Wake up very early today...around 10plus coz after going to the fortune teller today, mi and kelvin going to pray to "Dou Mu".."Dou Mu" is like the Almighty in the world of Taoism...Hence, praying will bring more blessings and good tidings to the person and his/her family who prays sincerely..I definitely dun wan to miss this opportunity.. Kelvin went for his IPPT today at Tampines Safra...it was around 12plus when he was ready..we met at Tampines Interchange, took bus 969 and went to Woodlands..The place is at Woodlands..So we went there, had our prayers by burning joss sticks..I pray and wish for good health for my parents, for my sisters to be good in their studies, for the whole family to be peaceful and safe and for myself, a smooth career as an engineer and good prosperity for my part time business...
I suddenly tot of something which i wanted to mention in this blog...this incident really hurt mi alot...someone whom i have always tot to be my close fren...wasnt supportive of what i am doing and in fact, she tinks that i am trying to make her join mi as my business partner..she tinks tat i am being petty and holding against her for not being my biz partner..seriously, whether u wan or not, itz purely ur decision as no one can force u to do what u dun wish to....i have no reason to blame her..coz whether she joins mi or not, it doesnt make mi any richer or poorer than i am right now....she doesnt believe that i will be able to make it in my business...if she joins, i can help her make money but it doesnt mean i am going to get millions of dollars out of her being my business partner!!..if she doesnt, i still continue with what i am doing..no one is indispensable in this world....she wans to prove to mi that by doing Master , she can earn 5 figure income in 2-3 years...tell mi: is it possible???her distrust is normal, i dun blame her. Itz her OWN choice of whether she sees what i see as an opportunity..she chose not to believe, not to see and not to trust ....I have got nothing to say...I msn her one day and ask her how is she doing..she works overly hard at her work...not getting much in return for her work..anyway, juz being concerned and i talked to her...she told mi she wanted to change her job..always telling mi how stable she is...but i find tat she is like a lost soul...i am not sure if she noes what she wans..works in Philip capital and says to learn to become a financial consultant...now say she wan to change her job coz itz taking too much time and she cant study...at the same time, she oso wans to have more financial support so that she can support her bro's medical fees...which is i wanted to present to her the business proposal and see if she might be interested...
so i ask her what she wanna study ..then she says Master in Finance...i say good for u..coz i wanted to study too..but juz a diploma ...coz in my opinion, it doesnt matter if u are a Master or diploma..coz u still end up working for others...doesnt mean u are a Master , u get more job opportunities and higher pay...look at how saturated the job market is now...I wanted to study so i can get better financial education abt money and of coz know more pple along the way...how many new pple can i know by juz being an engineer...i wanna build up biz contacts so tat i can know who to look for when i need biz partners...itz all contacts and social networking...so she doesnt believe and said sarcastic terms tat really hurt mi alot..
I suspected that she has always been competitive with mi since Uni time even we are in different Faculties.....but i didnt expect her not to be supportive and everytime throwing cold water at mi...I promise to myself that i muz make it in the biz , not to spite her but to prove to her that i didnt lie when i told her abt my biz proposal...i wanna make sure that my biz partners who trusted my judgement are able to make money out of this biz and change their lives and lives of people around them..most imptly , i hope she can oso become one of my biz partners one day when i got good results...i dun blame her for being skeptical but not to the extent of not supportive and throwing sarcastic terms at mi....haiz...itz really sad..we are drifting apart...
Anyway, back to my story for today..so after our prayers, i went to KTV at Shenton way Party World...haha all of us were there...we decided to have a party for Xuanbin...so Bangwen,Kent,William,William's gf,Eugene,Ben,Changyi and Kailing...haha so happy...then we sang until 7pm...with late attendees like Jiawei, Eileen, Kelvin and Banghong...our last song was 'Friends' ..nice song...nice to hang around with frens of ur same frequencies...We had a birthday cake for Xuanbin and sang him bdae songs...U are nv lonely with them...I love them!!i tend to spend more time with these bunch of guys ...they are really cool to hang out with..so fun!!
We then went to Lau Pa Sat for dinner...Attendees were mi, kailing, jiawei, eileen,bangwen,xuanbin, kelvin and kent...This dinner is a treat from Xuanbin...hee Thanks Xuanbin!!Happy birthday XB!! Dun be blur like sotong leh!! We had 14 honey-glazed chicken wings,rice with Sambal Stingray,Sambal kangkong,Sambal La La,Oyster Omelette and Satays!!! Yummy...haha all of us have our share of fun and complaints...haha really had a great sunday!! Looking forward for work tmr... =)
I am a simple person,fun loving and hope to live happily everyday and every single moment...
I Like Freedom...
I Hate Hypocrites!! Stay Away from me!!
I always believed that we live our lives to fulfill our dreams and to seek the person we love most on earth and be together forever..
just like Altair and Vega..
I seek for true love on earth but kind of disappointed with this journey as true love seems non-existent...
Everyone of us should live with Dreams..
Itz our Dreams that make us different from all Other Living Creatures..
Itz Our Dreams that Make Our Lives Meaningful and fulfuilled...
Start Your Imagination Wild now..Because Dreaming is Free!
Dare to Dream, Dare To Fail..
Live Your Life The Way You Want It Because It is Your Life ..
We Live Once so Live it To The Max!
.:. My Likes .:.
I Like My Life...
I Like The Seas and Oceans...
I Like BMWs and AirBus 380...
Most Importantly, I Love My family and my close friends who have supported me always ..Never giving me up and be my listeners..
.:. My Hates .:.
I Hate Lecherous Guys!! Be Sorry if you are disrespectful to Gals in front of Me!!
I Hate Brinjals and Cabbages!!
I Hate Flying Cockroaches!!
I Hate Myself Without Dreams and Be Negative!!
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