 
6th August 2005
ST Engineering has a function today at Clementi Stadium for celebration of the National Day...so early in the morning, Xiu wei, Francis and I met at Tanah Merah Mrt and Allen came to pick us up and drive to Clementi Stadium..had breakfast at Mac at Ghim Moh...then drove down to stadium..our MCs were Wu Xu Ma Li and Desmond Koh from FM 933...Desmond looks cute lor..haha but didnt get to close up to him...it was quite boring coz morning have to do Singapore workout and those demonstrators are idiots lar...stand so low and expect everyone to see them..sianz..then after tat was some Japanese drum performance,telematches and our own ST Idols..haha not bad lar they sing..but i tink i sing better!!hahahaha..juz kidding..anyway there was lucky draws with fabulous prizes like air tickets to London, Tokyo and Hongkong...haiz i din manage to get it...so sad...mainly dominated by the Marines...lucky them...hahaha then after tat, we went off to Parkway Parade for lunch at Sakae Sushi with Francis, Xiu wei, Bryan and Allen..Allen footed the bill coz Francis was making him to pay for it..haha then i went to look at hps...wanted to get 6670 but a bit too big...my fav hp now is 7610...i goin to get it soon when i get my next pay check...need to change a phone for a new start! maybe i will change my numbers soon....to prevent unwanted pple from calling mi....dun wan to kip in contact with pple i dun wan to see anymore...but i look at the hps and all quite ex lar..the best thing was tat i didnt have my wallet with mi coz i dropped it in my sis bf car...haiz..then wanted to borrow from Francis to get the phone but then cant really decide wat i wan...and i noe i am running very low on cash anyway...overspent this month again...so i didnt buy it..Allen came to mi and say, if i were u , i would buy it...kaoz...who dunno tat?he nv see mi spend money before lor...pple who noes mi know tat i cant kip my money and spend like running tap lar...if i haf the money now, i wouldnt think so much to get the hp lor..haiz...idiot...was rather pissed off lar..so i went off to tuition....then met up with Ginny to go ECP again...so next time, if i ever go missing, look for mi else where...i go there too often liaoz...pple wil noe i am hiding there...so i wun go there if i wan to be missing..maybe find mi in Mauritius????went to ECP and told her everything abt wat happened...haiz i didnt want to tell her abt it...i still haf my pride...but if dun tell her,i always feel tat she is missing out on something and i dun like tat feeling...so i told her and expected some harsh words and scoldings...i noe she scold mi for my own good but i noe i can sort out my feelings better on my own then pple coming forward to scold mi...haiz...then we went to ANg Mo Kio and pick TS to go to Loyang Temple there to pray...they say ur prayers  come true if u prayed there....so i pray for good health for my family, harmonious and well to do...for my sisters to score good grades in their results and for mi, i hope tat i dun haf conflicts in my work, work go smoothly and yearly pay increment or promotion??haha and bad guys stay away from mi!! after tat, we went to Changi V for dim sum supper..packed something for ah Xi and ah Feng...met Karen there to get back my wallet..she happened to be there...then went home liaoz..
7th August 2005
Sunday, tuition day...supposed to have 4 but i cancelled one and tat is Sinhui's session...coz i was at Parkway already..wanted to get a gym stepper for workout..so after tuition, i went to Parkway...saw the stepper which wasnt really good and up to my expectation and the salesman recommended something else..the elliptical cross trainer!! i was quite pleased with its function...i am lazy to go gym and dun like to go gym when there are many pple...lazy to run so if i have the cross trainer then i can work out at home anytime i wan...hahha it cost mi $728...quite ex lar..but i still wan a  set....so i paid 50% upfront and the rest by installments...also wanna apply the UOB and DBS lady's card...the Men dun get it!! haha looks cool for the discounts and priviledges they have...first yr waiver so get one now!i went fot tuition at Aljunied and bedok...went Tampines to meet Junli, Yanlan and Yu yun...almost forgot i am meeting them today..went for dinner at Cafe Cartel....and coffee at Starbucks..tink i spend too much on food this month....they bought mi a present for my bdae..it was a Renoma key pouch..i love it so much!!! Thanks gals!!! so we chatted and they are the only gals i contacted from my Sec Sch...by the way, Junli know mi for arnd 12 yrs and Yanlan with mi for 18 yrs since Kindergarten...haha..Yuyun since Sec 1....so glad to have them as my friends...i always felt blessed by the friends arnd mi..i am glad that my friends are always arnd whenever i need them....thanks for being arnd when i need u guys......i can live without a guy but not without my frens.......
"We are not alone when we were born, coz our family was with us...
  We are not alone when we are walking through our lives, coz our friends will support us...
  We are not alone when we die, coz our loved ones will remember us..."
"Treasure the times that u have to be with our loved ones,
 Cherish the fate that u have in order to know each other,
 Tell your loved ones that u really love them before itz too late to let them know...."
Quoted by Jacelyn
I am a simple person,fun loving and hope to live happily everyday and every single moment... 
I Like Freedom... 
I Hate Hypocrites!! Stay Away from me!!
I always believed that we live our lives to fulfill our dreams and to seek the person we love most on earth and be together forever..
just like Altair and Vega..
I seek for true love on earth but kind of disappointed with this journey as true love seems non-existent... 
Everyone of us should live with Dreams..
Itz our Dreams that make us different from all Other Living Creatures..
Itz Our Dreams that Make Our Lives Meaningful and fulfuilled...
Start Your Imagination Wild now..Because Dreaming is Free!
Dare to Dream, Dare To Fail..
Live Your Life The Way You Want It Because It is Your Life ..
We Live Once so Live it To The Max! 
.:. My Likes .:.
I Like My Life...
I Like The Seas and Oceans...
I Like BMWs and AirBus 380...
Most Importantly, I Love My family and my close friends who have supported me always ..Never giving me up and be my listeners..
.:. My Hates .:. 
I Hate Lecherous Guys!! Be Sorry if you are disrespectful to Gals in front of Me!!
I Hate Brinjals and Cabbages!!
I Hate Flying Cockroaches!! 
I Hate Myself Without Dreams and Be Negative!! 
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