Time to update my blogs..now in my office..hehe if my boss comes to noe tat i am doing this...tink he will gif mi more work..not to say i got nothing to do but itz break time!!
24th August 2005,
Today no tuitions..so after work, i went home and work out on my x-elliptical trainer for 45 mins...i muz say June is really a good influence..haha she gives mi the mental booster becoz i wanna be as thin as her..not tat thin but at least thinner than wat i am now..ok so after tat, had a chat with my parents during my dinner and waiting for Eric to come and pick mi..We arranged to go see aeroplanes today at one of the runways..
At arnd 930, he came and picked mi up ..not much planes to see today...Eric not a very lucky boy huh...tat time i went with Ginny and Wei Shing , we could practically see one plane taking off every 10 mins...haha..all SIA planes...but i oso like ANA planes too..nice colour it got...so we stood there toking crap and looking at the planes..they took off in a different direction this time..nonetheless, itz still nice to see it with Eric..haha different kind of mood and atmosphere...
However, there was a police car nearby and stopped in front of the gate..they dun have to drop off and open the gate...all the cars start moving off..so i called June and asked where she and Jay going..They happened to be going to East Coast Mac so we decided to go there join them as well...Haiz..shldnt have gone..i am practically being teased at for as long as we were there...stupid Eric...kip suaning mi but i muz say he is eloquent and good at crapping!! Crappy King..haha..his souring skills damn good...i cant take it liao!! Muz call for help and in the end, my buddy June joined in the fun of teasing mi..Arghz...but nvm, as long as my frens are happy being with mi..dun really mind being the joke..As Xiuwei always say i will provide jokes whether u need them or not! yupz after tat, Eric drove mi home and he headed home too.. Rest for tmr ktv!
25th August 2005
Today miting Eric, June and Jay for ktv...left the company early and so i ended up at Outram very early too..supposed to mit Eric at 730pm but i got there at 615...took a ride from a fren so i was there too early...decided to mit Eric at Clementi Mrt Station instead coz i rather travel or do something then waiting for him alone at Outram...we gonna sing somewhere there too...so i went to Clementi and he was late again...haiz but he was held up by his boss so i got nothing to say..anyway i was reading my manual while waiting so quite ok for mi to wait for him loh...then he came and he looks really cute in the white T shirt and jeans...quite handsome and casual..haha looks good in almost anything he wears...easy to buy shirts for him..i always like buying Man's tops..they look really nice and u feel good if the person carries the design well...so we had chicken rice at clementi and drank starfruit juice..tinks he like starfruit with pinch of salt..then we headed down to Tanjong Pagar..Cha Ren Zi Jia ktv ( Partyworld)..i am a loyalty for party world..good system, good service..prefers somerset one coz itz bigger..bigger tvs, bigger rooms and stuff..
June and Jay reached first and when i called june she din picked up coz she left her bag in Jay's car...then i called Jay and June picked up the phone..By right, they are frens now lar..but dunno lehz..looks more and more like gf liaoz..hahaha june is a tough nut to crack...but once u gain her good impression..it will be smooth sailing and i foresee that Jay has a good chance of winning her hand..Jay is very gentleman...can see how attentive he was towards June..so envious.. :P
for a gal, itz really nice to have a bf who behaves like a gentleman coz u will feel like a queen in his presence..tatz a tip for guys who are single!Be more attentive and caring towards the gal u like..she feels good in ur presence and easier to win her heart!!
Jay's singing ok lar..but he so funny..no wonder Eric says he is 1 kHz..monotonous one..haha Eric sang well but until the chorus part then he wun focus on the song..i tink he has a good voice to sing..esp english songs...chinese songs oso not bad..hehe
Went home at arnd 1am..after Eric sent mi home, i started missing him..in fact the frequency of tinking of him is increasing and i am afraid of it..the first thing i tot of when i wake up is him loh..wondering if he is awake yet and reached office, had his breakfast..guess i tink too much...i dunno wat i wan oso...he is not mine to kip..not single and available..y do i always get into fix like this?? i follow my heart more than my brains and i always get into troubles...tink i shld restrict myself more..but i muz say he is really attractive in his personality...i feel comfortable in his presence and tatz the feeling i am always looking for in guys..
thinkin' of you at ... 10:23 AM
i had two tuitions today...one at East Coast and the other one was at Tampines...after the tuitions, i called my 3rd sis Ah Xi to bring my Samsung V200 hp coz i wanna get a new hp mar...hehehe..so i went down to the shop which i usu buy my hp from..the shopkeeper used to be a lesbian so everytime i go down to buy hps, she will be very nice and helpful..not becoz she likes mi i tink but i tink most lesbians are very friendly lor...ok nowadays she changed her image...tink she is trying to become a woman again..then she become very temperamental and she has a very bad attitude and gives mi the impression that if i dun haf money to buy then juz get lost lor..wah u can say anything abt mi except money lor! not say i am very rich but when i wan to buy something, u can be sure of a sales deal with mi....anyway she quoted 70 for my samsung and 100 for my T610..i was quite pissed off by her attitude lar...even if she sells mi the same price i will not buy from her lar..i came to buy things not to see her ugly face lor...so i walked out of the shop with my sis and approached the other shop..selling same price but quoting higher for my V200...in the end i traded the 2 hps for 200 and bought a 7610 and 3120...at $550...hehe okie lar...i loved the 7610...same hp as Eric now...haha but tat was only part of the reason i got the hp..
So happy i got my new phone liaoz...then supposed to mit Eric, June and Jay go Devils ...So mi and Jay met up first...he is a pro racer...he got the ECU in his car lehz...but he is really a good driver...heard Eric says that he spent alot on modifying his car...fastest in S'pore...hahaha anyway we went coffee bean before june and eric came ...so chatted awhile and i find that looks are deceiving...he looks like an ah beng on the outside but from the way he talks, he doesnt behave like one...quite a gentleman as well and he is very fit...thatz the first thing june commented abt him..hahaha oh i missed june so much...finally got to see my 2nd darling...1st darling is ginny...hee...then followed by eric who came by and we went to Devils straight...Eric had 2 beers, mi had Bailey's on the rocks, midori 7-up and june had a vodka lime..we drink very little hor..but the guys gotta drive and i cant make it!! anyway Devils wasnt as crowded as before...but ok lar...too crowded oso not fun...nice songs, and lotsa beautiful gals...i tink singapore's standard of pretty gals improved quite alot..hahaha i am always on the look out for pretty things...One of june's guy fren turned up at Devils and he kept dancing with her lar..mi and eric cant stand it becoz we trying to get Jay and June together mar..quite match lar coz June got a really good impression of him..hahaha and tat fella dun even noe how to exchange numbers with her until i prompted him to do tat during our supper at Geylang for dim sum...So Eric go and blocked the guy from talking to her...haha so funny...he is always full of pranks...June say Eric is too playful and she prefers Jay...more decent she says...but to mi, i tink as the old saying goes, Man not naughty, Ladies dun like...hahaha i prefer playful guys but yet muz be mature when the time calls for it...find Jay abit boring..he makes mi feel tat i am a chatterbox...hahaha but nonetheless he is a nice guy...dun like gals to drink and smoke...June is the one lor...haha
I enjoyed myself tat nite very much...bought my new hps, chiong with my darlings and lotsa laughter...tatz wat life shld be abt!
thinkin' of you at ... 5:54 PM
Today going to have a gathering with a group of my frens from NTU...we got to know each other thru my fren, Kailing..who invited mi to join their grad trip to Redang last yr...haven seen this bunch of guys for a long long time...missed them somehow...but always too busy to mit up with them....haha so finally we met up..they are nice pple and we hit it off well during the trip when we first met each other and so they always call mi out whenever they have gatherings...Pple present are Pei Pei, Minghua, Tat Hong, Gim Yong, Xiao Yun and of coz Mickey!! more of coz but they couldnt make it for this one..Hui ling joined us later during coffee..we went for dinner at Crystal Jade La mian and Xiao Long Bao...i ordered a Spring onion oil La Mian..plain but really nice with the chilli...also ordered some side dishes like of coz Xiao Long Bao..nice! yummy!! after i buy my new hp then i will upload more photos in my blog..kind of wordy and boring....then we went off to starbucks for coffee and of coz i had my fav drink....Hazelnut Latte!! SO NICE! sat there and chat ..tok crap and arranging a next outing like Bukit timah hiking or thailand shopping trip...haha they forever so interested to travel...i can only afford weekend getaway now..cant take block leave ...i still under P plate...no licence yet!! Chatted and updating each other on our work...kind of hard to tok to them coz they are all business student..Kailing was from Biz Ad so i tell them engines, they dun quite understand and when they tell mi marketing, i am blur like sotong...haha but anyway, we tried to listen to each other and understand ba....fun to hang out with them..but maybe i too tired and sleepy..tatz y turn off quite early...left at arnd 10 plus and i took a cab home...now typing this blog to kip my diaries updated...hahaha
Nitez =)
thinkin' of you at ... 12:00 AM
Today was supposed to meet Eric to go NewAsia Bar...both of us haven been there before and so we decide to try out the place....i reached there rather early becoz i left the office at arnd 6...miting him at 730 at city hall mrt...on the way, mi, Tham, Lloyd and Jia Wei were in Shi hao's car...he drove us to Outram and we dropped off there...upon leaving the car, there was a gal who kept looking at our direction and when i tried to close the door after i walked out of the car, the gal walked towards Shi Hao's car...then it suddenly struck mi tat she was his gf...haha blur..she look a bit different from the photo i saw on Shi Hao's table..hehe couldnt recognise at tat point of time...haha...i hope his gf doesnt get the wrong idea...anyway itz really very nice of Shi hao to drive us to the mrt stat after work....he is a nice guy too...always helped mi in my work...anyway we are under the same boss...haha Turboshaft EBU...
I read my report while waited for Eric...he was late and after he came, we went to Cafe Cartel for dinner...i had a Pepper fish Spag and he had a chicken cutlet...then we went to New Asia Bar...at first we took the wrong lift and got to go back down to the lobby to change the lift..and luckily it was a Singaporean Indian lady who told us where to take the lift...a bit paiseh lar but quite ok coz at least she should know Singapore rather than being commented by a foreigner...haha it was a damn nice place...the night view of Singapore was clearly visible...very beautiful but Eric says the nightview in HK is even better...haha next time i muz go HK...
He ordered a Kilkenny and i ordered a cocktail called Peachy Love..got Vodka, Peach Snapps, peach Syrup and cranberry juice...it was quite nice lar after stirring but Eric says it taste like cough mixture...maybe itz the vodka and peach snapps combi...i simply love peach snapps but dun like vodka...anyway there was alot of caucasians around and few chinese there...lotsa SPGs...we stayed there till around 12plus and he drove mi home after tat...going to be late for work tmr!!
thinkin' of you at ... 11:47 AM
Today is the department meeting for the engineering dept...so i was asked to present on a recent engine investigation...i was so excited and nervous abt this presentation...first time attending a dept meeting and presenting on an engine inevstigation report..so i had spent several days preparing for it...sourcing for info and tech results...stressed...i even got to cancel some of my tuitions becoz of it...
Then in the morning, my boss TB passed mi some other technical resources to present ...the main idea is to intro to the new engineers what are fingerprint evidence and examination of the debris and oil sample of the engine...like a person who is murdered, u try to find tissues, fibres or anything tat might lead to the cause of death...i am like a doctor and a pathologist of an engine..so fun...haha..they use things like SEM and EDX ...sorry for the technical terms..guess most of the materials pple will noe wat tests are these...anyway, that was quite interesting to see how u can relate to the possible causes of the engine...i love my job now..as i am learning new things everyday and doing the things i really really like...nv regret joining the engine dept...tatz the place i belong...hahaha
guess i was too excited over the presentation..when i started about 3 slides, my boss told mi tat i am too fast and pple cant catch up with mi...hahaha.the whole board room was laughing their heads off lar..hehe i oso very paiseh...but i always speak super fast when i am excited..i am glad my boss and my repair engineers helped mi out when i got questions from the floor....so tired after this presentation...cancelled one tuition and i was on the way home with Xiu wei...he asked mi if i wanna wait for him to run then after tat go for dinner...he took only 20mins to finish up bedok reservoir lar...tat dude got long legs...haha..anyway i got nothing to do so i joined him...on the way to reservoir, we saw Wei Sheng and he was dragged along...kenna ambushed by us...haha we walked to the reservoir...chatted with Wei Sheng while Xiu Wei ran...after tat we went to Mac for dinner and tat was a long way from the reservoir..was cursing at Xiu wei for making mi walk so far lar...hahaha..after dinner with them, went back home and rest to prepare for another day's work...
thinkin' of you at ... 11:34 AM
This is Mr Eric..Took it at the Paris Ris Bowl after his competition!!
thinkin' of you at ... 10:07 PM
My Daddy and Mummy at my Convo!! Centennial Class of NUS 2005.. Time for more photo updates!!
Mi and Xiu Wei..my fav billiard Kaki!!!
STA Engines Rulez
My Kayaking Buddies!! Frenz Forever yeah ..=)
Ah Boon!!! My best Buddy and Saviour!!!
Chris (Left), Lionel and Mi!!
Eric, Hui Shan, Mi and Alex ..
Wei Shing and Mi...
This cute guy here is Sze Keat...love to crap with him!!
Choon Kit..The smartest and most cheeky guy I ever seen!!
Juz mi alone with a bear and bouquet of flowers.. haha
thinkin' of you at ... 9:50 PM
So stressed at work...early in the morning got to see engine testing coz a problematic juz came in...haiz..but we cant capture the fault in our test cell....tatz quite a problem...then i didnt go out for lunch with my usual kakis coz my technician, Wee won some lottery so treating us to 933 golden pillow! hehe itz nice lehz...i nv tried tat before...so we ate in the other test cell...haha so fun...thanks Wee!! then i went up to office to get my reports done..finally it was ok for one but the other, i need to source further information becoz of a fault made by the previous engineer who was now promoted as a program manager...he made the fault and now ask mi go dig up the old files and rectify it...wa liaoz...still got tat bloody face to ask mi do it..the report was altered at least 5 times by my mentor lar..i do until pek chek oreadi then tat PM suddenly ask mi go find more stuff....arghz!!
I was back in the office...feeling damn moody oreadi and saw two engine files on my table..new engines booked in...haiz they send engines like dun nid money one...then i was busy trying to get my ppt slides sent over to my personal email and the computer slow like dunno wat!!!!! ahhh...can STA buy better computers???i am sure they can do better than this lar....itz so fustrating...was talking to Sze hao and he was trying to help mi find photos for my ppt in the LAN but cant find it..and NOBODY has it???tatz a prob...they juz lazy to help mi find lor...IDIOTS....kaoz...they do things in an unsystematic way..no wonder cant find this and tat lar...haiz was complaining to Sze hao and then later he walked off after i was quiet..i din realized he walked off until my colleague Stanleigh stood behind mi, with a torchlight under his chin and say in a low voice' y so stress.........' i turned back and say 'dun scare pple like this can?' monotonically ..he damn super childish lar...how old liaoz???still behaving like tat???i am blowing up with the work and nid to rush home for my X-trainer and so many things to do...then he still come up with these stunts...wa liaoz...itz not funny...i wonder y he still behave like this even after he is married??????
I took a lift from Sze hao and went home for dinner...haha my trainer came at 7pm...yeah so i watched tv arnd 8 plus then go bathe...coz going to mit Eric mar...i trained myself 40mins on the trainer and burned only 500 cals lar...so little..muz work harder to change my weight...hahaha then bathe and Eric came to pick mi up at 930pm...he stays in Hougang and his fren oso stays there but he came down all the way to pick mi from Tamp and go back to his fren's hse....we had coffee at a coffeeshop and waited for his fren to come down...we chatted alot..and really love to chat with him...he always noe the right things to say...when to be quiet and when to tok...Ladies' man..haha and now i cant stand him coz he keeps calling mi by a code number...so irritating!!!haha and i will hit him each time he does tat!! anyway, we went for billiards at a saloon near katong shopping centre...his fren is called Shui liang...he is a funny chap...very friendly and nice to tok to....so we played from 11 plus to 3 plus lor....played number balls too...number ball more fun to play...haha anyway, if i lose, itz on Eric and if i win, itz mine to kip...hahahaha i was juz kidding with him but he took it lar...then we went for supper at Geylang...not too sure where is it but the minced pork noodle was said to be good...i wasnt hungry so didnt try...maybe next time then i try it...Eric sent his fren to Hougang first then send mi home and then make a turn back to Hougang again...he is really very gentleman in any sense....really nice to have known him thru Nightlife.sg....i am glad we got to know each other...hahaha
thinkin' of you at ... 7:51 PM
So stressed in work these few days...haiz..really hard to be a female engineer working in a male-dominated industry...the production pple and engineering people has got really differing views in the workscope...for an example, i got an engine coming in for some checks and installation..my mentor( engrg dept) wants to verify some doubts he has for this engine and asked mi to send some enquiry email to the manufacturer of this engine model..so while waiting for the email reply, the production engineer,Lau asks mi why i am taking so long to prescribe a workscope for this module...so i told him that i am waiting for a reply...he immediately jumped at mi and raised his voice saying i cannot be so dependent on the OEM..if everything must ask them then watz the use of the engineering dept and u as engineer???wah he was so loud and fierce that even the technicians turned to look at him..i swallow everything and tolerated his stupid temper lor...the thing was not in the manual and if anything goes wrong, i am sure the OEM will push the blame to us..is he going to take the responsibility??he is very experienced and doesnt really listen to the engrg dept..i told him it was my mentor's idea to wait for the reply..and he doesnt buy that ...simply thinks tat i should be old enuff to make decisions and he believes that the OEM will tink i am asking stupid qns and they wun reply...oh my god, i am old enuff to think but not experienced enuff to make such decisions wat...stupid old fag!luckily the OEM replied mi coz maybe they noes that i am the new engineer and tatz y they understand mi...wah liaoz...he scold mi until i feel like crying liaoz...i mean he scold mi until i feel tat i am damn stupid and useless lar...i dun tink tat i am and i didnt want to use my rank to put him off..i think working for so long din make him any wiser in handling human relationships..totally no respect for pple...
anyway, after work, i met up with Desmond for dinner and movie...We went to Somerset Cineplex Leisure to get our tix..watch the movie ' Land of the Dead'...had our dinner at NYDC...both of us had baked rice and my fav drink Lemon Shiver...yummy..then went to walk for awhile at Heeren and proceeded for our movie ..the show was ok lar...i gif it 2.5 stars upon 5 actually becoz itz nothing new except the dead now noes tat they can walk past a river ( tends to scared of water in most shows) ..i mean they are dead so it shouldnt matter where they go as long as they dun get blast in their heads..this time, the show is more gross as they really show how the dead tears up the flesh of living humans..there was a scene that was quite sad...most of the living were fenced up by high voltage wires in a area that is controlled by a very rich and ruthless man...he built a very nice condo and mostly only the rich living gets to stay there...the poor stranded on the streets..so the dead finally made a move towards this city leaded by a black dead man who was smart even though he was dead..the dead could communicate,not by talking of coz, and think which was rather different from other shows...there was a 'cleaning' vehicle tat was meant to destroy as many dead as they can and it was stolen..but eventually was retrieved by the leader of the crew that kills the dead..so on their way back trying to salvage the situation when the dead had already entered the city, they were juz too late..the wires that were used to protect the living became the trap when the dead attacks..when they reached, the dead were feeding on the living..it was very sad as there was nothing they could do but bombed the city to remove all the dead...so if u wanna noe more abt the movie, then catch it!
Then after that, i went home on a cab but Alex wanna come and pick mi up..he is really nice lar...everytime when i am outside, he will msg mi and ask mi if i wans him to pick mi up...we are juz frens but he will do tat everytime he noes i am outside...so he came and send mi home...everytime he will juz come down and pick mi home...tatz all...dunno wat to say abt this guy...he is nice lar but i dun have the special feeling for him....it makes mi feel bad tat everytime he comes is juz to pick mi up...next week then find a proper time to meet and thank him then...
thinkin' of you at ... 7:19 PM
Felt lousy at work today...sianz...i am not tired of working..juz tat there is a lack in motivation to work hard becoz of someone..cant kip tat fella out of my mind...tat feeling is killing mi..i wonder when will i forget everything....arghz....how i wish i can invent a micro chip and put it in my brain...function like a computer hard disk where i can delete all the awful memories...but itz wrong to do tat coz a person will nv grow up without the happy and unhappy incidents..My life story will nv be complete without these memories...humans are so conflicting..next life,i wan to be a tree or a seagull..roam freely and with no worries.....can i have wings and escape from my sadness????this is terrible...anyway i have trying to be cheerful in front of my friends..didnt wan them to worry abt mi...i tried to kip myself occupied by working hard, talking to my friends, meeting up with friends whom i haven seen for a long time..nice but tired.. i tried hard to kip myself occupied and tired so tat i cant tink of anyone before i go to sleep...
Anyway, met up with Teng..she is my manager when i used to work at Georges Beach Cafe at Pasir Ris Fisherman Village...she is a very close fren of mine...so we went for coffee at starbucks again..had my favorite drink, Iced Cafe Latte with Hazelnut!! yummy....love the taste of hazelnut and coffee..talked abt our work place and she always got funny stories to tell mi..abt how ignorant and silly a staff of her was at the new Georges outlet..tat staff was also a fren of mine but for his age, i tink he is too immature and childish to handle a pub when my boss David wasnt arnd...Bossy and immature...I worked with him once and i dun like his attitude becoz he is too bossy..i am his senior and he tries to teach mi how to do things when his standard of service was so bad and always get complaints...idiot..anyway, after coffee with Teng, i went to Pasir Ris Bowl at the NTUC chalet there..Eric was there for his company's bowling competition..though i was already very tired, but i guess since i got nothing to do, so juz go down and support him...it was quite fun coz his frens were very friendly and chatty..so i dun felt quite left out when i was there...they played very well i tink...my hands oso itching to play when i saw them playing last nite...the real match started at arnd 12am and we had a mini celebration for National Day before the competition commenced....first time in my life celebrating National Day..hahaha so weird...ok anyway, they played well..Eric had 4 strikes in a row during one of the 3 rounds of the match...it was a team game and all showed good sportsmanship..so we stayed arnd 3am and Eric sent mi home...i was so tired tat i fell asleep when i touched my bed...got tuitions the next morning mar...tired!!!!
thinkin' of you at ... 5:50 PM
6th August 2005
ST Engineering has a function today at Clementi Stadium for celebration of the National Day...so early in the morning, Xiu wei, Francis and I met at Tanah Merah Mrt and Allen came to pick us up and drive to Clementi Stadium..had breakfast at Mac at Ghim Moh...then drove down to stadium..our MCs were Wu Xu Ma Li and Desmond Koh from FM 933...Desmond looks cute lor..haha but didnt get to close up to him...it was quite boring coz morning have to do Singapore workout and those demonstrators are idiots lar...stand so low and expect everyone to see them..sianz..then after tat was some Japanese drum performance,telematches and our own ST Idols..haha not bad lar they sing..but i tink i sing better!!hahahaha..juz kidding..anyway there was lucky draws with fabulous prizes like air tickets to London, Tokyo and Hongkong...haiz i din manage to get it...so sad...mainly dominated by the Marines...lucky them...hahaha then after tat, we went off to Parkway Parade for lunch at Sakae Sushi with Francis, Xiu wei, Bryan and Allen..Allen footed the bill coz Francis was making him to pay for it..haha then i went to look at hps...wanted to get 6670 but a bit too big...my fav hp now is 7610...i goin to get it soon when i get my next pay check...need to change a phone for a new start! maybe i will change my numbers soon....to prevent unwanted pple from calling mi....dun wan to kip in contact with pple i dun wan to see anymore...but i look at the hps and all quite ex lar..the best thing was tat i didnt have my wallet with mi coz i dropped it in my sis bf car...haiz..then wanted to borrow from Francis to get the phone but then cant really decide wat i wan...and i noe i am running very low on cash anyway...overspent this month again...so i didnt buy it..Allen came to mi and say, if i were u , i would buy it...kaoz...who dunno tat?he nv see mi spend money before lor...pple who noes mi know tat i cant kip my money and spend like running tap lar...if i haf the money now, i wouldnt think so much to get the hp lor..haiz...idiot...was rather pissed off lar..so i went off to tuition....then met up with Ginny to go ECP again...so next time, if i ever go missing, look for mi else where...i go there too often liaoz...pple wil noe i am hiding there...so i wun go there if i wan to be missing..maybe find mi in Mauritius????went to ECP and told her everything abt wat happened...haiz i didnt want to tell her abt it...i still haf my pride...but if dun tell her,i always feel tat she is missing out on something and i dun like tat feeling...so i told her and expected some harsh words and scoldings...i noe she scold mi for my own good but i noe i can sort out my feelings better on my own then pple coming forward to scold mi...haiz...then we went to ANg Mo Kio and pick TS to go to Loyang Temple there to pray...they say ur prayers come true if u prayed there....so i pray for good health for my family, harmonious and well to do...for my sisters to score good grades in their results and for mi, i hope tat i dun haf conflicts in my work, work go smoothly and yearly pay increment or promotion??haha and bad guys stay away from mi!! after tat, we went to Changi V for dim sum supper..packed something for ah Xi and ah Feng...met Karen there to get back my wallet..she happened to be there...then went home liaoz..
7th August 2005
Sunday, tuition day...supposed to have 4 but i cancelled one and tat is Sinhui's session...coz i was at Parkway already..wanted to get a gym stepper for workout..so after tuition, i went to Parkway...saw the stepper which wasnt really good and up to my expectation and the salesman recommended something else..the elliptical cross trainer!! i was quite pleased with its function...i am lazy to go gym and dun like to go gym when there are many pple...lazy to run so if i have the cross trainer then i can work out at home anytime i wan...hahha it cost mi $728...quite ex lar..but i still wan a set....so i paid 50% upfront and the rest by installments...also wanna apply the UOB and DBS lady's card...the Men dun get it!! haha looks cool for the discounts and priviledges they have...first yr waiver so get one now!i went fot tuition at Aljunied and bedok...went Tampines to meet Junli, Yanlan and Yu yun...almost forgot i am meeting them today..went for dinner at Cafe Cartel....and coffee at Starbucks..tink i spend too much on food this month....they bought mi a present for my bdae..it was a Renoma key pouch..i love it so much!!! Thanks gals!!! so we chatted and they are the only gals i contacted from my Sec Sch...by the way, Junli know mi for arnd 12 yrs and Yanlan with mi for 18 yrs since Kindergarten...haha..Yuyun since Sec 1....so glad to have them as my friends...i always felt blessed by the friends arnd mi..i am glad that my friends are always arnd whenever i need them....thanks for being arnd when i need u guys......i can live without a guy but not without my frens.......
"We are not alone when we were born, coz our family was with us...
We are not alone when we are walking through our lives, coz our friends will support us...
We are not alone when we die, coz our loved ones will remember us..."
"Treasure the times that u have to be with our loved ones,
Cherish the fate that u have in order to know each other,
Tell your loved ones that u really love them before itz too late to let them know...."
Quoted by Jacelyn
thinkin' of you at ... 11:32 PM
Haven been updating my blogs...many things happened to mi these few days..haiz..i finally realized how stupid and silly i was..i think i still dunno how to handle that fragile thing named 'Love'..i dunno what is love all abt...time for a good break..i have been too impatient abt finding my dream guy and ended up doing all the wrong things that i have been doing..only Ginny will understand and noe what i am toking abt..not feeling too good these few days..in fact, i am depressed...something bad happened and i nv expected it to happen to mi...i dun tink i can ever forget it...wanted to go for a break...a short trip to somewhere and maybe i will be back to the time when i am still schooling..where my concerns are only books,results, my family and friends...my present job doesnt allow mi to do tat and i dun have the time for it too...tatz quite sad becoz i cant do the things i want...is tat life is all abt??no freedom to do what i want??will find some time to do the getaway trip..want to be alone in a foreign place where nobody noes mi and i can relax and forget my heartaches at least for the time being...
4th Aug 2005
Thanks Sze hao for sending mi to East Coast park after work..he noes tat i was very upset and when i asked him if itz convenient to send mi to ECP..he send mi to my exact spot right away...thanks alot..i didnt wan to gif tuition or mit up with anybody ..juz wan to be alone at ECP...let the breeze clear my head and wash away my tears...a very sad thing happened to mi..like i mention i nv expected it to happen to mi at all..all i can say is,i was playing with fire and got myself badly burnt...really very sad...tried to call Terrence but he didnt ans..i knew he was on his way to fly so tatz y he didnt ans..got back to mi when he was back yesterday...thanks...i sat there alone, tinking thru things and cry my heart out...i like to cry..not becoz i am weak but crying makes mi feel comfortable and at least i dun haf to bottle up my feelings and one day,end up with an explosion!i sat there until 9plus and was ready to go home..took a bus out and was waiting for cab until my sis, Karen called mi and told mi tat my 4th sis ran away from home, my mum slammed the phone against her own head after a heated argument...i wanted to get home quick but not a single cab in sight...i was worried for my mum...she tends to get extreme at times and i was really worried..i called Karen and her bf wants to send mi home together with her..he speeded like nobody's business but really good driving skills he got i tink...then we got home and i ran up the stairs..luckily my mum wasnt bleeding..if not, i would kill my sis..always make my mum angry and worried abt her..i then noe wat was going on at home from ah Xi ...so i went all over my place to look for her but she couldnt be found...my dad was ready to wack her oreadi lor...so i went back home and fell asleep while i waited for her...early in the morning, she was home oreadi and ready to go to sch...she behaved as if nothing has happened..ask her anything, she didnt wan to say...so i oso cant be bothered anymore...tok to her on many occasions...motivated her to work hard today and next day, she is back to her lazy self again..
5th Aug 2005
My office problems first: Haiz...engineering dept and production dept works too differently...itz a challenge for mi to work like a troubleshooting engineer and at the same time, work like a production engineer...everything must be fast..tink fast, work fast and push out engine fast...stressed...TB(my mentor) says the crack form is not necessary if a crack is of a known cause so in the end, i went to the repair section and voided the form..the technician at NDT crushed and threw away the form until i saw Lau ( Workshop Engr) ...he asked mi where is my form and i say TB say no nid form so i voided it..he wanted the form back and asked mi to go look for it..he didnt sounded friendly at all...almost like ordering mi to go back to the rubbish bin and get it back...idiot..so i went back to NDT and they found it for mi..badly crushed!die liaoz..TB asked mi to re issue another form and this time to gif it to Lau and file...they so contradicting!! haiz...stucked in the middle like tat....arghz..anayway today was supposed to meet my FYP mates for dinner...our mthly outing...turnout was good...with Chris, Choonkit, Wei shing,Phyllis, Keat, Lionel, Stephen and Eugene...our grp getting kind of big now..haha it was fun..we went to Breeks at Taka to eat then went to Coffee Club to drink coffee...so nice....i always enjoy going out with them...they are very very nice guys to hang out with..so i took Wei Shing's car and drove Lionel home first...then I didnt wan to go home early so ask Wei Shing if he wanna see planes...went to Changi V that stretch of rd to see planes take off....only then i told Wei Shing wat had happened to mi .....i didnt wan to tell anybody including Ginny coz i find it very embarrassing to do so...it was almost a humiliation to mi...a drop in my pride and dignity for someone who wasnt even worth it...anyway, only him and Ginny knew wat happened...itz past and i haf no wish to record this in my diary at all...i juz wan to forget it and hopefully time can heal my wounds and sad memories...it will...i noe it will...i have been hurt too many times to know how well the magic of time works for mi...so we stayed until 1 plus and then went home..it was a lucky nite coz we get to see the SIAs taking off at the particular lane...one landing was done too....lucky Wei Shing..
thinkin' of you at ... 10:55 PM
Today i met up with Eugene..he is a post grad doing his Phd in Materials Science..got to noe him as he was my tutor for a Material Module and i was doing Materials Sci for my fyp..thus, we noe each other better from there...haha i guess pple might tink he is quite old rite??but he is not ..only 27 this yr and i tink he had accomplished more things than many pple of his age..but well pple have different goals and missions to fulfill in his/her life...so itz rather a subjective view of how much a person has accomplished..
Anyway, we met up for dinner at suntec city..haha the same resturant that i went with Desmond on my bdae...cant help it..coz i really really love the Seafood Sphagetti there!! Delicious...he had a lobster and chicken combo and i tot the lobster looks more like crayfish..but anyway, it was a great meal...i can talk freely with him and he can listen to mi while i tok..so communication wise wasnt a prob...i was rather worried that we might not have any topics to tok abt and ended as a boring meet up...then we went to Altivo at Mt Faber...tot it was a nice place to chill out after work...haha he had a Sex on the Beach while I had a Tropical Peach made of Vodka, Peach Snapps and cranberry juice...my fav liqueur is Butterscotch, Peach Snapps, Baileys and whiskey, i like Chivas and Macallan...so nice....haha my fav cocktails are lychee martini, lamboghini and midori 7-up...so nice.....but i am not an alcoholic..i only drink these most of the time when i am at a club or pubs...Harry's bar serves great cocktails...esp the Boat Quay branch..i used to work there as a waitress, part time during my Uni days....learn a lot of things there and i cant forget the good memories of the place..
Half way thru, Boon called mi and say he got some problem...so upon probing, he say he dunno wat to do with a gal who likes him and he dun like..i tot tat was simple but he say i very cruel...i mean i told him to say something like: I appreciate the feelings that u have for mi and thank u very much...but i guess we are not really compatible and maybe we would be better off being frens... i noe it may be hurting but itz worse if u continue to drag on without making ur stand clear...itz so unfair and irresponsible of a person to drag this on and in the end, u nv realise u have hurt the person more than u had imagined...so i tink the best way is still breaking out the bad news early...at least she can gif up and look for better pastures out there... ;p
So after the dinner and drinks, he sent mi home...itz really nice of him coz he stays in Clementi and at Mt Faber, he was so near home but he still offer to send mi home at Tampines...a gentleman...haha some guys arent like tat and fortunately, most of the guy frens i had wasnt like tat...if not, all of them will get it from mi! they noe wat i am capable of!!!!
thinkin' of you at ... 10:58 PM
I am a simple person,fun loving and hope to live happily everyday and every single moment...
I Like Freedom...
I Hate Hypocrites!! Stay Away from me!!
I always believed that we live our lives to fulfill our dreams and to seek the person we love most on earth and be together forever..
just like Altair and Vega..
I seek for true love on earth but kind of disappointed with this journey as true love seems non-existent...
Everyone of us should live with Dreams..
Itz our Dreams that make us different from all Other Living Creatures..
Itz Our Dreams that Make Our Lives Meaningful and fulfuilled...
Start Your Imagination Wild now..Because Dreaming is Free!
Dare to Dream, Dare To Fail..
Live Your Life The Way You Want It Because It is Your Life ..
We Live Once so Live it To The Max!
.:. My Likes .:.
I Like My Life...
I Like The Seas and Oceans...
I Like BMWs and AirBus 380...
Most Importantly, I Love My family and my close friends who have supported me always ..Never giving me up and be my listeners..
.:. My Hates .:.
I Hate Lecherous Guys!! Be Sorry if you are disrespectful to Gals in front of Me!!
I Hate Brinjals and Cabbages!!
I Hate Flying Cockroaches!!
I Hate Myself Without Dreams and Be Negative!!
*May 2005
*June 2005
*July 2005