Was supposed to mit Ced on sat and he told mi he cant make it coz he nid to get back to work...not within his expectations that he needed to go back to office that day..i went to Immigration to get my IC replacement and he was supposed to come and fetch mi but when i tried to get him on fri, he MIA so i noe tat he wun mit mi at all...nonetheless, i still had some hope tat he might msg mi in the morning tat he can come and mit mi..but my sixth sense abt him nv failed mi...in the end, all my tuitions were cancelled and i spent the day doing nothing at all..until 4 plus i met ginny for coffee...Went to Dano to get some tops and Wacoal to buy some seamless underwear..i guess people dun look good with the underwear linings when u r wearing pants..then TS, ginny's bf came and we went to Storm hairdressing...was rather tempted by their promotions on hair cut, colour and treatment so i lended some money to Ginny and I borrow from Boon...aiyoh he is my saviour lor..muz treat him to something good when i get my pay check..he is always there for mi when i need him...thanks Boon!then went back home and prepared to go Mdm Wong on sat...the crowd was more at arnd 12 plus and had a hard time getting a place to dance..some fat guys juz kip squeezing in and spend the time toking to their frens instead of dancing..irritating..so got to noe a guy called Desmond..he is quite cute i muz say ..hahaha but i tink he is more interested in my fren Baoling rather than mi..tink he prefers brave gals..she got the number from him anyway...so we chatted for awhile and then he needs to be back with his frens..Gin left us rather early coz she nids to go and mit TS..that TS is terrible lor and Ginny everytime muz go and mit him...dunno what the hell she is tinking lar..tat guy is damn super possessive..mi and Baoling cant stand him liaoz..so mi and Ling went to 85 for supper and went back home at arnd 3 plus..saw a roach in my room when i got home and gave mi a big shock..didnt dare to kill it coz i damn scared of roaches..y arent they extinct!!!!!cant stand them moving arnd in my room!!!!so anyway i am too tired to be bothered by them...
Back to Ced, on sunday, i got 3 tuitions so nv msg him..i called him and msg him after tat and he didnt respond to mi at all...MIA again..today i called him and ask him wat he was doing..all he could say was he slept early..i msg him 7plus in the evening and he told mi he was asleep at 9plus..2 hrs diff and he cant cal mi back??excuses i tink...today call him and he answered..so i say he muz make himself free on 27th Jul...he kip asking mi wat is it...stil can say 'cant be ur bdae rite'...i almost flipped tat instant...he obviously dun remember anything i told him....haiz.....i am so disapppointed with him...everytime when i told him abt things tat i am angry abt such as nt spending enuff time with mi and nt knowing more things abt him, he will juz ignore mi..i am not trying to control him but he is like a mystery to mi...i dunno alot of things abt him and i feel tat he kips alot of things from mi too...it makes mi feel very insecure...then is there any point in continuing any further? itz a question i kip asking myself...in the end, after msging him all the offensive stuff, i cool down and soften..everytime got to pacify him and ask him not to be angry with wat i said juz now..he kinds of take mi granted liao ba..i guess he is tired and i am tired of it too...part of mi wans to give up but part of mi cant bear to do tat coz i still like him alot...what should i do?????
I am a simple person,fun loving and hope to live happily everyday and every single moment...
I Like Freedom...
I Hate Hypocrites!! Stay Away from me!!
I always believed that we live our lives to fulfill our dreams and to seek the person we love most on earth and be together forever..
just like Altair and Vega..
I seek for true love on earth but kind of disappointed with this journey as true love seems non-existent...
Everyone of us should live with Dreams..
Itz our Dreams that make us different from all Other Living Creatures..
Itz Our Dreams that Make Our Lives Meaningful and fulfuilled...
Start Your Imagination Wild now..Because Dreaming is Free!
Dare to Dream, Dare To Fail..
Live Your Life The Way You Want It Because It is Your Life ..
We Live Once so Live it To The Max!
.:. My Likes .:.
I Like My Life...
I Like The Seas and Oceans...
I Like BMWs and AirBus 380...
Most Importantly, I Love My family and my close friends who have supported me always ..Never giving me up and be my listeners..
.:. My Hates .:.
I Hate Lecherous Guys!! Be Sorry if you are disrespectful to Gals in front of Me!!
I Hate Brinjals and Cabbages!!
I Hate Flying Cockroaches!!
I Hate Myself Without Dreams and Be Negative!!
*May 2005
*June 2005
*July 2005