 
Today is Friday..just met up with a fren, Alvin Cheng..He was going to be posted to Perth for 2 years for work..so i guess that is why he wanna meet up for dinner and catch up before he leaves..he called mi early in the morning when i was still at Eunos MRT station..haha so i sort of recognised his voice and at the same time, i still kept his contact number but when i picked up the hp, i didnt realise it was him calling..anyway, we arrange to meet up for dinner...supposed to go for tuition and i postponed it tmr...catching up with my frens after a long while is more impt...Frenship is impt to mi..haha
Had a busy and hectic day at work..i am on some slimming pills now...it seems to work but it is also giving mi some depression symptoms...i broke down last nite when i was talking to Mark...i finally cried while toking to mi...wanted him so much by my side..like i always say...he seems to have the calming ability on mi..he knows wat to say to make mi feel better...i was so stressed up at work...so many things piling up and he ask mi why am i stressed...he told mi tat a person feels stressed becoz of his perceived ability..when u feel tat u cant do something, u juz tink u cant do it and gives urself mental pressure..i listen to him and tot he was probably right in saying tat...he always known mi to be strong and independent...but to mi, crying is a form of destress...not weakness...i have this tendency to cry...must cry once in awhile which is why sometimes i can cry at any time...even over the most trivial things...haha..haiz...dunno la..i am complicated...haha
So work was more efficient and better today..at least i felt that i have accomplished something..anyway, i met up with Alvin for dinner...wanted to go Moonfish restaurant for dinner but it was closed!! i was so upset...where did Moonfish go to?? if anybody knows it whereabouts, please tag and let mi noe..thanks...so we drove to East Coast for dinner..had Stingray and satay...yummy...then we wanted to go for a drink...but i told him i am not drinking but juz having fruit punch..he was disappointed..coz he say drinking alone is boring...stubborn man...He said he was happy for mi as throughout our conversation, he felt tat i have grown up..as in more mature than we met the first time..i am not getting younger so i better mature asap then!!i guess Mark did make a difference..after i am with him, i guess i did changed alot..for the better as tatz wat many pple said..haha anyway, he drove mi home coz i told him i need to call Mark...hee i will die if i dun tok to him one day..haha
Juz now talking to Mark..he sounded a bit fustrated..Maybe itz becoz my phone volume was too small and he cant hear mi properly..i was hoping for a tinge of jealousy..hahaha but he respected my freedom and give mi his trust tat even if i am alone with my guy fren, he trusted and respected mi totally...and i love him for tat...Mark sounds perfect right..haha then again talk abit abt my work condition, my frens and also my credit bills...he noes i sold my hp and i told him abt the whole story..itz long and involves other people like gin and her bf...i guess i owe the bf a big favour but i will return him this favour by returning him the money...anyway, getting longer...Mark needs to wake up early tmr for duty so we just hanged up the call..
I just took a " What kind of gf are u" test...my test result:
Jacelyn is a Steady Supporter!!!
Stand by your man — that's just something you naturally do. Once you've committed to a relationship, you are a constant companion who enjoys the comfort and stability that comes from being a couple. Not quick to judge, accuse, or think the worst, you have a lot of trust (in him and in yourself), and you rarely worry about where he is or who he's with.For you, mutual respect is of utmost importance. You are comfortable and confident in your own skin, making you a great pillar of strength in all your relationships. Whether he's striving to climb a mountain or land a promotion, you have his back. Best part is, you know he's got yours too.
Wow...i sound good right?? haha juz kidding...
Gonna sleep soon...tmr waking up early to accompany my family out for Fathers' Day lunch...hee
Msg for my darling:
Marque, je t'aime toujours… s'ennuyant de toi tellement… Je resterai toujours à côté de votre côté, n'importe ce que se produit à l'avenir.
I am a simple person,fun loving and hope to live happily everyday and every single moment... 
I Like Freedom... 
I Hate Hypocrites!! Stay Away from me!!
I always believed that we live our lives to fulfill our dreams and to seek the person we love most on earth and be together forever..
just like Altair and Vega..
I seek for true love on earth but kind of disappointed with this journey as true love seems non-existent... 
Everyone of us should live with Dreams..
Itz our Dreams that make us different from all Other Living Creatures..
Itz Our Dreams that Make Our Lives Meaningful and fulfuilled...
Start Your Imagination Wild now..Because Dreaming is Free!
Dare to Dream, Dare To Fail..
Live Your Life The Way You Want It Because It is Your Life ..
We Live Once so Live it To The Max! 
.:. My Likes .:.
I Like My Life...
I Like The Seas and Oceans...
I Like BMWs and AirBus 380...
Most Importantly, I Love My family and my close friends who have supported me always ..Never giving me up and be my listeners..
.:. My Hates .:. 
I Hate Lecherous Guys!! Be Sorry if you are disrespectful to Gals in front of Me!!
I Hate Brinjals and Cabbages!!
I Hate Flying Cockroaches!! 
I Hate Myself Without Dreams and Be Negative!! 
*May 2005
*June 2005
*July 2005