I have been spending many days at home with Mark right after work...i dun blame my darling...he has been very tired and tied up with his f***ed up schedule that his company has planned for him...he has not been getting enuff sleep...I tink it happened on a Thursday after work...as usual, we went to his mum's place for dinner and after that, we went back home to watch tv...right after we stepped into the house, we switched on tv and i didnt realised that we didnt speak a single word until he commented :" since we are in the house, we havent exchanged a single word!" haha ...i start to worry about his comments...are we in comfort zone such that silence is oso alright for both of us or have our relationship come to a stagnant point where we no longer find anything fresh and interesting to tok to each other... i tried talking after he made the comment...he started falling asleep..i didnt realised he was also tired after a few days of continued flying...so my imagination went wild..
So on friday, right after work, i told him i wanna go to Junction 8...so he agreed then we met at his house bus stop...so i started complaining that he wasnt listening to mi and tat we dun have much to tok...so he say no such thing...juz tat he was too tired yesterday to tok...haha we went to KFC for dinner coz he has this craving for fast food...nobody would enjoy eating KFC with mi coz i will remove the skin and fat before putting them into my mouth...Mark says itz a torture to see mi eat the chicken and the chicken must felt upset to be eaten by mi ..hahaha..full of crap...but at least he noes how to make mi luff...
We went to buy my office bag...he was surprised at how fast i can decide to buy something..so at the cashier, i was about to pay money when the salesgal made an uninvited and tink-itz-funny kind of comment about y is Mark not paying for it..i was like , itz none of ur business loh...it reminds mi of the time when i was at Balaclava with derrick and i wanted to pay for that round of drinks when the waitress oso made such a comment..Salesgals, please be enlightened that ur comments are not necessary to put the guys in a difficult position...when my guys need to pay for something, i make sure they do it...and wat kind of era is it now?? itz like man-woman are of equal status and we dun mind paying at times..people should learn not to be shallow and materialistic i tink....anyway, i dunno if my dear feels bad but i dun wan these kind of comments to spoil the day....
so we walked around, bought some bread at breadtalk and went home...i made a damn silly mistake about some cash transfer ..i wanted to pay Sze hao, my colleague who helped mi paid my credit card bill first...so i transferred him the money using my credit card account not knowing that i have incurred a $15 / 5% of whatever amount i tranferred cash advancement fee..and i have also incurred interest too...oh my god..so when i told mark that, he was angry why i still have so much outstanding in my credit card bills even though i have kept all my cards...haiz...anyway, we decided to start a joint account and we wanna start saving money..coz mark says if i dun start saving, then we cannot get married early which means other gals can still chase after him!! hmm..but i noe my dear will be true to mi...haha but he wants mi to tie him down as soon as possible..
I went to a wedding dinner last nite..it was my bro, Sze Hao's wedding...the photos are so well taken...u can really feel their happiness..i am happy for them too...the wedding was at Shangri-la Hotel ..posh and the waitresses served ur portion and u dun have to take urself...the bride looks so pretty...haha i wsa tinking i didnt wan a wedding dinner when i get married...but mark says he wans coz itz weird not to inform ur relatives, frens and colleagues of ur wedding...now i wan it too..coz i can be the centre of attraction mar...hahaha
I am a simple person,fun loving and hope to live happily everyday and every single moment...
I Like Freedom...
I Hate Hypocrites!! Stay Away from me!!
I always believed that we live our lives to fulfill our dreams and to seek the person we love most on earth and be together forever..
just like Altair and Vega..
I seek for true love on earth but kind of disappointed with this journey as true love seems non-existent...
Everyone of us should live with Dreams..
Itz our Dreams that make us different from all Other Living Creatures..
Itz Our Dreams that Make Our Lives Meaningful and fulfuilled...
Start Your Imagination Wild now..Because Dreaming is Free!
Dare to Dream, Dare To Fail..
Live Your Life The Way You Want It Because It is Your Life ..
We Live Once so Live it To The Max!
.:. My Likes .:.
I Like My Life...
I Like The Seas and Oceans...
I Like BMWs and AirBus 380...
Most Importantly, I Love My family and my close friends who have supported me always ..Never giving me up and be my listeners..
.:. My Hates .:.
I Hate Lecherous Guys!! Be Sorry if you are disrespectful to Gals in front of Me!!
I Hate Brinjals and Cabbages!!
I Hate Flying Cockroaches!!
I Hate Myself Without Dreams and Be Negative!!
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