 
19th June 2005
This date marks the first car accident of my life after getting my driving licence 2 years and driving my dad's manual car - Toyota Starlet for the 2nd time only lor...Haiz...within less than 6 hours, i encountered the worst scenarios for driving ladies lar...ok maybe tatz too general...for beginner drivers i tink...Here is the story:
The 18th June was my fren, Valerie's bdae...so she organised a BBQ and Cheryl, Junli and me were invited ...we were rather close frens when we were in secondary school..So I tot since my daddy not using his car, so i tot of driving out to the bbq and i tink she might need some help in bringing the things back...ok so my dad let mi drove his car...at my hse carpark, my engine stall at least 5 times to get the damn car moving..his car is particularly hard to control...only he can control it...haiz...Racer leh my daddy...hahaha ok so finally i got it moving and my family was damn stressed lar when i drove the car out..haiz..stall on the rd around 3 times all at junctions!haiz...then got one taxi driver, he actually smiled at mi when i was stalled and i blocked his way...at least i not so stressed..i very scared of people horning at mi and TPs!!!!coz i got one bad experience with TPs...Tat was 1 year ago when i just got my driving licence...i wanted to drive to zouk the next day so i ask my uncle and borrowed his car to drive and show mi the road to Kim Seng Rd...then while practicing, we went to Marina South and there was a rd block there...best part is none of us were wearing seat belts..the TP was very firm and he wanted to deduct my points and fine the both of us SGD120 each lor....wa liaoz...i stressed liao coz i havent pass the probation period then kenna this incident..after much begging and pleading and  since I was first time offender, they finally relent and gave mi a chance...Heng ar...if not, i dunno how to tell my dad lor...
Ok back to my bbq story...i am always not focused...haha ok i finally got into pasir ris car park E and wanted to park my car...i dunno how to do backward parking so i did front parking (front bumper go into the lot first)..i tink i was quite near the car and my turning was fast and early...it didnt hit the car but nearly lor...i was damn near the car beside mi..was less than 10cm away!!tatz how near it was...ok i tried reversing and get out of the lot...but i kip getting stucked...got this guy, he got out of his car and ask if i am parking then i say 'YES i am parking'...damn paiseh liaoz..ok so he drove off and found a lot...he got off his car and saw that i still havent park my car yet...he was very nice and offer to park my car for mi...but his whole family was looking at how he parked the car...haiz...so paiseh lor....but anyway Saviour of the day!! i seriously hope that he wasnt my fren's guests..if not, i will just dig a hole and hide lor...ok so i got to the bbq and saw some frens from my secondary school...was chatting with one of my frens, Junli...Erm..if u ever visit my blogster, i hope u will read this...She always complained about herself being anti-social and that friends are shit to her...tatz how she put it...to her, the people whom she meet are her colleagues and bf..says that no friends will contact her to mit up...sometimes i look at her and i really feel tat besides criticising that her frens are shit, i seriously tink tat she shld review her own personality as well...when people dun contact then she oso dun bother and end up saying she dun haf friends...sometimes, i tink that friendship must be maintain by two sides...if u really care abt this fren, itz not a prob to take the initiative to call up first...sometimes people can be too caught up by their work but it doesnt mean they dun care...she is still as stubborn as before...no offence k...i really wan to tok to her abt this but i dunno how to tell her...worried that she might be angry and dun tok to mi again...haiz....ok i send both Junli and Valerie back home...
Frankly speaking, i was quite pissed by them that nite..ok i noe my driving skills not too good...then i was trying to get the car started and they make things worse by making mi nervous and panicky oso...when ginny is my passenger, she always relax and slowly guide mi one lor..she sit my car but she nv got that panicky expression on her face..i always feel confident to drive with her...she make mi feel that way...tatz wat i really i appreciate her as my best buddy....Thanks Ginny..
So i finally got them back home safely in one piece and i drove back home..without them around ar, my engine nv stall all the way until i reached my hse carpark...when i was choosing a parking lot..i saw a lot in between 2 vans and the usual lot my dad parks..so i decided to park there...Act Smart...so many lots dun wan to choose then act smart to park that one...in the end i got to pay for my foolishness....i turned in and i didnt even realise my car has bumped into that van lor...i just realised tat when the people at the void deck all turned to look and my sisters all upstairs looking at mi!Tink it was quite loud....coz the whole family all came to the car park...itz a malay family and they having circumcision ceremony the next morning so they were there in the mid nite preparing...haiz...heng heng i bumped into their van..then the lady say need to change whol bumper and re-spray...but i saw her bumper really some scratches only lor....then she scare mi by saying i nid to pay and she nid to call her boss..Her boss is a Chinese man..so i tot my dad might be able to settle with him...haiz...we exchanged particulars and i was crying there coz i nv kenna accident mar..i so worried that my dad will kill mi for tat lor..dunno how to face him oso and in the end, msged all my students and cancel all my tuitions so that i can explain to my dad tmr in the morning..i sat down and they offer mi a drink...i got to know a malay fren from this accident...hehe i realisd tat he was a PI...i always wanted to noe some PIs coz i tink their job is very interesting..they are something like paparazzi but they got better job ethnics than those 'dogs'..at least they find out the truth for their clients and uphold justice in their way...so we had a very long chat..i oso cant sleep after that accident...so we tok abt his job and itz really amazing abt the things he noe and the job experience that he has....rather an enriching tok with him..itz always better to have friends rather than enemies ba..haha i might nid his help to check my future husband leh!!
anyway ..tatz all for the nite...a very long nite but i made a fren!
I am a simple person,fun loving and hope to live happily everyday and every single moment... 
I Like Freedom... 
I Hate Hypocrites!! Stay Away from me!!
I always believed that we live our lives to fulfill our dreams and to seek the person we love most on earth and be together forever..
just like Altair and Vega..
I seek for true love on earth but kind of disappointed with this journey as true love seems non-existent... 
Everyone of us should live with Dreams..
Itz our Dreams that make us different from all Other Living Creatures..
Itz Our Dreams that Make Our Lives Meaningful and fulfuilled...
Start Your Imagination Wild now..Because Dreaming is Free!
Dare to Dream, Dare To Fail..
Live Your Life The Way You Want It Because It is Your Life ..
We Live Once so Live it To The Max! 
.:. My Likes .:.
I Like My Life...
I Like The Seas and Oceans...
I Like BMWs and AirBus 380...
Most Importantly, I Love My family and my close friends who have supported me always ..Never giving me up and be my listeners..
.:. My Hates .:. 
I Hate Lecherous Guys!! Be Sorry if you are disrespectful to Gals in front of Me!!
I Hate Brinjals and Cabbages!!
I Hate Flying Cockroaches!! 
I Hate Myself Without Dreams and Be Negative!! 
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