 
I am super stressed out by my full time job...today is a saturday and my boss kip bombing my hp from morning till nite...arghz...supposed to go back to office today to compile some data..Y  i need to compile data on a sat?? The story goes like this: On friday, while toking to my production controller on some production issues..suddenly two capt from RSAF came to the office looking for my senior engineer...and my senior engineer was on leave..he arranged for a teleconference and he went on leave!!! wat the hell?? throwing everything to mi and expect mi to do the teleconversation without any idea of watz going on?? he nv even consulted my boss whether is his room available for teleconference...everybody was damn pissed off with him...so the capts say nvm, we will do it without him..but damn super unlucky...our internal lines was cut off and i wasnt aware that we can still call to external and i told them that the telephone lines were down...can u imagine how angry u might be if u are the customer????there was a big hoo hah and everybody was on their toes...eventually the capts left unhappily and immediately an hour later, we got a complain email...haiz..i super stressed liaoz...then my boss immediately asked mi to the room and brief him abt the issue...haiz...i juz screwed up alot of things..stayed until 7pm in the office...the first time i stayed until so late...wah biangz..i was supposed to go back to office to compile...itz my fault lar...i stayed out with my business partners until very late at nite...we went to En Lounge for drinks then supper...reached home at 4 and slept at 5 coz i was doing my facial...
Next morning, i saw 3 missed calls and several msgs...i quickly rushed down to the office..finished up my work and went down to my business...my boss juz kip calling coz i was supposed to let him vet thru the report before sending it out to customer...so he say i am not following instructions..second time he called, he asked mi why is there no quantity and how do i noe if i have compiled the data accurately without quantity!! ok so i say i will include it on monday...but i dun understand coz each set of turbine disk should have the full 49 blades wat?? then he say tatz to ensure the batch no. is correct...third time he called he say i should contact the other engineer who is doing analysis and tat guy was on leave! he didnt pick up my call..and i tot he will call back..so my boss say no i shld feedback to him...he is getting on my nerves...subsequently he juz called each time he finds a mistake made or if i didnt follow instructions...i was so stressed up!!! the next thing that boils my blood was a buddy i treated so dearly says dun haf time to mit mi to listen to my biz...in the end, my other biz partner Gina managed to get him down..oh my god...i wasnt angry with Gina..juz tat i dun understand or perhaps mi and him wasnt juz as close as i tot we were supposed to be...i was pretty upset coz i guess i muz have been a very lousy fren to him loh..Irving was supposed to tok abt the biz and i cant force myself to stay becoz i am BLOWING UP!!! i felt so fustrated at my full time job...my boss called until my hp flat and finally when i cant answer his calls, i was relieved...i really dunno if i wan to stay as an engineer...perhaps i am not cut out for it....not a very detailed person...i dunno...i am so stressed! but i love wat i am doing for part time...my forte has always been communicating with pple..i love mixing around and knowing more frens...toking to pple...so i am more of a interactive person than a technical person...i knew tat long ago..juz wanna try out if i am really cut out to be an engineer..my full time job is taking a toll on mi...Dunno dunno...alot of uncertainty ...!!! 
I am a simple person,fun loving and hope to live happily everyday and every single moment... 
I Like Freedom... 
I Hate Hypocrites!! Stay Away from me!!
I always believed that we live our lives to fulfill our dreams and to seek the person we love most on earth and be together forever..
just like Altair and Vega..
I seek for true love on earth but kind of disappointed with this journey as true love seems non-existent... 
Everyone of us should live with Dreams..
Itz our Dreams that make us different from all Other Living Creatures..
Itz Our Dreams that Make Our Lives Meaningful and fulfuilled...
Start Your Imagination Wild now..Because Dreaming is Free!
Dare to Dream, Dare To Fail..
Live Your Life The Way You Want It Because It is Your Life ..
We Live Once so Live it To The Max! 
.:. My Likes .:.
I Like My Life...
I Like The Seas and Oceans...
I Like BMWs and AirBus 380...
Most Importantly, I Love My family and my close friends who have supported me always ..Never giving me up and be my listeners..
.:. My Hates .:. 
I Hate Lecherous Guys!! Be Sorry if you are disrespectful to Gals in front of Me!!
I Hate Brinjals and Cabbages!!
I Hate Flying Cockroaches!! 
I Hate Myself Without Dreams and Be Negative!! 
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