish he is a bit more sensitive to my needs and not taking mi for granted...sounds grumpy don't i? the relationship has come to a point that i feel we are married rather than dating...i told him this and he say he will improve...lets see.. no flowers...no little gifts ...no phone calls overseas... no stunts to make things a bit different...tatz all i am complaining about... what do i want in my life now??
I dunno...perhaps give mi a pair of wings so that i can fly around to see the world...yeah u are right...air stewardess... cant be a pilot coz of my height...i wan a break from routine life...i wan a break from my credit debts...it made mi learn to be a wiser spender with my time and money...i am learning to knit...wanna knit a sweater for my dear...i am learning to bake chocolate cheese cake...he likes it as a bdae cake...haha..housewife?? not for mi...doing things for someone u love is worth every seconds and effort...saving up for a surprise...u gonna guess it?? i cant say it here coz itz a surprise...i will update once my surprise is given to my dear...provided we are still together...this relationship gonna make milestone in my love life...i am crossing the longest relationship timeline i ever had...yeah we just passed our 7th month..my longest was 7 months...i have no experience of a long relationship..so i have no idea how to maintain...i guess we just learn as we go along...
This month is slow...not much exciting things going on except my office is without bosses.!! hahaha...employees' day!! Dear dear now in Peking...itz cold there...hope he has enuff to keep him warm...i guess he gonna see pretty flight stewardess... anyway, he will be back tmr...i gonna miss him for a week as he is going to Abudabi (UAE) ...
I used to imagine i have a pilot as my bf ...itz really dream come true...However, Mark comes first..In a relationship, itz the personality that counts....itz a bonus that he is pilot..even if he is not, i love him for who he is....it doesnt matter what he has for a job...it matters more if i have a place in his heart and does he puts mi as his priority...now i have it..but it doesnt seem as perfect as it is... what do i want in my life? i dunno...perhaps sometime to roam around the world and work as i need money...i yearn towards that lifestyle..will i ever make it for that day to come when i have no worries, no commitments and nothing to lose?
thinkin' of you at ... 11:33 PM
I am a simple person,fun loving and hope to live happily everyday and every single moment...
I Like Freedom...
I Hate Hypocrites!! Stay Away from me!!
I always believed that we live our lives to fulfill our dreams and to seek the person we love most on earth and be together forever..
just like Altair and Vega..
I seek for true love on earth but kind of disappointed with this journey as true love seems non-existent...
Everyone of us should live with Dreams..
Itz our Dreams that make us different from all Other Living Creatures..
Itz Our Dreams that Make Our Lives Meaningful and fulfuilled...
Start Your Imagination Wild now..Because Dreaming is Free!
Dare to Dream, Dare To Fail..
Live Your Life The Way You Want It Because It is Your Life ..
We Live Once so Live it To The Max!
.:. My Likes .:.
I Like My Life...
I Like The Seas and Oceans...
I Like BMWs and AirBus 380...
Most Importantly, I Love My family and my close friends who have supported me always ..Never giving me up and be my listeners..
.:. My Hates .:.
I Hate Lecherous Guys!! Be Sorry if you are disrespectful to Gals in front of Me!!
I Hate Brinjals and Cabbages!!
I Hate Flying Cockroaches!!
I Hate Myself Without Dreams and Be Negative!!
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