Felt lousy at work today...sianz...i am not tired of working..juz tat there is a lack in motivation to work hard becoz of someone..cant kip tat fella out of my mind...tat feeling is killing mi..i wonder when will i forget everything....arghz....how i wish i can invent a micro chip and put it in my brain...function like a computer hard disk where i can delete all the awful memories...but itz wrong to do tat coz a person will nv grow up without the happy and unhappy incidents..My life story will nv be complete without these memories...humans are so conflicting..next life,i wan to be a tree or a seagull..roam freely and with no worries.....can i have wings and escape from my sadness????this is terrible...anyway i have trying to be cheerful in front of my friends..didnt wan them to worry abt mi...i tried to kip myself occupied by working hard, talking to my friends, meeting up with friends whom i haven seen for a long time..nice but tired.. i tried hard to kip myself occupied and tired so tat i cant tink of anyone before i go to sleep...
Anyway, met up with Teng..she is my manager when i used to work at Georges Beach Cafe at Pasir Ris Fisherman Village...she is a very close fren of mine...so we went for coffee at starbucks again..had my favorite drink, Iced Cafe Latte with Hazelnut!! yummy....love the taste of hazelnut and coffee..talked abt our work place and she always got funny stories to tell mi..abt how ignorant and silly a staff of her was at the new Georges outlet..tat staff was also a fren of mine but for his age, i tink he is too immature and childish to handle a pub when my boss David wasnt arnd...Bossy and immature...I worked with him once and i dun like his attitude becoz he is too bossy..i am his senior and he tries to teach mi how to do things when his standard of service was so bad and always get complaints...idiot..anyway, after coffee with Teng, i went to Pasir Ris Bowl at the NTUC chalet there..Eric was there for his company's bowling competition..though i was already very tired, but i guess since i got nothing to do, so juz go down and support him...it was quite fun coz his frens were very friendly and chatty..so i dun felt quite left out when i was there...they played very well i tink...my hands oso itching to play when i saw them playing last nite...the real match started at arnd 12am and we had a mini celebration for National Day before the competition commenced....first time in my life celebrating National Day..hahaha so weird...ok anyway, they played well..Eric had 4 strikes in a row during one of the 3 rounds of the match...it was a team game and all showed good sportsmanship..so we stayed arnd 3am and Eric sent mi home...i was so tired tat i fell asleep when i touched my bed...got tuitions the next morning mar...tired!!!!
I am a simple person,fun loving and hope to live happily everyday and every single moment...
I Like Freedom...
I Hate Hypocrites!! Stay Away from me!!
I always believed that we live our lives to fulfill our dreams and to seek the person we love most on earth and be together forever..
just like Altair and Vega..
I seek for true love on earth but kind of disappointed with this journey as true love seems non-existent...
Everyone of us should live with Dreams..
Itz our Dreams that make us different from all Other Living Creatures..
Itz Our Dreams that Make Our Lives Meaningful and fulfuilled...
Start Your Imagination Wild now..Because Dreaming is Free!
Dare to Dream, Dare To Fail..
Live Your Life The Way You Want It Because It is Your Life ..
We Live Once so Live it To The Max!
.:. My Likes .:.
I Like My Life...
I Like The Seas and Oceans...
I Like BMWs and AirBus 380...
Most Importantly, I Love My family and my close friends who have supported me always ..Never giving me up and be my listeners..
.:. My Hates .:.
I Hate Lecherous Guys!! Be Sorry if you are disrespectful to Gals in front of Me!!
I Hate Brinjals and Cabbages!!
I Hate Flying Cockroaches!!
I Hate Myself Without Dreams and Be Negative!!
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