Jacelyn is sick!!! arghz...that horrible sore throat of mine is torturing mi =(...making mi feel so weak and terrible...cant even enjoy my weekend tis week...my voice hoarse and throat dry...cant breathe properly oso...sobz..
Even though i am sick and cant enjoy my weekend, i still have something to summarize for wat i did this weekend..hee..
23rd Sept 2005
Today is a friday at work..TGIF!!! haha not tat i dun like my work but itz coming to weekend again and itz so nice...haha but i dun tink i can really enjoy though coz i am sick...itz juz worsen over the weekend..maybe becoz i smoke..Alvin and his fren was at STA Engines today so mi and Sze Hao went to join them for breakfast during our break...after the breakfast, we bring them to tour arnd the workshop and the test cells too..at one of the J85 test cells, i told them that we can see afterburner here and there was an engine testing in there..haha so unwittingly, i asked Xiao Hua if they can run the afterburner for mi to see..everybody was silent and Jiawei forced a smile and Sze hao signalled mi to go out...hmm..i din realised anything wrong until Sze Hao told mi that the customer was inside...oops so i quickly msg Jiawei and say sorry..Jiawei say the customer was not angry ..juz wondering who was tat gal juz now..hee :p anyway Alvin and his fren left after the tour and i went back to my office to clear some reports.. after lunch, an engine came in...finally!! i have been wondering how come there is no engine coming in..not to say the engine is problematic but then at least there should be some faulty ones but juz wondering how come so low in input this month..i have oso got a presentation to do becoz my first 3months is up..yeah 3 more months and my 6 mths probation will be over....i do hope i will be confirmed.....hee.. was busy with my engine input until i realised that i got a missed call...itz from Cedric..so long nv hear from him liaoz...so chatted awhile on the phone to catch up with one another ..say he might mit mi this sunday for dinner or something ...i nv expected him to keep his words anyway..so since he asked then i say ok..let him call mi and see how ba..
After my work, i rushed to Cityhall to mit Ting, Shi Hui and Ruyi..these few gals are my buddies when i was doing computer engineering in my first years...nice gals to hang out with!!! Sze hao drove us to Outram and i carelessly took the train to redhill and suddenly realised that i was on the wrong side...gt some delay and i walked all the way to esplanade mall..told them to go first as i will be late.. itz my first time walking from Cityhall to Esplanade...haha i didnt make an extra or wrong turn lehz...all the way right to my destination...haha esplanade is really a nice place..so we had sushi at Ichiban Boshi..their service is good and the sushi variety is wide..most impt thing, itz very very nice..yummy!!not like Genki...super disappointed with their variety during my last visit..so we ate there...4 person for total bill of $66 plus ...so quite ok for mi i guess...should go there and eat ..highly recommended!! then we went to The Coffee Connoiseur at raffles place...wanted to go there coz itz open air mar...haha so i tricked the gals to go there...they say not really that nice as i described...hahaha so i offered to treat them for the drinks lar...hehe anyway they are my good frens so i dun mind treating oso...once in awhile is okie :p finallt itz time to go home and Ting's parents sent mi home ...really paiseh to bother them but Ting say itz ok..haha she is always a very easy going person..not calculative... Blessed the bf that she has now..=)
24 Sept 2005
Saturday...not a chionging day for mi today actually...coz i am sick ....but then tot i would recover by sat mar so i jio Eric to go Dbl O and he is ok with it..Was going to get my cousin and her bf as well..Maybe getting June and Jay as well but Jay doesnt really like to club so most of the time even if June wans to go then she will nt go becoz Jay doesnt want to....i msg Eric and told him if itz ok to mit arnd 10plus...but he say he cant make it coz he sprained his ankle today during his basketball training in the morning...haiz...so he cant make it oso...since i wasnt feeling well so i not going oso...no clubbing tonite...I tink Alvin a bit too sensitive liaoz...he asked mi if i am going momo today so i say no maybe going Dbl O or Devils...he perhaps tink i am avoiding him which I am NOT....coz i received very bad comments abt Momo so din want to go unless June is confirmed going with mi....if itz really lousy then at least i got a good kaki with mi and i wun get so upset.. then he asked mi if i wan to go watch movie with him since i cancelled all my tuitions..i am having sore throat and bad cough so i din wan to be at the cinema coughing and coughing...my good frens in sch all know how bad i can cough in aircon room...itz as bad as i got TB lar...i can go club even if i cough becoz the music is so loud and nobody will get irritated by the coughing sound coz nobody hears it wat..i noe how irritating coughing sound can be... and mine can go non-stop...so i say another day to him..then he replied back and say got it..thanks for everything and nice knowing you then....Oh My! i wasnt avoiding him or something lor...y he so sensitive???Haiz anyway, toking abt sensitive ..i was too sensitive abt Eric too...i asked him when and where will his Bball match be and i will go support him if i got time..so he say he will let mi noe again...i oso dunno y at that point of reading the sms,i find him saying that in a very mian qiang tone...argh and stupidly i asked him y he sound so mian qiang....guessed anyone would be pissed off by tat coz u sound normal and then this fella comes and say u mian qiang..sorry...i wasnt feeling well tat day lar...everything was so giddy and i am feeling so terrible with tat sore throat..
Today is my grandfather's bdae..it was a buffet dinner at my aunt's hse in bedok..Casuarina Condo i tink...the place is really nice..my sister ,Ah Xi and i hope that in 4 years time, we would earn enough to move our family to stay in a condo with swimming pool and everything...hahaha so itz juz a family gathering...somehow, i nv felt close to the relatives on my father's side...dunno y...maybe becoz since young, my mum has been telling us hw bad they used to treat my mummy...esp when she has given birth to all females...excuse mi...for all those ignorant pple out there, the gender of a baby is determined by the father not the mother. if the father has low Y chromosomes, then how will the baby be a boy who needs the XY chromosomes?? Ask the doctor if u dun believe..and i dun tink females should be of lower status than the males lor...in fact, i see most of the females are more filial than the males..there shld be equality in view of the two genders...anyway there are too much arguments abt this issue so i better stop it here :p i get super defensive if anybody criticizes my mum..so i dun really like to attend their gatherings..itz only to make my dad happy then i go...
then after that, i went to East Coast Park alone...Erm...got to say this here..i am perfectly alright..juz tat i like moments of being alone...sometimes i dun feel like toking pple...juz prefer to sit by the sea side..listen to music or sea waves ..look at the beautiful lights from the ships afar and look at the planes when they fly past the sea...itz a soothing feeling and i always go to the beach at least once a week alone...i enjoy doing that...sometimes u juz dun feel like toking to anybody for it spoils the silence and the peace of the nite...dunno y when i tell pple i go the beach alone, then they tink i am going to commit suicide..to mi, nobody is worth mi committing suicide for...nv tot of committing suicide when i am out of love..itz plain dumb to do tat in my opinion...i wun commit suicide until maybe i am 40 years old...depends on how i look then...haha if old and not pretty liaoz, then i go die..haha hard to say abt this kind of thing..but seriously i am afraid of ageing...can anybody invent something so that humans wun haf to age?????
I am a simple person,fun loving and hope to live happily everyday and every single moment...
I Like Freedom...
I Hate Hypocrites!! Stay Away from me!!
I always believed that we live our lives to fulfill our dreams and to seek the person we love most on earth and be together forever..
just like Altair and Vega..
I seek for true love on earth but kind of disappointed with this journey as true love seems non-existent...
Everyone of us should live with Dreams..
Itz our Dreams that make us different from all Other Living Creatures..
Itz Our Dreams that Make Our Lives Meaningful and fulfuilled...
Start Your Imagination Wild now..Because Dreaming is Free!
Dare to Dream, Dare To Fail..
Live Your Life The Way You Want It Because It is Your Life ..
We Live Once so Live it To The Max!
.:. My Likes .:.
I Like My Life...
I Like The Seas and Oceans...
I Like BMWs and AirBus 380...
Most Importantly, I Love My family and my close friends who have supported me always ..Never giving me up and be my listeners..
.:. My Hates .:.
I Hate Lecherous Guys!! Be Sorry if you are disrespectful to Gals in front of Me!!
I Hate Brinjals and Cabbages!!
I Hate Flying Cockroaches!!
I Hate Myself Without Dreams and Be Negative!!
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