 
21st Oct 2006
Gourmets' Weekend!! haha mi and dear loves to shop at NTUC...so we saw a can of Braised Pig trotters..my mum used to cook bee hoon with it...surprisingly, his mum does tat too..so he wanted to cook the bee hoon for mi...very sweet hor...he always like to cook for mi...so we bought the can and bee hoon, went up to his place to ask his mim for recipe and ingredients...hee we got Cai xin...my dear cant differentiate which veg is which....haha yah..then we bought eggs oso...so early in the  Saturday morning, we woke up early to cook coz i got tuition mar...hee...so we had fun cooking..he fried the garlic and egg omelette..then he put in the bee hoon while i cut and wash the veg...then pour in the can of pig trotters...he removes the bones so that itz easier to eat...meticulous!! yeah...then he stewed the bee hoon for a while and itz ready to eat...not bad for a first timer...it taste like what my mum cooks!! hee...too bad, i forgot to take a picture of it....nvm..next time, he cook then i wil take a picture of it...
He has a flight simulator session at 1am tonight...so we went over to his mum's place for an early dinner...then we went to shop at NTUC again..this time we gonna wrap Wanton (Meat dumplings)..haha coz we saw that there are water chestnuts at his mum's place..so we bought meat and wrap...then went back to take garlic and marinate the meat...haha dear's sis wanna help but dear tell her i wanna do it myself...so i put light soy sauce, pepper, sesame oil, green chopped onions, water chestnuts, prawns (compliment from his sister!) and cornflour...smells good... before dear went off for his flight, we wrapped the dumplings together and with Quan as well too..we will cook it after he is back tmr morning!!
Dear came back at 5plus..he slept awhile and i woke him up at 10 to cook the dumplings...some of it, we fried and the rest cooked soup...so nice and yummy!!!
23rd Oct 2006
Today marks the eve of Hari Raya...I wish all my Malay friends "Selamat Hari Raya" ...i wish itz a 2 days holiday rather than just one...anyway, got to come back to work on Monday coz i dun wan to waste my leave...9.50 days left for this year...need to save it for next year as i am planning a trip to some place with my best sister, Ginny! haha..must go for NATAS fair and see what are the cheap and good deals..most likely not going to Barcelona as itz kind of dangerous for just the 2 of us...many of my friends including guys got robbed or threatened by knife...cant imagine what will happen to me and ginny if we are there all alone...
So since today is a public holiday eve, i wanna go out with my dear dear ..so i ask him meet mi at 615pm at the bus stop then we can go to Bishan Junction 8 to shop and dine...i just had a bad feeling today that i will quarrel with him..actually, i very seldom quarrel with my bf coz most of the time, i didnt want to pick up fights..and Mark has been very sweet coz he oso gives in at times...but not this time...hmph!
So after work, i met him and he brought his nephew, Yong Quan along...they have a close relationship so Mark does bring him out at times when we go dating...but everytime when he brings him out, we will have some slight unhappiness...tatz what i feel...
We reached Junction 8 and wanna decide what to eat...i was tinking since Quan seldom come out then bring him to eat nice food like Swensen or Delifrance or Ajisen..ok Dear was ok with it at first..but he was tinking not to eat too expensive stuff coz we had an expensive one at Kenny Rogers yesterday with Kailing and Angela... oh ya...that makes my blood boil again... Mi, Ling and Angela were supposed to meet for dinner to advance celebrate Ling's bdae...so last minute, i decide to try my luck and see if my dear wants to go out with mi for dinner with them...surprisingly, he said ok...i quickly rushed finished my tuitions and supposed to meet him at 7pm together with kailing and angela..tat 2 gals went to roller blade and after that went to buy blades..cant believe that i kenna dua by my same group of frens 2 times!! they were super late the other time we were supposed to meet!! next time, i gonna do it to them oso!! hmph! :p
630pm when i called mark, he was still sleeping..understandable coz he was working the other day...so we had dinner together at Kenny Rogers...quite nice la...i haven eat that for a long time...
ok yah back to Monday...so dear was tinking we had an expensive meal yesterday, so shouldnt spend so much to eat today...but i was tinking that Quan very seldom come out so i wanna treat him to the nice food mar...i mean, mark is his uncle..dear probably noes that he is a bit picky when it comes to food....so in the end, i rebutted dear's every suggestion...then he wasnt too happy...when i asked him watz wrong..he says 'next time, dun ask mi to choose wat to eat' ..eventually we settled at Cafe Cartel...but Quan dun like the food...initially we were seated so i say very rudely to Quan ' if u dun have anything u wanna eat here, then we will get out of here.' Quan says " can we just leave??" then i say " y not?" i took my bag and walked out...
so mi and dear didnt tok..Quan asked mi if we are eating..i say "ya" then he ask mi "Go where" i say " go food court"...so we found a food court and sit down..surprisngly, he was happier to be there...haiz dunno wat this kid is tinking..i gave him 10 bucks to buy his food..mi and dear didnt eat...we just stare away from one another...Quan finish his food and we go off...i dun wan to follow him home so i dropped off half way at Ginny's place...went to find Ginny to complain...haha my buddy...though she was busy with her projects...the moment i went over, she just put down everything and listen to mi...haiz...where to find such a nice gf...hee..yah then dear msg mi " are u coming back tonite?" so i say ya..my intention was to go back and take my stuff to prepare for my tuition tmr...Ginny drives mi back...so i walked into the house...dear oso ignored mi and he just continue playing his game..then i saw his 2 nephews in the house...i was very tired..wanna sleep liaoz..but i cant sleep with them in the room and plus dear doesnt want to tok to mi..so i packed my stuff and asked ginny to drive mi to ecp ( she and her bf planning to go there) so itz quite on the way..i just walked out of the house...while waiting for ginny , i was damn angry with Mark...so he came down and asked mi where am i going. i say i am going home...then he asked mi " y i wanna go home?" i say " becoz he dun wan to tok to mi"...then he denied that...he got angry and say : " y everytime when i am angry, i always take it as his fault?" hmm...isnt tat obvious?? if u are angry, u will oso tink the other person is at fault not u, urself mar..ok...so i was tugging him, asking him to make himself clear..he jerked mi away and say he doesnt wan to tok...then i pulled him and stared hard at him..so he asked mi " wat did we quarrel over? over we cant eat Swensens?? isnt tat dumb?? " haha and we both start luffing...yup..now back to peace...i dun like to quarrel oso mar...anyway, he is the first bf to ever chase after mi when i leave...so touched.....haha i was angry oso becoz he nv come and coax mi la...idiot lehz...want mi to coax him when he give mi a black face!!
Anyway, my fren from my previous MLM company borrowed money from mi..he had some problem with his gf and need 100 bucks...although tat doesnt make sense to mi, but i still lend him coz he say he cant find his good frens...seriously, i am not very close to him either...and since i quitted my MLM business, i nv kept in contact with him anymore...yah...anyway, i hope he keeps his promise to return mi today...
24th October 2006
Today is a happy day for me..coz my dear is coming up my house for dinner with my parents... and i am glad he didnt reject the invitation..my mum always wanted him to come up to pay a visit...so as to know him better...i finished my tuitions at 330pm..went home and chatted with my sisters...then meet my dear at 5pm...we shopped around at tampines mall..my dear always make mi feel that i am loved...i say i no money to buy things even though i wan to shop...then he say dun worry , i am here for u...haha so sweet right...we went to basement and shopped for some snacks..we ate toriyaki....yummy...then walked awhile...didnt buy anything coz i oso dun need to buy anything..haha yup then we went to my house...everybody was so shy...my house was quite quiet...initally , my dad was busy so i told him he should come home early coz i am bringing my bf back..indeed, my dad came home earlier...haha..tatz nice of him...btu they didnt talked much...tink first time in my place, so mark wasnt feeling quite comfortable...my 4th sister played a trick on him...gave him ate some wasabi flavoured chips..haha my dear can mingle very well with kids la...he has got 3 at home...
Then we went back home and meet Geena and Ailin for coffee...we went to Chomp Chomp for supper...wow...Geena can order alot..we had crayfish, stingray, Carrot cake, rojak and Hokkien Mee + 3 sugar cane juice!! i wonder if tat is supper or dinner....but it taste nice...haha
Today is a happy day for mi... =)
I am a simple person,fun loving and hope to live happily everyday and every single moment... 
I Like Freedom... 
I Hate Hypocrites!! Stay Away from me!!
I always believed that we live our lives to fulfill our dreams and to seek the person we love most on earth and be together forever..
just like Altair and Vega..
I seek for true love on earth but kind of disappointed with this journey as true love seems non-existent... 
Everyone of us should live with Dreams..
Itz our Dreams that make us different from all Other Living Creatures..
Itz Our Dreams that Make Our Lives Meaningful and fulfuilled...
Start Your Imagination Wild now..Because Dreaming is Free!
Dare to Dream, Dare To Fail..
Live Your Life The Way You Want It Because It is Your Life ..
We Live Once so Live it To The Max! 
.:. My Likes .:.
I Like My Life...
I Like The Seas and Oceans...
I Like BMWs and AirBus 380...
Most Importantly, I Love My family and my close friends who have supported me always ..Never giving me up and be my listeners..
.:. My Hates .:. 
I Hate Lecherous Guys!! Be Sorry if you are disrespectful to Gals in front of Me!!
I Hate Brinjals and Cabbages!!
I Hate Flying Cockroaches!! 
I Hate Myself Without Dreams and Be Negative!! 
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