 
7th Dec 2006
Today is Ah xi’s birthday…my third sister…so I meet my dear dear first before I went to meet her at Tampines Interchange..Wanna buy her a watch as a birthday gift…time flies fast…she is 21 years old this year…hee…my beloved little sister…though she can be quite bad-tempered at times but she is the nicest and the most cool gal I ever will see and praise…she is pretty , tall , slim and smart..what more can she ask for?? Haha…I noe she is having a hard time to cope with her studies and getting pocket money…hmm..i am trying to earn as much as I can but unless I do sales, if not, my salary will be capped… haiz… time and money..which one should I choose?? Anyway, dear dear was very nice..he went with mi and ah xi to choose her bdae gift..it was then we saw a really nice watch for men… It is Seiko Criteria… Dear has got good taste ..he likes the limited edition with a black metal strap … this watch is really useful becoz it can tell world time..relevant and helpful to his work..but it was kind of ex… I knew he really like the watch so I have made up my mind to buy for it…that is the only thing I can afford with my pay now.. haha  then we went to shop for a chocolate cake for ah xi..she went to eat dinner with her friends and will be back for the cake cutting with us at home.. so dear dear paid for her cake as a bdae present for her… hee… my dear is so sweet and thoughtful.. so we had dinner at home and Mum cooked tonic soup coz I told her my dear having backache so mum wanna cook some tonic for both of us…eh.. sounds like we are married right?? And we are going home to visit my mum?? Haha … then while watching tv, dear dear’s sister called to get keys from him coz she forgot to bring her one..in the end, dear dear didn’t get to cut the cake with my 3rd sis…I brought home some cake for him to try.. haha..
8th Dec 2006
Today I finally went to Hog’s breath for dinner with Choon Kit, Chris , Sze Keat, Phyllis, Wai Kit, Kaifong and Weixing!! Haha our ME gang gathering…always enjoyed their company..i ordered a salmon coz I did not want to eat beef… though it is well known for beef and steak… haiz… dear dear says their steak is the best… but I guess when I come with dear, then I will eat steak.. haha  so while I was having dinner halfway, dear dear called and ask if I am coming home.. I thought I was going to be home soon so I said yes.. anyway, he wants mi to buy food for his mum… haiz.. I feel like a daughter –in-law now…  then on the way while weixing sends mi home, dear keep calling to ask if I am coming home..saying that his mum wants her food…I was rather pissed coz I was very tired from work and after dinner with my frens..and yet still got to run errand..since I am already running an errand, I thought it wouldn’t be nice to rush mi like tat… later I realized that it was Sharmaine rushing mi… haiz…this little girl..i dunno what to do abt her… she is rude, naughty and not tat cute afterall… haiz.. I hope my daughter next time will not be like her..if not, I will go to grave 10 years earlier…  anyway, her presence made mi think twice abt having a kid of my own in the future…haiz.. mi still not quite willing to share my dear dear with my kids… haha
14th Dec 2006
Today I meet up with June for dinner… initially I asked dear dear to come.. last minute, dear dear called mi and said he didn’t want to come.. I was quite disappointed but I didn’t wan to force him to come if he doesn’t want to… so I waited at cityhall mrt station for june.. Suddenly I saw this very familiar face in the crowd…haha I realized that it was dear dear.. he is so cute to give mi a surprise… I love him so much…feel a lot of warmth when I hold his hands…feel security when I am in his arms… so sweet.. hee…I love him so much…Dear dear had a burger and a fish and chips while I had a Alfredo spagetthi… it was so creamy and nice I tot.. haha June as usual, just had a sandwich..my dear friend is lacto-intolerance so she cant eat cheese..somehow the waitress did not hear her instructions and we got to change the order again…  anyway, it was a nice meet up with June..after that, we went home and tatz the end of the day..kind of boring isn’t? u wake up early in the morning to work.. u started working when the day just break and u stop until the sun sets…and whatever time u left for ur family is so precious and little… wish I had more money and I can spend every single day with dear dear but tat would be boring too coz if u see each other too often, u wun get tat “absence makes the heart grow fonder kind of feeling..” haha..
15th Dec 2006
Dear dear has got 3 movie tickets and we decided to bring his nephew to go and watch a movie with us..he is 10 years old and haven been to a cinema so we decided to bring him out… we went to suntec city to watch the movie at Eng Wah… On the way to suntec city, I tried to talk to dear dear and get him interested in what I am saying…but he seems to be listening and not participating in the conversation…I always think that a couple should communicate more often as it is through communication , then we learn to understand one another…so I got fed up and kept quiet… he knew something is wrong once I clammed up… so he tried to talk to mi ..haiz.. so I tell him what I feel … he told mi that he doesn’t talk when he has nothing to say …and it is ok for silence in between us…but I dun like tat feeling when we got nothing to say to each other… dear dear doesn’t talk much sometimes.. anyway, I was ok after we stepped out of the mrt station…
Since we have got a kid with us, we wanna watch something cartoon..hahaha so we watched “Happy Feet”..heard many good reviews about tis movie..yup it is indeed a nice and heart-warming movie.. we had dinner at Suntec food court before proceeding to watch the movie…
16th Dec 2006
Itz been a very long time since I last met up with my 4E1 (sec sch) classmates… and I am glad that they organize a BBQ for a gathering…a lot of us have changed.. I didn’t see a classmate of mine…her name is Xiao hui..i used to think that she is quite a tomboy and wouldn’t get married so fast.. and now she is already a mother of 2…second one on the way…haiz… so looks can be deceiving when we are young and ignorant…another classmate of mine, Si yun has got married to another classmate of mine, Chung Khang.. expected..haha coz they have been together for a long time… feel happy for them!! So we had BBQ and I thought the BBQ costs quite a bit coz we need to pay 18 dollars for it..there was chalet also.. but I didn’t stay overnight.. I talked to Yuyun, Huiqing and some other classmates of mine..had a great time and glad to know everybody is doing well…
21st Dec 2006
Dear dear gonna meet mi at Central for dinner today…so I msg and asked him where he was before I reached the interchange and he told mi he was already there.. I called him and he said he was at TAKA Jewellery.. hmm… I told him I wan a bracelet so I think that was his purpose there..haha.. I told him I dun like citygems.. but the design I am looking for sells too ex in other shops like SK, SooKee and goldheart… so I guess TAKA fits the bill… anyway, I love the bracelet .. itz really nice…most importantly, he is the first one to give me such an expensive gift…normally, I am the one buying a lot of expensive gifts for my bfs…but I am glad that now I really find one who is caring and really loves mi with all his heart..
I remember when I was hospitalized in year 2003..i had a relationship with a guy … it wasn’t really clear between us if we were in a relationship..until when I was hospitalized and he decided that he wants to be with another girl..it was Christmas that year… and all I get from him was a walking stick candy from his office xmas tree to wish mi well…I will never forget how hurtful it was… to think that I actually meant nothing after doing so much for him… anyway, this guy is as good as dead in my mind…I only care about a person now and tatz my dear…
Anyway, we had dinner after buying the bracelet and a company called mi... I applied sometime earlier to be Conference Producer..not too sure what I need to do but I guess itz different from my jobscope now… a bit tired of my job… so I immediately went to dear dear’s place to show and discuss with him abt the job prospects… dear dear asked mi if I sent my resume and I say I did… he was angry..he say my resume was like shit and how could I just send that thing so hastely… oh my god… Buddha also will get angry if u say his scriptures are like shit loh.. so I got angry then dun wan to tok to him..he asked mi if I am angry… I say no.. then he kip nudging mi but I ignored him..he walked out of the room with his eyes and nose a bit red… I looked at him and I felt so guilty for making him angry and sad…. I apologized and told him abt it… so he knew he was at fault for not being tactful…. Anyway, we were fine liaoz..haha
I am a simple person,fun loving and hope to live happily everyday and every single moment... 
I Like Freedom... 
I Hate Hypocrites!! Stay Away from me!!
I always believed that we live our lives to fulfill our dreams and to seek the person we love most on earth and be together forever..
just like Altair and Vega..
I seek for true love on earth but kind of disappointed with this journey as true love seems non-existent... 
Everyone of us should live with Dreams..
Itz our Dreams that make us different from all Other Living Creatures..
Itz Our Dreams that Make Our Lives Meaningful and fulfuilled...
Start Your Imagination Wild now..Because Dreaming is Free!
Dare to Dream, Dare To Fail..
Live Your Life The Way You Want It Because It is Your Life ..
We Live Once so Live it To The Max! 
.:. My Likes .:.
I Like My Life...
I Like The Seas and Oceans...
I Like BMWs and AirBus 380...
Most Importantly, I Love My family and my close friends who have supported me always ..Never giving me up and be my listeners..
.:. My Hates .:. 
I Hate Lecherous Guys!! Be Sorry if you are disrespectful to Gals in front of Me!!
I Hate Brinjals and Cabbages!!
I Hate Flying Cockroaches!! 
I Hate Myself Without Dreams and Be Negative!! 
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