 
5th July
Today was another normal working day...juz wan to record everything that Cedric does in my blogs...he called mi today and say he could mit for lunch...Boy, was i glad to hear this...he got an appointment at 11 and say he will call mi after tat...so i waited for his call...until 1230, i called him and he say he couldnt make it becoz of an idiot who claims that Cedric's workers damage his car and ask for compensation...he got to go down to settle the problem...i so sad that he cant mit mi for lunch..so i went with my colleagues..Sze hao,Su qiang,xiu wei and jia wei..my usual kakis for lunch...went to heartland mall hawker centre...i will nv eat there again...i order Kway Chap ( Duck) ..expensive nvm...but the auntie's attitude was terrible!!!!i die oso dun wan to eat there again..somemore itz not really tat fantastic afterall!!!then after tat went back to office, did some work and measurements for some toolings...rot at the workshop with the technicians...we gonna have our own EBU bbq so doing some planning at the same time...today got EBU run..part of mi wanted to run and part of mi not really willing to run... wan to run coz i wanted to share the kind of bonding that the staff of STA have but dun wan to run coz the air around the place is quite bad...haiz...but cannot everytime siam lor...nxt week muz run liaoz...
On my way home, Ced called and ask mi where am i..so we got engaged into a small tok...u may wonder how come i will record these small little things he does..seems common to every couple..but the thing is i wasnt even sure if we were together...he calls mi 'dear' but i dun haf that feeling that we are a couple..been with him for sometime..we only mit up for lunches and each meeting lasted less than 3 hours..maybe i am very demanding...but if u like a person, then u wun tink that 3 hours is long...not a movie, shopping, billiard, ktv or clubbing...i dunno wat he likes, his fav food or drink, his fav colour and his frens at all????i dunno wat i like abt him..maybe his success in career, the way he toks to mi, the way he carry himself and the way he looks at mi...dunno lar..troublesome thing...i only noe tat if i really feel belonged to one guy, i wun tink of knowing other guys or go clubbing at all...but he responding better to mi now..there was a period of time from Apr to May 05 during my examz, he totally ignored mi...so tatz y i kip mentioning he treats mi better now...i tot i might get over him after i am back from a trip..i enjoy travelling becoz each time i go to a new place, it gave mi strength to forget and start anew again...when he starts to treat mi better, i juz soften and give in again...even june and ginny are tired of mi saying that i will forget him...haiz..but my feelings for him now should be stronger...
then went home today and bought some facial stuff that costs mi $162 and return Boon some money which he lended mi for my grad trip..got home then have dinner and rest by watching TV...had my bird nest desert!hehe mummy's still the best...my parents still love mi the most but the kind of love is different...people say when u dun have love, u have kinship, friendship and other things...but then the feeling of love can nv be replaced by all these things...the feeling of love energized a person, can pull u thru difficult times and brings u to the high and low of ur emotions..though people always say love is not everything but love is definitely something we cant leave without...i am a greedy person coz i wan to be the happiest and luckiest person on earth!
I am a simple person,fun loving and hope to live happily everyday and every single moment... 
I Like Freedom... 
I Hate Hypocrites!! Stay Away from me!!
I always believed that we live our lives to fulfill our dreams and to seek the person we love most on earth and be together forever..
just like Altair and Vega..
I seek for true love on earth but kind of disappointed with this journey as true love seems non-existent... 
Everyone of us should live with Dreams..
Itz our Dreams that make us different from all Other Living Creatures..
Itz Our Dreams that Make Our Lives Meaningful and fulfuilled...
Start Your Imagination Wild now..Because Dreaming is Free!
Dare to Dream, Dare To Fail..
Live Your Life The Way You Want It Because It is Your Life ..
We Live Once so Live it To The Max! 
.:. My Likes .:.
I Like My Life...
I Like The Seas and Oceans...
I Like BMWs and AirBus 380...
Most Importantly, I Love My family and my close friends who have supported me always ..Never giving me up and be my listeners..
.:. My Hates .:. 
I Hate Lecherous Guys!! Be Sorry if you are disrespectful to Gals in front of Me!!
I Hate Brinjals and Cabbages!!
I Hate Flying Cockroaches!! 
I Hate Myself Without Dreams and Be Negative!! 
*May 2005
*June 2005
*July 2005