 
24th May 2006
Have been too busy spending time with my dear and no time to update my blog...the blogs will mean a lot to mi as it will record sweet and beautiful memories with Mark...he is different...i really hope that he will be one I will spend my whole life with...he treats mi well...i feel loved and i feel his sincerity and he really cares for mi...itz really after meeting up with the wrong ones and u noe who is the right one for u...thanks to those lousy guys i had met before Mark..if not, i might not be able to appreciate what he does and his love...
He made mi angry yesterday..not really angry...Yesterday,i told Mark i am going OBS for 2D1N course for my company..so he told mi he will be leaving for Brisbane to continue his flight training for 70days this coming sunday...I was very sad as i cant spend enuff time with him..coz i sort of predicted he will leave on this weekend...coz he told mi he will be leaving quite soon...juz not confirmed...haiz..but God wasnt too bad to mi as i still have the entire sat and sun to see him before he goes...I was at Ktv last nite with Gin...she was feeling upset about her bf...she has finally decided to leave him...though i noe it hurts , but i oso noe itz for the better...he is not a really fantastic guy to Gin...i definitely feel that my precious gal deserved much better than this...anyway, i hope this is the real ending soon for this relationship..i noe God will bless her with someone who will really love and treat her well...for God doesnt mistreat kind hearted people...*crossed our fingers* so while trying to settle her problems with her bf on the phone, i was left alone in the Ktv room for an hour...Alone..i was a bit angry coz i dun understand y she still have so much to talk to this unreasonable man..anyway, i msg Mark and told him i am going for OBS this fri..so he was alright and understand that i have to go for it...but somehow i find his response very bo chap...so i msg and ask him "y u so bo chap? u still like mi?" i tink this msg will piss alot of people off..i havent been very understanding and sweet to him i guess...he ask mi not to be so sensitive...juz that he was tired and dun wanna type long msg...haiz...i guess work, gin and mark juz come together and make mi feel very fustrated...so i din reply him..*angry*
So today, he asked mi if i wanna mit him...so i say can mit for dinner loh..so he say go Serangoon Gardens..we go there quite often for dinner after we are together..hee the food is very nice there...at around 5 before i knocked off..he say he wanna rest a while and asked mi go up his place then go out later..after i reached his place, i juz sat down and read newspaper...he was hiding in the kitchen...dunno wat he wanna do...i still angry so i didnt bother to look at what he was doing..some minutes later, he took out 2 pots..hee he cooked carbonara sauce with mushrooms and a pot of macaroni..hee the first time my bf cooked for mi...very sweet hor...hee he put some bacon bits to enhance the taste...itz a simple dinner but itz an unforgettable one...coz itz the first time a guy cooked a proper meal for mi.....i wun forget this...
Hmm..after dinner we juz watched tv and chat...hee we can spend one whole day juz chatting and watching tv...How many movies have we watched?? 1st one was Reincarnation...2nd one was Fragile...3rd one was Aquamarine..4th one was Voice and 5th one was MI3..6th one was Da Vinci code...tatz a lot of movies...Mark gives in alot to mi..as in he will always ask mi wat i like to eat or watch...hmm...but he doesnt now what i like to eat, what i dun like to eat..wat colours i like...wat flowers i like...wat design i like..see he got so many things he dunno...haiz but he has mentioned to mi that he is not a sensitive guy..so i muz tell him wat i wan...if not, he oso wun noe...as in he is lousy in guessing...haha...i only noe he doesnt like bright colours...he likes things to be simple...i can roughly guess wat kind of clothes he like coz i went shopping and chose his clothes for him...hee we went shopping at Marina Square after mothers' Day celebration with my grandparents at Fook Yuan Restaurant...He came and met my mum for second time and my aunt the first time...their impression of him was rather good..juz tat my mum finds him a bit unstable...oso dunno what she meant by that...then we went shopping for clothes before he flies to Brisbane..
Other things he did includes going with mi to the hair salon to wait for mi to finish my rebonding...my rebonding took 5 hours...he came at 3 plus and waited for mi to be done for 3 hours...i was touched then too..coz he is my first bf who waited patiently for mi to finish my hair...Mark cannot wait coz he is rather impatient...dun be late when u are out with him...haha i like him for this punctuality coz he doesnt waste time..he understands that his time are just as precious as other people time...thatz good...coz alot of people dun realise that...He did alot of things for mi..itz either i met really lousy fellas in the past or Mark is just the perfect type of bf that gals wanna have...haha oops..abit arrogant liaoz... :p i take note of little actions...itz the little actions that he does which makes up the big picture of what is love...
I am a simple person,fun loving and hope to live happily everyday and every single moment... 
I Like Freedom... 
I Hate Hypocrites!! Stay Away from me!!
I always believed that we live our lives to fulfill our dreams and to seek the person we love most on earth and be together forever..
just like Altair and Vega..
I seek for true love on earth but kind of disappointed with this journey as true love seems non-existent... 
Everyone of us should live with Dreams..
Itz our Dreams that make us different from all Other Living Creatures..
Itz Our Dreams that Make Our Lives Meaningful and fulfuilled...
Start Your Imagination Wild now..Because Dreaming is Free!
Dare to Dream, Dare To Fail..
Live Your Life The Way You Want It Because It is Your Life ..
We Live Once so Live it To The Max! 
.:. My Likes .:.
I Like My Life...
I Like The Seas and Oceans...
I Like BMWs and AirBus 380...
Most Importantly, I Love My family and my close friends who have supported me always ..Never giving me up and be my listeners..
.:. My Hates .:. 
I Hate Lecherous Guys!! Be Sorry if you are disrespectful to Gals in front of Me!!
I Hate Brinjals and Cabbages!!
I Hate Flying Cockroaches!! 
I Hate Myself Without Dreams and Be Negative!! 
*May 2005
*June 2005
*July 2005