I juz went to Terrence's online website and learnt about the lawsuit between the CEO of NKF and SPH..i have always been very skeptical abt the donations tat we make to charities and always wonder do they really use the money to help the needy people...Like wat he observes, i feel tat NKF is getting too commercialised...instead of really helping people, they seems to be able to make profits from our donations...from the recent newspaper reports, i guess i noe where does most of our donations go to..the tap that cost $990 and a toilet bowl tat costs another $1100 and people who says that a salary of $ 550k per annum is peanuts??? wow, tink abt tat ..how long can tat yearly salary subsidize for the dialysis fees of the sick people who needs to spend an atrocious sum of money on the medical fees?? i always feel sick when the media corps stars put up shows that 'risk' their lives to make sure donations will come in..Singaporeans are not psychos..we donate not because of the shows but mainly for our deepfelt sympathy for the patients who are suffering mentally,psychologically and financially..the part tat really touch mi is the slide show where they show real life interviews of the sick children and it really hurts to see them struggling to stay alive to fight the illness...tatz the point when i really felt the heartache for their parents and relatives who loves them..
NKF should show more transparency in the way the resources are being utilized in order to gain back the trust and faith from the public who really wants to donate to help the sick..these patients really need help..even a person who owns a gold mine will become bankrupt with the ever-rising medical fees in today's society, not to mention Singapore...
Other than this article i read thru Terrence's website, itz also time to update my diary..today i spent a busy day at work...got 2 engines came in yesterday..lotsa paperwork to be done to ensure that everything is being documented, checked and signed...learnt some operational stuff today rather than reading my training manual...kind of finding it hard to be a female engineer...hard to get the guys to listen to u especially when u are young, inexperience and being a lady, tatz the worst...I wrote my first Engineering Bulletin and was really badly criticized by my Work Engineer..he is very senior and works in the Makila line for more than 30 years...but the thing is, everything i wrote was tailored by my mentor..aiyah find it so hard to please everybody...the EB was already approved , signed and distributed..so i dunno his point of telling mi now instead...i will try not to make the same mistake again...guess tatz the only thing i can do...then my good old colleague, Mr A...he drives mi crazy manz...no doubt he is nice and helpful but toking to him can cause my blood pressure to rise and my blood vessels to explode!i ask him a question and he cant really ans mi the way i expect the answer ..he juz dun get to the point ...after making big rounds, he stil doesnt really tell mi what i wan or need to noe...arghhhh....he doesnt organize his tots when he tok and he craps alot...do a lot of extra things which is not necessary and i ended up asking other engineers like Sze Hao in order to get the full info...Someone help mi pls...my mentor is another super busy man..i cant seem to find him..alot of things i need him to guide but ended up, i got to learn everything by myself...haiz......during a meeting today, my WE actually say that i dun haf to do so much since Song, the engineer will be back next week...OMG..i am there to be an engineer and Song is going to be promoted lor..dun let mi learn now then when?? i feel like telling him tat i am a full time engineer not a temp engineer or secretary lor....wa kaoz....i will work hard and not let them look down on mi! i wan to be the best female engineer there and make sure they follow what i say and not the other way round!
I am a simple person,fun loving and hope to live happily everyday and every single moment...
I Like Freedom...
I Hate Hypocrites!! Stay Away from me!!
I always believed that we live our lives to fulfill our dreams and to seek the person we love most on earth and be together forever..
just like Altair and Vega..
I seek for true love on earth but kind of disappointed with this journey as true love seems non-existent...
Everyone of us should live with Dreams..
Itz our Dreams that make us different from all Other Living Creatures..
Itz Our Dreams that Make Our Lives Meaningful and fulfuilled...
Start Your Imagination Wild now..Because Dreaming is Free!
Dare to Dream, Dare To Fail..
Live Your Life The Way You Want It Because It is Your Life ..
We Live Once so Live it To The Max!
.:. My Likes .:.
I Like My Life...
I Like The Seas and Oceans...
I Like BMWs and AirBus 380...
Most Importantly, I Love My family and my close friends who have supported me always ..Never giving me up and be my listeners..
.:. My Hates .:.
I Hate Lecherous Guys!! Be Sorry if you are disrespectful to Gals in front of Me!!
I Hate Brinjals and Cabbages!!
I Hate Flying Cockroaches!!
I Hate Myself Without Dreams and Be Negative!!
*May 2005
*June 2005
*July 2005