16th July
Oh yah...forgot to record this in my blogs...how could i haf miss it??on the 16th July, it was the wedding of my fren, Qing Yi and his wife, Ting Hui..a great match made in heaven...Thnx for inviting mi to the wedding..i am so glad i went to the wedding dinner in the end..something cropped up and i tot i cant make it to the dinner..so i wanted to ask my frens help mi gif him a red packet first but none wants to help and kip insisted mi to go..anyway i actually intended to go to the dinner as i went to buy a black dress and high heels..haha spent close to 200 bucks..but it looks really good i tink...then something unexpected cropped up and by the time i was free, itz already 7 plus..my parents wanted mi to go as they sya itz not very nice not to turn up when u are being cordially invited...so i decide to rush down and manage to reach there at arnd 8 plus...by the time i reached, the bride was walking down the aisle towards the bridegroom with her dad by her side..it was quite touching to see that scene actually..i am happy and glad for her to find her own happiness..though i dunno her but i wish her all the best yah! so we started the dinner and i sat beside JP ..kind of find him very childish and crude...i dun understand how did i fall for him in the first place..anyway itz all in the past and i am glad we are just frens and nothing else..this guy dunno how to respect girls and male chauvinistic..lotsa bad points..( i hope he doesnt visit my blogs!!) i muz haf been blind in the past..anyway eric was by my side and around the table 33, we haf James and his gf,Johnny, Alex and Xiuwei and his gf, Joy..it was a very fun nite as Qing Yi put our table as the last to toast and we got fed up so muz forfeit him..we pour a BIG glass of white wine and made him finish up!Mr Eric, our good old bro, tried to help him block the drinks and got himself quite drunk..but i muz say Eric and Alex hold their liquor well!!i had a few glasses of wine too...rather drunk then coz i am not a very good drinker..towards the end of the party, Xiuwei really cannot make it..he slammed my head like he was playing basketball lor and itz really hard lehz...but i din gif him a good time either...it was fun...really fun...wun ever forget tat nite..they will definitely be in my list when i am going to have my wedding dinner!hahaha long time to go manz...anyway, since the nite was still quite young, i msg Desmond and ask if he wanna drop by Mdm Wong...there was only two of us coz his fren last min cannot make it..though only two of us, it was quite fun...coz i see alot of girls staring and standing near him...cute guy mar...wat to do???we danced til late nite 230am and went home after tat coz he needs to be up early in the morning for a youth performance...so this is the happy event that i wan it recorded in my diary...
19th July,
I am a happier person now..i met up with June last nite for dinner and she cheers mi up...our telepathy was still incredible and hard to believe..she always noe wat i wan to hear and say...i love her so much! haha..i should have let go of him long time ago...maybe i knew tat this day would come and i didnt gif myself too much hope...itz easier for mi to accept the failed relationships...i am glad i am a stronger person now..in fact, i am enjoying wat i am having now..i no longer have to wait for msgs and calls, worried abt where is he and wat he is doing...tink of him whether does he miss mi at the point when i am missing him..i dun haf to change my tuitions to match his time table...everything is free and easy...itz like the feeling of freedom after being suppressed for a long time...i am glad i can let go of him so easily...although we are not together anymore, i once loved this man and nv regretted anything abt him..as long as he is happy and healthy, i guess tatz wat i wan for the person i used to have feelings for..i do hope he will stay happily with the one he loves..itz hard to be frens coz we were nv frens in the first place..nonetheless, i still wish him all the best..itz always better to look forward than dwelling with the unhappy past...forget the past, live with the present and hope for the better future!!
Qing Yi, I wish u and ur wife eternal marital bliss and stay happily forever like the prince and princess in fairy tales..most imptly, when am i going to get red eggs ar???hahaha
I am a simple person,fun loving and hope to live happily everyday and every single moment...
I Like Freedom...
I Hate Hypocrites!! Stay Away from me!!
I always believed that we live our lives to fulfill our dreams and to seek the person we love most on earth and be together forever..
just like Altair and Vega..
I seek for true love on earth but kind of disappointed with this journey as true love seems non-existent...
Everyone of us should live with Dreams..
Itz our Dreams that make us different from all Other Living Creatures..
Itz Our Dreams that Make Our Lives Meaningful and fulfuilled...
Start Your Imagination Wild now..Because Dreaming is Free!
Dare to Dream, Dare To Fail..
Live Your Life The Way You Want It Because It is Your Life ..
We Live Once so Live it To The Max!
.:. My Likes .:.
I Like My Life...
I Like The Seas and Oceans...
I Like BMWs and AirBus 380...
Most Importantly, I Love My family and my close friends who have supported me always ..Never giving me up and be my listeners..
.:. My Hates .:.
I Hate Lecherous Guys!! Be Sorry if you are disrespectful to Gals in front of Me!!
I Hate Brinjals and Cabbages!!
I Hate Flying Cockroaches!!
I Hate Myself Without Dreams and Be Negative!!
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*July 2005