 
Itz a raining morning..how i wish i can stay in bed ....but then i got to wake up early for work...so i left my bed very reluctantly...sianz...anyway, i got myself ready and left house at around 740am...arghz...itz always very difficult to get a cab on a rainy morning...Oh my god...i waited for a cab from 745 to 830am..all the cabs were either busy or on call....i tried calling for a cab at 8am...i start work at 8am...arghz..but the stupid line was engaged!!!! itz really very fustrating...i need a car...i decide that i need to work hard for my dreams ...only then i realise that maybe a job isnt for mi...coz i dun wan to be Just Over Broke!! i wanna spend more time doin more meaningful things that will help mi realise my dreams faster...i cant tink of anything other than wat i am doing at nite now...my biz...it almost meant everything to mi right now...if it fails, i have no idea what else i can do ....but not putting too much hope and expectations...becoz the higher expectations u haf towards something, the more disappointment you will get if things dun happen the way u wan it...but at least i wanna be in control! i finally reached office at 9am..which was freaking late....no mood for anything today at all...haiz..juz very depressed abt wat happen in the morning...I WAN MY OWN CAR!! 
Went to my office after work today..supposed to meet a fren for dinner but last min, he got to do OT...so nvm...i went to eat with Bangwen, Xuan bin..my other biz partners oso there...so nice to be with them...we share common goals and dreams...nv see a team so united ..especially we only noe each other for a month only...so itz kind of different...no back stabbing, nobody wil scold u if u do anything wrong, everybody willing to share ...a biz that fuss abt pple...wonderful...a career and working environment i always wished to have...kind of tough work in the beginning..but i noe itz definitely worth it..my office has been my second home...8 hrs in STA Engines, 5 hrs in my other office and the remaining on transport and home...muz spend time with my family on sundays..mum misses mi alot..i miss my mummy cooking and my sisters' company...but i noe i am working hard to better provide for them...my mum understands and is supportive of wat i do..sincerely appreciate what she has always been doing for mi...buys alot of tonics for mi...always asking what time i am coming home..might be irritating at times but i noe she is the only one who cares and cares with her heart and soul...Mummy i love u!! Mummy i miss u so much as i am typing my blog...if u can read my blog...i hope u noe tat i love u with all my heart....dun worry too much for mi coz i noe wat i am doing...clear of my directions in life and i need all your support... =) i am planning for a trip to china for her and my daddy...very sadly, my whole family nv gone on a tour before...too many pple in the family...not too well to do to fly every year...but i will make this childhood dream of mine come true very soon...to afford for a trip with my family every year...
Anyway, was in office after dinner...saw Irving in office...looks damn smart with that pink shirt...but he kinds of drift away from mi, Jiawei and some biz partners...maybe he too busy?? i dunno...was msging Ben..my ex-bf..so was sharing with him my biz...he asked mi to go to his hse and find him to tok...i was in a dilemma...haven seen him for sometime...if i am still who i was before, i wouldnt have hesitated to go find him...but i noe itz not right..he has a gf...I realised that he is a self centred man...an immature man....very irresponsible and selfish as well...for the first time, i rejected going over to his hse to find him...i got my dreams and i noe wat kind of man i wan as a bf...I felt so proud of myself...haha...i am very soft hearted at times..esp when it comes to old flame...but itz over a long time ago...i am changed....haha :p
I am a simple person,fun loving and hope to live happily everyday and every single moment... 
I Like Freedom... 
I Hate Hypocrites!! Stay Away from me!!
I always believed that we live our lives to fulfill our dreams and to seek the person we love most on earth and be together forever..
just like Altair and Vega..
I seek for true love on earth but kind of disappointed with this journey as true love seems non-existent... 
Everyone of us should live with Dreams..
Itz our Dreams that make us different from all Other Living Creatures..
Itz Our Dreams that Make Our Lives Meaningful and fulfuilled...
Start Your Imagination Wild now..Because Dreaming is Free!
Dare to Dream, Dare To Fail..
Live Your Life The Way You Want It Because It is Your Life ..
We Live Once so Live it To The Max! 
.:. My Likes .:.
I Like My Life...
I Like The Seas and Oceans...
I Like BMWs and AirBus 380...
Most Importantly, I Love My family and my close friends who have supported me always ..Never giving me up and be my listeners..
.:. My Hates .:. 
I Hate Lecherous Guys!! Be Sorry if you are disrespectful to Gals in front of Me!!
I Hate Brinjals and Cabbages!!
I Hate Flying Cockroaches!! 
I Hate Myself Without Dreams and Be Negative!! 
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