 
28th April 2006..
Today is a Friday..I worked hard for the whole day...even forgoing my lunch ...because there are just too many work to be done...i am so tired, stunned, stressed and stoned after a day's hard work...Mark and I arranged to meet up that day for dinner...i was wondering if i should stood him up coz i am really too tired to tok and too stoned to tink of anything else except the seabreeze at East Coast to calm mi down...However, i tot that i should not stood him up since we have arranged to meet...We met at Boat Quay and went to a Japanese restaurant...Mark doesn’t like Sashimi…he just cant stand eating raw stuff..haha..Upon seeing him at the mrt station, i tot i made the right choice to come to mit him...after toking to him, he was able to make me feel relaxed and comfortable...Having dinner with him is fun...coz he is always full of crap..and i like it when he describes his flight courses to mi...Interesting..haha We went to Mindgames cafe after dinner...he was telling mi how much fun he had the other day and promised to bring mi there...There we are...haha at first , i tot it was going to be bored..i nv really like board games...but itz the companion that u have that changed the mood for the things u do...haha so ok i tot juz play awhile with him la...Quite Fun i tink...u can purchase a package for around 2 hours for 2 persons, plus 2 drinks,1 titbits and 1 snackers...quite worth it...better than loitering around doing nothing...playing board games is a way of ice breaker...haha can just bring 2 or more people closer coz there are more interaction...
At first, I was still unsure if I wanted a bf at this point of time…a lot of questions and uncertainty…He held my hands when we were on our way home…cant describe the feeling…something like when u juz started falling in love…Maybe I haven had a real bf for a long time…reading through my blogs, u will realise I have a lot of crushes here and there but it nv materialise…a lot of failed relationships…I sort of distrust and even not willing to step into a relationship again…but Mark makes it different…I dunno how different…but juz DIFFERENT..haha I dunno how long we can last but he promised to try to make it work…The first guy who say this to mi…I tink he is a gift from Heaven to me..haha so we went home and the date ended…
29th April 2006
I met up with Ruyi today to catch up with her…Haven seen her a long time…wanted to intro Mark to her as well but she gotta leave early…we took a set of sticker photos and had fun posing for it…will upload the pictures later…then we walk around chatting and talking about Mark..haha..anyway, Ruyi went off and Mark came to mit mi at Bugis. We went to C.A.N Café for coffee and I had a Sunset Boulevard..It was raining when we were at the café..we just sit and chat the whole day until it was time to move off..went to Somerset Cineleisure for movie and dinner… Watched a movie called "Aquamarine" ..haha itz a show about a mermaid, trying to prove to her dad that there is love on earth…Her father wans her to find it in 3 days..if not, she will be forced to marry a stinky Optopus..hmm so she bumps into 2 gals who tried to teach her how to win the heart of a good looking hunk…the whole show is rather girly…haha actually wanted to watc hwith my gfs so got more things to say..but no one is free to watch…in the end, I dragged Mark to go watch with mi…The hunk is really cute and the mermaid looks really beautiful…Before that , we went for dinner at Maestro Bistro at Cineleisure…Shouldn’t keep asking Mark to the Western restaurant coz he eats them all the time in Australia…nvm will ask him go hawker another time..after movie, then he sent mi home…
We chatted on the phone and he was claiming himself to be my bf oreadi..but he haven even asked mi the question so I grilled him until he asked…haha :p but to mi, dates arent tat important anymore..coz after he becomes a pilot, then most of the time, he wun be able to celebrate with mi on the actual day itself…so I juz remember the date can liaoz…so sad…he will be going to Australia, Brisbane for 3 months training and he will be back to Singapore for good..hmm…dun really wan him to go…but this is his career…anyway, he will come back..not as though posted to Australia for longer periods..hee
30th April 2006
I msg Ting Fang and asked if she wanna mit for dinner..she was miting her bf Gek Kia for dinner at Suntec…so asked mi if I wanna join…so I tot may as well get Mark to go as well..haha anyway, Tingfang knows about Mark coz I told her abt it! Haha..it was really great to see Tingfang…I haven seen her for donkey years oreadi…wondering how have she been…kinda busy most of the time both ourselves…we went to Suntec and walked around the place..Mark went to Samsonite to look for his flight case but couldn’t find something he wants…so we went off to Millenia Walk at my fav restaurant, Moonfish!! Haha itz really nice but I guess I had too much junk food in the day so I cant eat much at nite..Mark doesn’t eat much as well..he was much thinner now compared to the times when he was at NUS..then we went to Suntec arcade for some games…haha haven been to arcade for a long time…We were playing this game..itz quite interesting…it tests you on ur response speed..all u need to do is to stack moving blocks on top of the other such that u will enter into 2 phases for Major and minor prizes…Major prizes includes digital cam and handphones…Minor prizes will be sweets only..haha so we were expecting Mr Pilot to get the big prize but he didn’t…haha anyway , itz his first time playing mar...We played Time Crisis 3.. Fun….then we walked to Citilink coz Tingfang was saying there is very nice Polar ice-cream…so we went there for dessert..I had a Elderflower sorbet and Mark had a Chocolate lemongrass flavoured ice cream cone…Yummy..quite exotic flavours they have..After that, mi and Mark walked to Fullerton House where the Esplanade was…we sat there looking at the sea and the merlion and oso chatted…dunno how come got so many things to tell him…tatz one thing good, we nv go out of topics!! =)
1st May 2006
Terrence was in Superband Competition..his team is Jade…I think they really have the Superband looks…I mean I personally like bands who played instruments rather than just knowing how to sing…however, when I saw him on stage , it was quite a disappointment…he sang Mayday’s song and I didn’t think he could bring out the power of it…a choice of wrong song as I see it…I went ktv with him before and I swear he could do 10 times better than what he did on stage…I guess maybe he wasn’t feeling well, tatz y he didn’t perform to standard….his team was given very low points by one of the judges, Xu..I tot tat guy was rather prejudice against the group..i mean I saw other lousier team than theirs..Anyway, hope Terrence and his band will bring back what is Jade..Evergreen! haha good luck dude!
3rd May 2006
Met Mark today at Starbucks coffee..It was such a coincidence that Tingfang and Shiwei was there as well…so we had a short chat and they were talking about going to girls’ party one of these days..anyway, mark is rather crappy…he always crap a lot with Tingfang…I tink Tingfang will remember him all her life because when they stayed in Hall, Mark was the Rag Team chairman..Rag and Flag day is a tradition in NUS where all the Halls will gather used items and make into big floats…we do it professionally…with static display, performance and of coz our representative float..i participated once and it was rather unforgettable…the beauty of team spirit…I heard from Tingfang that Mark was very fierce and strict with all the Rag team members…haha…I think he is a good leader!!
Mark is very caring...but what attracts mi to him most is that we can communicate...he does show the very mature and cool look whenever he talks about his flights...tatz when he looks very charismatic...he looks very cute when he tries to act chidish...haha ..he is humorous...i like guys with good humor...he is sporty....He is an Aries...Mark is very smart too..he doesn’t study much for his tests but he always get very good grades..i like guys with intelligence..haha I guess I didn’t picked a wrong guy…!
I am a simple person,fun loving and hope to live happily everyday and every single moment... 
I Like Freedom... 
I Hate Hypocrites!! Stay Away from me!!
I always believed that we live our lives to fulfill our dreams and to seek the person we love most on earth and be together forever..
just like Altair and Vega..
I seek for true love on earth but kind of disappointed with this journey as true love seems non-existent... 
Everyone of us should live with Dreams..
Itz our Dreams that make us different from all Other Living Creatures..
Itz Our Dreams that Make Our Lives Meaningful and fulfuilled...
Start Your Imagination Wild now..Because Dreaming is Free!
Dare to Dream, Dare To Fail..
Live Your Life The Way You Want It Because It is Your Life ..
We Live Once so Live it To The Max! 
.:. My Likes .:.
I Like My Life...
I Like The Seas and Oceans...
I Like BMWs and AirBus 380...
Most Importantly, I Love My family and my close friends who have supported me always ..Never giving me up and be my listeners..
.:. My Hates .:. 
I Hate Lecherous Guys!! Be Sorry if you are disrespectful to Gals in front of Me!!
I Hate Brinjals and Cabbages!!
I Hate Flying Cockroaches!! 
I Hate Myself Without Dreams and Be Negative!! 
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