 
So sad...Irving is away to Beijing and Shanghai for 4 days..He will only be back on monday and tuesday is his cousin's wedding...so effectively he will only be back on thurs...the office feels so different without him...anyway i miss him  quite alot...haha dun feel comfortable when he is not around..i guess most of my biz partners feel the same too...I tot Irving was leaving on Wednesday...so i msg him take care and stuff...but he didnt reply...hmm...i find tat weird..he sure knows how to keep his price up and sell...gals are sensitive creatures ...Heard Ah Hao that he has a few admirers in the company...but i tot if he likes mi, he will like mi...if he doesnt, even without competition, he will still not like mi..So i believe what is meant to be, itz meant to be...tatz on point of view abt love...but not wat i feel abt a person's life...nothing is meant to be in life..coz u can control...i always feel that u have certain control over ur life..so decision making is impt in our life...
I tot he went to Shanghai on Wed..so i din go down to office..but mainly becoz i was meeting Ginny and Baoling...We went to Kallang indoor stadium coz it was raining very heavily...bought oyster omelette, satay and chicken wings...of coz, how could we miss out Coco, Gin's dog??? tat dog was practically crazy when she saw us eating!!hmm...was kind of disappointed that day coz i msg him the whole day but he nv reply mi....then thursday i met up with Ferrine and I saw him at the office..quite angry and shocked to see him..( i dunno y i am angry oso..maybe becoz he didnt reply and i felt like a fool..) so i pretended not to see him...while i was in the conference room, i tried not to look out for him...but then he flying off soon...so i juz kept turning to look outside...then i saw him and he smiled..so nice to see him smile..ok so he went off to the airport...tink they flying off at 1am...he called Ben at 12 plus and we were all in office..before Ben hang up, he asked if i got anything to say to him...so pai seh...*blush* haha but he ask mi to take care thru ben...haha cant sleep liaoz..Kidding..i not tat crazy over him...
Today is Sat...met up with my sec sch fren, Gaurav...he changed alot i guess...used to be very quiet and low confidence...but now i see him, i am glad he is more outspoken now, more confident and a man with goals...haha until today, then i noe he is an Indian...Trust mi, he doesnt look like a normal Indian...coz he is more fair...so much fairer that he looks like a European...but he is a 100% Indian...going to join SIA in flying soon...he is a Steward...haha now i got one more fren in SIA...so nice..when my biz is stable, i will take up air stewardess if i can be one...coz by then, i got too much time to spend...hahaha but itz a nice meet up session with him..coz he is a business student..he says i talk like a business graduate but i am an engineering graduate...hahaha maybe i should have taken Business instead..was almost flying with all his compliments when i was exchanging ideas with him on the business scene and jobs and pple in Singapore..basically, we just feel tat u need to do more than wat u are doing now for bare survival...look at our education structure...ineffective to produce talents but we ended having a big bunch of pple having the same goal: get a degree, get a job and be an obedient citizen to pay ur taxes and bills on time..no extra $ for other stuff...after housing loans, insurance, handphone bills, children education funds and everything... u are almost a goner!! do something abt it now...earn more and save more for a rainy day rather than make it when u need it...tat will be too late...
Anyway, really sick of my full time job now..really..wish i could get over it soon...haha
I am a simple person,fun loving and hope to live happily everyday and every single moment... 
I Like Freedom... 
I Hate Hypocrites!! Stay Away from me!!
I always believed that we live our lives to fulfill our dreams and to seek the person we love most on earth and be together forever..
just like Altair and Vega..
I seek for true love on earth but kind of disappointed with this journey as true love seems non-existent... 
Everyone of us should live with Dreams..
Itz our Dreams that make us different from all Other Living Creatures..
Itz Our Dreams that Make Our Lives Meaningful and fulfuilled...
Start Your Imagination Wild now..Because Dreaming is Free!
Dare to Dream, Dare To Fail..
Live Your Life The Way You Want It Because It is Your Life ..
We Live Once so Live it To The Max! 
.:. My Likes .:.
I Like My Life...
I Like The Seas and Oceans...
I Like BMWs and AirBus 380...
Most Importantly, I Love My family and my close friends who have supported me always ..Never giving me up and be my listeners..
.:. My Hates .:. 
I Hate Lecherous Guys!! Be Sorry if you are disrespectful to Gals in front of Me!!
I Hate Brinjals and Cabbages!!
I Hate Flying Cockroaches!! 
I Hate Myself Without Dreams and Be Negative!! 
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